Privileges

My ex-gf and I share many mutual friends. I was hanging out with one of them a few nights ago, getting a few ******, when the topic of our old relationship came up. Since we were a few ****** in, the topic of sex didn't seem off the table.

I mentioned how my ex didn't like to give oral, and so she never went down on me the entire time we were together, even when I did for her.

Our mutual friend thought that was hilarious for some reason, although I could tell she was trying not to laugh. I asked her why that was funny.

"She loves giving head," our friend told me. "I'm sorry to have to tell you this, but one of the first things she told me when she got with her new boyfriend was that she was excited to do it again, since her new boyfriend actually has a real cock. She's really into anal too."

I was struck. She never really did anal either, and here she is giving it all up to this guy. It was extremely embarrassing, and here now I know her new man is enjoying all those privileges I never got...it definitely made me feel like a cuckold.

The hardest fact I have had to live with is too many women have told me the exact same thing, and it is to try to protect my feelings but many said "it's so nice to suck a cock that fits in my mouth", and "it isn't ******* me". Or they would say "a perfect fit" as them gave me head. That was many years ago, my current few women, including my wife I just said at the very beginning I understand I am too small as I gave them a nice sized dildo.

Well, you guys know now where you stand. Accept it and enjoy life as it is now for you.
it might be painful

Yes sir. I must accept the natural order of things, which are that he gets mindblowing sex with my beautifl ex because he is a real man, and I get nothing.

January, you need to look at it differently. Life is the way it is. You got short dealt so make lemonade. Right around you is a woman that will like your company, enjoy your attention, and might settle down with you and love you for who you are. Now age does play a factor in it , older women will see the value of a good guy vs. a big dicked asshole, but she would love you and have the freedom to play with larger cocks if you let her and it would be great if you came to enjoy the pleasures of watching her pleasure. She will value you for that freedom. You just have to find her, win her attention and explain the situation. After the first time in bed with a woman that I liked, I brought up the subject right way. I would explain that she deserved more, to which you will get the biggest BS job ever, size doesn't matter. well, buy her a dildo and eventually she will admit to the facts but if she does all that she will stick it out and she will see the value in keeping you as her friend and eventually her cuckold.