Stan E.
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Victoria,
Find you and your story to be extremely erotic and a total turn on.
Have very strong interests, desires in the wife such as you. A wife who is fully aware of her own sexuality and her own particular needs. The thought of you taking a black man and allowing him to sexually use you, take pleasure from your proper, class, married body and self is extremely arousing.
Am a voyeur husband who has shared, given his willing, wanton wife to both black and white men. I know and fully understand the arousal and pleasure that is achieved as one watcarbonsmudges, participates, verbally encourages her lover as she is being his slut.
Am looking forward to your future posts on what has taken place. Tell of your thoughts and pleasures achieved as one , or several, black guys take your married white body and know their full pleasure from you.
Am married, but now to a diffrent and none sexual lady.
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janice
Member
Posts: 9
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Hi Victoria,
Read your story and found it very similar to why I first got involved in
the interracial lifestyle also. My husband of fours years, started carbonsmudgeating on me with a past girlfriend that dumped him a few months before we started dating and like you I was devistated to find out about it.
And very simalar to your story where you met with your friends
Carol and Sue, I also had a special girlfriend where we met when I told
her about hubby's carbonsmudgeating. And again, much like what Carol told you
about her black affair in Antigua, my girlfriend Kathy starts telling me
about her own affair with her black lover and then started telling me
about a friend of theirs that just moved to our area and he would be
a perfect idea for a payback to my carbonsmudgeating husband.
Well, first of all, it was a huge shock for me to learn that my best friend
was now having an affair with a black guy and I didn't have a clue about
it. We've been best friends since grade-school and always shared any
secrets with each other..but I had been distant to her for almost a year
so this was finally making sense to why she hadn't been in touch with me
during this time.
So for the next hour or so, she's finally telling me all about her terrific
relationship with her black lover and then telling me all about this new
friend of her lover. I couldn't believe my best friend was sitting here
trying to talk me into going out with a black guy, something that we
never talked about in all the years we've known each other. When
we finally broke off with our little chat that afternoon, I told her that
I was apposed to the idea, not because of any racial hang-ups but I
just thought I had enough problems with a carbonsmudgeating husband and to
jump into a relationship with a black guy would only make things even
more difficult. Although she respected my thoughts, she continued to
call me almost every day, never to let me forget about her offer to
line me up with their friend whom she already told him about me and
from what she said, he was very interested in meeting with me under
any terms. I continued to tell her thanks but no thanks until I just
couldn't take it any longer. Hubby's carbonsmudgeating and lies continued
to escalate out of control and when one day, he told me he was going
to Dallas for a long weekend business seminar, and finding out from
my secret source that his girlfriend was booked on the same flight,
that was the iceing on the cake and when Kathy called that day, I
finally told her I was ready to meet their friend...and she lined it all
up for us to meet on the weekend of my hubby's trip.
No more than thirty minutes after droping hubby off at the airport
that day, I was now pulling in the driveway at Kathy's place, where
we were all to finally meet. Although I was more nervous about
meeting this black guy than anyone I've ever met before, I was
surprisingly very impressed with him from our first eye contact.
After all the introductions, I found Kathy's boyfriend also very
nice, and in no time, my thoughts about hubby and his girlfriend
was flying away much like the jet that was carrying them off to
Dallas.
After we shared a few takes, our plans were off to dinner at a place
where Kathy and her boyfriend Dee enjoyed in the past and all during
this time, I got to know more about my date, Calvin. I continued to
become much more comfortable with him and soon after dinner, we
headed back to Kathy's place where we continued with a few more
cocktails.
For the next hour or so, we talked about many different things, mostly
our differences in music,,(both Kathy and I enjoy Country) and we were both surprised to find that Calvin likes Shania (but who doesn't...she's
so damn beautiful)... But as it got later in the evening I was soon
hearing Kathy whispering in my ear that her and Dee are going to
bed and stay as long as I want. Well, I already knew my date
Calvin was staying over night in Kathy's guest room as he lived
about 50 miles away and I had all the intentions in the world that
I was going home after our date, afterall, I only lived about 5 miles
away... but not long after Kathy and Dee were gone, things with
Calvin and I started to heat up very unexpectedly.. Not long after
our first kiss came another and then another and I soon found him
lifting me from the couch and carrying me to the guest room. This
was his first act of aggression towards me but believe me, he found
absolutely NO resistance and although I may have had a few too
many glasses of wine, when that bedroom door closed, I knew I
was at a point of no-return and I know I wanted him as much as
he wanted me.
There were so many FIRSTS for me that evening.. FIRST date with
a black guy...FIRST kiss with a black guy...FIRST sexual experience
with a black guy... and many others that I can't think of at this time
but the one that is most surprising to me and also to Kathy when she
found out I stayed with him for the night..was the fact that it was the
very FIRST time I'd ever had sex with anyone on a FIRST date....
And not only did we fuck all night long but I stayed with him at her
place for the entire weekend where it was like I couldn't get enough
of him. Obviously I found a black lust within me that I had no idea
ever existed and later on when I was able to talk with Kathy about
it, we found that it was very interesting that the both of us,after all
these years of knowing each other like sisters, we have again found
similar interracial interests that continue to hold us together as best
friends.
That was more than eight years ago and we both are still very
involved interracially. Yes, we are both still married to our white
husbands, her situation is much different than mine but the results
are still the same as we both have black lovers that rock our world.
Yes, hubby is still involved with the same woman and although he
has known about my black lover for a long time, he has never been
supportive about it and hates knowing that his prim and proper little
white wife is a slut for black men...(his words). We are now on our
last leg of our marriage and as soon as we agree to all of our assests,
(something that has kept us together all this time) we will go on our
seperate ways.
Yes Victoria, in many ways, our long-term story brancarbonsmudges off into
different directions but I found our motive in finding our lusts for
black men very similar and I would love to hear more about how
you are presently doing. I guess what I'm asking is that once you've
tried black, have you found it as exciting as it was for Carol..?
Please let me know what's going on with you, okay..? and if you have
any questions for me, feel free to ask me anything... I love chat with
anyone who has similar interracial interests...
Bye for now,
Janice
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sada
Member
Posts: 49
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hi janice, unfortunate story, your husband doesnt know what he is missing, he made a mistake when he opted to go and hang around his ex girlfriend, when he has a real bbc loving woman at home. carbonsmudgecking out all these forums woudl let your husband know how many white men will be willing to take you on as a wife, to love and care for you, and allow, better yet encourage you to get your ripe black fucking. Do you have any kids, with your husband?black lover? You are a sexy woman for knowing what you want! Good story
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