lovemygf
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in front of women who are not my wife?
on one hand i should have no attraction to any woman other than my wife, and would be a more obedient hubby if i never noticed another girl and denied myself any satisfaction that interacting with them may produce.
on the other hand, i'm more submissive to the female gender all together if i allow women to learn of how my wife takes advantage of me.
i noticed tonight while at a dance club, my wife and i both dancing separately as if single, occasionally cute girls would make eye contact, and dance near me. meanwhile my wife allows any guy hot enough to grope her, flirt, trade numbers, kiss with tongue, and explore if she wants to take him home. i love denying myself those same pleasures, and that my wife is very demanding about me not talking or touching any girl near me. always point at my ring, hold her purse. i enjoy this denial so much. but even more exciting is when my wife walks over to check her purse that i'm holding, or to lean in for me to kiss her, and the cute girls who were interested in me are surprised i'm taken, and even more surprised when they see her go back to some tall handsome guy and embrace him as if he is also her bf. they watch closely to see if i'm mad, or maybe wonder if we're swingers and i can dance with them too. seeing a group of cute girls realize that i'm just a toy for my wife, or servant to carry her things, is incredibly hot to me. i have the urge to explain everything, show them my ring, explain that i never do the things my wife does, see their cute faces light up with intrigue or horror. see them stare and gossip at my hot wife getting wild, maybe ask me why i allow it. my favorite is explaining that even though it seems unfair, hurtful, or even gross for me to watch her give away my husband privileges to any hot stranger so easily without asking of him all the duties she asks of me... i confess to them, i actually really like it. and although my wife now loves getting attention from as many high quality men as she can, that i actually suggested it first. explain that some people like being spanked, and the physical pain, something that most people would avoid, flips into a very positive experience when the person hurting you is someone you want to reward and surrender to. that instead of any pain, my wife treating me poorly and humiliating me in front of a crowded club, actually feels amazing. their reactions are so exciting. giggling, spreading the gossip to all their friends while staring at me and my wife. this is my new biggest turn on. super cute skinny girls in slutty dance club outfits learning how much power i give my wife. i kinda feel like i'm giving them power too.
so is this uncuckold? it's kinda a betrayal of my beautiful hot wife, to get pleasure without her permission, and from rival females which she hates. i'm torn as to why i enjoy this. i have no desire to hook up with these girls. it would be easier if the only sexy woman i ever saw was my wife, and the only new people added to increase *********** were her favorite hot guys. i guess we just need to meet more guys so i can focus on the attraction between them and my wife and not get distracted by silly girls on the side who wouldn't be greedy enough to indulge in multiple guys. i should focus all my attention on the greediest girl i've met so i don't lose her and get stuck with a loyal sweet boring girl.
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