I was never enough for her

I have finally accepted that pictures of me and my wife need to go up on this page. I have a very small penis and have been impotent for two years. Even before I lost the ability to get an erection my wife had taken a black lover. He has done things to her that I never could and was never allowed to do. We have both accepted that he enjoys training white assholes to accommodate his black cock and he has changed the shape and size of our assholes forever.

tiny

shrinking

tiny balls

clitty

I am humiliated by my sissy pictures

sissy ass

boy bottom

sissy cheeks

tiny penis

he has given me a pussy hole

tucked

ass

spankable

ruined

my wife

white

ass

She is hot. What's her name? How old is she? No wonder she needs a real man to satisfy her.

Well, that was an obvious one. To accept was the only option. She deserves better.
it might be painful

It was my only option

shrunk

Your wife's black lover is obviously very good at what he does. He's trained both of you to accept him fucking your asses, to both emphasise to you who's in charge and to let her know she's his now. Seeing your pathetic excuse for a cock it was inevitable that she would readily accept a dominant lover.

I know know that it was my only option It upsets me very much that she never allowed me to have anal sex with her.

Is it possible to have sex with your thing?
it might be painful

It sounds like you are very satisfied with your situation. Sometimes things can hurt so good!
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

It does hurt but it is all I have known for quite some time now..

She says its a baby dick

It looks like you have a lot of good things going for you. Looking at your pics in this thread. The penis pics are "cute" and "delicious". Ideal fill for a sissy's panties! Small junk means hot sissy panty profiles! You girlie up from the waist on down quite nicely! Instead of tucking, you should try some "vagina panties". (google them) I'll hazard a guess that your wife loves your cock and balls, regardless of her lovers. You seem to know how to maximize your pleasures by receiving a solid ass fucking. It also seems that you embrace the smallness of your genitals. Maybe you just have a real good handle on things sissy!
..............PSEUDO PERSON...YMMV!

She very much does enjoy that I take an even harder ass fucking than she does ..and she gets her butthole taken regularly

babyryan
It's obvious you're suffering from cuckold angst, it happens to all new cucks, it will pass, meantime your wife is fucking more and more hung blacks, and you're slowly sliding down the slope that's marked 'permanent denial'

I am very much in permanent denial and she is very much not denying anything he asks for.

Why should she deny him? He's satisfying her. Think about it.
it might be painful

I know all of you are right.. I can not satisfy her anymore and maybe I never could.

That's a big step to take, it show's you're accepting your situation and realising you would never be able to do anything near satisfying her, that's why she's taken a lover. Your pleasure will come when you fully accept what you are and you recognise your role is to assist in their pleasure and not your own. The Bull owns you as much as he owns your wife.

Her little tits are his too

Nice stiff nipples, like little bullets!

another picture of my micropenis to admit why my wife ended up with a black man

This appears to be a very honest thread. Congratulations on taking the step to share your unique journey here. It's well appreciated.

A few questions:

1) Was there a defining moment that cemented your's and your wife's role as submissives to him?

2) Aside from fucking you both, what else has he required of you that was especially memorable?

3) Have you or your wife gone to any extremes to willingly accommodate his demands or desires?

4) Has he invited others into your home to be served by you or your wife?

5) Does he have you dress and act a certain way in his presence?

6) Does he want you to thank him after he takes you or your wife?

7) Does he require you are open with others who ask about the nature of your relationship?

8) Do you have any regrets? Would you have done anything different given a 2nd chance?

Thanks again for sharing.

Youknowwho,

Thank you for the questions... they are embarrassing but I have felt more and more that I need to answer for these things

1. My wife fell in love with his cock, that is what changed our relationship. In my mind thought, the moment that cemented us both in service to him was when he took her anal virginity. She never let me and had no interest. And she let him. It was, and is, still devastating to me.
2. A memorable, recurring thing he does aside from fucking us both, is requiring both of us, from time to time to hold our butt cheeks apart for extended periods of time for his amusement
3. Yes, I would say we have both gone to extremes to meat his sexual demands. His passion for anal sex from either of us is borderline insatiable.
4. He has never invited anyone to be serviced by us.
5. I have been strictly wearing only panties for years... and I always have a wig on at home.. I have mostly feminine shirts or tight tank tops for home and wear stockings often
6. Yes, I often am required to thank him for taking care of my wife. I have learned to say thank you for a lot of things
7. A few of my wife's friends, both male and female know I no longer have sex with my wife becouse I have a very small penis and that she has a black lover.
8. I regret being denied the use of erection pills. I have not become fully erect in a couple of years and I know this is fixable and I have agreed to not take them. It has left me limp and has caused my already very small penis to atrophy further

Appreciate the answers. It takes a lot of bravery to admit something that isn't often comfortable or complementary. You're still in they process of making peace with it, but I suspect a part of you is happy to be living it. Having an assertive bull around making all those critical marriage decisions seems to suit you and your wife.

You mentioned the critical point for your wife when she fell in love with his cock. Was there a point in your physical interactions with him that you accepted your place in the triad?

Last question for now (I promise).

What other things do you do for him that you thank him for?

I appreciate your questions. They are embarrassing but I need to answer them, you can ask all the questions you like
Yes, there was an obvious physical moment in the relationship that did forever put me in my place. I had performed oral on him to completion and thought that had certainly taught me my place under him. I was mistaken. The moment he was fully inside my sissy hole for the first time was far more impactful on my mind going forward with him.
The other things I have had to thank him for, other than taking care of my wife in ways I never could. Ive had to thank him for giving me spankings. Ive had to thank him for spanking my wife. Ive even had to thank both of them for requiring that at times, I walk around nude in gym locker rooms to ensure that my I cant hide the thing that shames me the most If it was up to my wife everyone would know.

What you're doing here is far more important.

Honesty is a more powerful virtue than moral or social constructs can ever be.

We are often too hung up on labels and codes of normalcy that have no bearing on who we are.

Out of high school and decades later, I dated married women. That eventually led to married couples and swinger groups. Eventually, nothing was hidden. Boundaries were respected, but often pushed. Frank, open discussion was the key.

There were often no boundaries unexplored.

It didn't always work out well, but the intent was always to strengthen the marriage in its own context.

You have a lot to be proud of and a lot to look forward to.

babyryan
15 looks delicious!
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thank you both for your comments