I apologize to the group for my delayed response. My first experience with this man was in a YMCA locker room. It started in the shower. I had seen him in there multiple times before, each time staring at him.. and his cock more and more. By the third time (over the course of about a month) I hadnt been able to get his Black Cock out of my mind
which is upsetting to admit. He woudnt take his eyes off me this time and before I knew it he was getting hard. His cock.. growing.. fascinated me. He knew this
And with a couple of strokes had himself fully hard.. I could feel myself almost leaning tward him... when I have thought about this moment over the years, the way I remember it was like my mouth was on a mission to make me float across the tile floor to go suck that big chocolate dick
He told me to suck it and I swear to this day it feels like I already was sucking
He "let" me do that for just a few moments before walking out of the shower to the corner of the locker room. What he did to me in that corner did not involve my mouth, and could best be described as a prison date
After he did that to me I was ashamed. I told myself I would never do that again. Within a few weeks I was showing up at his apartment with pictures of my wife to show him
A few months of him turning me into a white sissy for him and he made me admit to my wife that I was being treated like a sissy by a Black man who wanted to give my wife what I could not
My wife was not surprised I had gone gay. She was not surprised I had been taken up the ass.... she was surprised, and at first embarrassed for me, that I had been taken by such a large Black man. She asked me a lot of questions about how it felt. She had never had a big cock like that and now this was her free chance to try it at least once. My wife was addicted the first time she saw it.. after that I have been more of a girlfriend than anything else to her.
My wife and I both use lavender body lotion. I have been taking finistride for almost two years and it has had a devastating impact on my ability to get an erection. And that has caused my already small penis to shrink even further.. and be even more useless
I sometimes do wish I had nice breasts for him
I used the internet to figure out how to best give a lap dance. Then we found different stripping and dancing videos on porn sites that we could watch and practice. It is something that I find extremely degr@ding to do for him... and to watch her do it. She is a much better dancer than me... and she has three holes not 2... which deep down is why I know I try so much harder than she has to to please him
