LeatcWe started much the same way you two are, we did the times when we would go on for a while and back off for a while, maybe a year afte I came home from Iraq where I was for my job and had told my husband about 3 men I fucked, one I fell in love with and a very nice lesbian I had a lasting love affair with(allways been bi never told hubby) I have always cheated on him with other girls right from the start of our relationship matter of fact I was playing with 3 girls when we met and never stopped. It wasn't until Iraq that I cheated on him with men. I will never go back now as our ride has gone completely out of control and has developed into a perminant lifestyle. I have one man I love, and an older guy I see about every two weks and one younger guy I met with once so far and plan on a bi weekly with him. No women at this time but I am looking for a bisexual woman to assist me in humiliating my hubby while he is locked in his cb2000 and watches how women make love. I have had Sissy faggot Jess (who my former hubby is now) on hormones for about 3 months now and sissy is starting to bud in her breast area, and erections do not last ven with stimulation, sissy is locked all the time and has to earn 500 points to cum and gets negative points when sissy does wrong or bad. At this time sissy faggot is negative 80 points, no teasing either when she is in the negative. Sissy faggot is also shaved head to toes, in panties 24/7 365, only allowed to use female lotions, deodarants, and perfumes 24/7 even to work, I take sissy out from time to time dressed in fremale clothes with out wig or make up as that would not humiliate her as much as looking like a man dressed as a girl (the true sign of a sissy). Sissy faggot has been exposed to some of my friends, all my lovers, a few neighbors, everyone at our nude beach, and one female in his office I know who I know told a few others by the way they treat sissy faggot after I told the one female. I in effect made sissy faggot into my best girlfriend, we share everything except my pussy and making love, she is the girlfriend I tell everything to and she does the same for me. I refer to Jess more and more as her and she, I never give atention to her sexually unless I am teasing her little locked clitty, and the only time she touches me is to clean me up after peeing or my lover fucks me. We are totall in love sissy is what I needed in my life to allow me to be strong a confident (I never was before) and I am treating sissy cruelly and disrespectfull like she tells me makes her love more and more (sissy never had any women in her life that treated her well except me) no woman has ever been faithful to her all of us cheated and lied. I am the one woman who realized who sissy was and what she was worth to our relationship being a sissy and femme submissive, she is just a joy to have around the harder I make things the more she comes back for more expressing gratitude and affection with every humiliating heart wrenching act of disrespect I bestow upon her. I guess long and short is the life style can whirl you away into a life of beautiful love between two people wit the same objective to love openly as a cuckold cuple or sissy and mistress. It is great please let the ride take you enjoy, communicate, and above all else love one another for who you each are and embrace your respective powers, or lack of and the positions you have both chosen for you and your partners. Best of luck soor for rambling .... Kisses Jeanne
I have finally decided to take control (total) and have sissy in panties daily lock sissy in her CB 6000s for good. No more feeling sorry after a few weeks and no more giving into her pleas for mercy! Welcome the NEW MISTRESS!