davidmurray
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My wife knows that I don't deserve pussy and has denied me for 6 years now. She regularly sees other men for sex, usually one-off dates (as she is not looking for a relationship) but occasionally will go away for the night or even a weekend with a Real Man.
She absolutely loves sex but would never consider any penetration of her pussy by me to be sex, for her it always felt like I was just using her insides to jack off and she often wouldn't even let me finish. That developed into her denying me sex almost completely, the occaional hand job being an exceptional occurrence (and never, ever letting me get her hand messy, which she'd pull away to let me finish myself off at the first sign that I was going to cum) usually even inisisting that I not disturb her at night by masturbating when she is trying to go to *****, so I used to get relief out in the garage, in the bathroom or at work rather than annoy her.
To most men, this would all seem absolutely mad and totally unacceptable but to us it felt natural, especially as it grew to the point of total denial, she didn't just deny me as soon as we started dating, it was gradual but relentless. She was always the dominant one and I the submissive one who could never really satisfy her. The more she denied me and the more she realised it excited me to be cucked (she had been fucking other men for years before total denail kicked in), the more control she exerted and eventually would cut me off completely.
So for many years now, she has a full and active sex life, seeing 4 or 5 men a year - not huge number but when you've been cucked for many years, that adds up to a lot of men, 25 to 30 who have fucked her in the 6 years in which I have been celibate (I would never, every dream of having sex behind her back). She also wears the kind of lingerie, heels and short skirts for other men that she had rarely worn for me, even when we first started dating. I didn't deserve it, she knew it, but she loves to dress for Real Men.
Am I happy? Yes, I am, as I have always felt huge fulfilment from being a cuckold. I fully believe my wife is to be worshipped, should have full sexual freedom, cannot be satisfied by me and I should remain faithful and in awe of her. But what does my happiness matter as long as she is happy and getting what she wants? Denial works for us and she has a loving dutiful husband in me which is why she will never leave me. We get on wonderfully well and there is no pressure on me to perform sexually, and she is kept very happy sexually by Rea Men. If it feels right, denial works. Thank you for this thread!
David in Dublin.
David in Ireland
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