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renebe

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Hi,

I'm a 41 y/o cuck from the Netherlands. I'm a handsome guy, intelligent and I have an average sized dick, but I'm a lousy lover. I tried very hard to improve my sexual s*******s, even went to a psycholigist, but I just don't have what it takes. I cum within seconds and my oral techniques are only so-so.
I'm also sort of a submissive charatcer.

So two and a half years ago my wife told me I would never fuck her again. And I didn't. Nowadays me not fucking het is so normal that she doesn't even remotely think of me as a lover. I sometimes get to ride her leg like a dog.

She had a few short term liaimisters and I twice had the bittersweet pleasure of hearing her upstairs being fucked while I was downstairs doing some cleaning.
She says she liked the sex but she missed something. Sex is not enough. She told me she gets turned on by two things. The thought of not just a sex toy but a real man. And the thought of really humiliating and hurting me.

She considers herself a free woman. In search of a new love. She wants a man who will take over my place completely and be her new husband. And I will be their pet and servant and offense toy.

It scares the cuckolds brownie out of me because I absolutely adore her and don't want to loose her. But it also turns me on massively....

ren�.
kodder

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I agree with what mikemann said.
renebe

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Thank you for your concerns. But it really isn't necessary: I want this to happen. I crave for it. I want to feel the pain and lust of being put aside. I want my wife to take what's coming to her. I want her happy. I adore her and will do almost anything for her.

The past couple of days she's been chatting on MSN with a very nice, handsome guy. Next friday they will meet. He knows all about our dreams and likes the idea very much. There is a click between them. There is suspence. She likes him. A lot. And he likes her.
I pray their real life contact will be even better than their chatting on line. I pray there will be heavy mutual attraction between them. I pray they fall in love with each other. I pray there will be great passion between them. I pray she wants him with all of her heart and I pray he wants her with all of his. I pray they will want to be together as much as possible. I pray the laugh together and dance and rejoice and walk hand in hand and fondle and hug and kiss and celebrate their newly discovered love and off course I pray that they fuck and fuck and fuck and keep on fucking with great passion and love. And I pray that they humiliate me and hurt me and use me to keep the household going.
I don't want playing games. I want the real thing. And I know that is what my wife wants too. Does she ever!

Please help me. Please pray with me. Please make it so intense that I wish I'd never wished it to happen. But please don't make me realise that until it is too late.
renebe

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Well, I don't know whether anyone did some praying, but it seems to work... Tomorrow (friday) evening my wife has a date with a guy she's met on MSN. She likes him a lot on line. He gives her butterflies in her belly. She ordered me to clean our house and take special care of the bedroom. She also told me to prepare the guest room. If the sparkle is there irl as it is on line, I will get to spend the night in the guest room.
I am so excited. I am so scared. I am so turned on. I'm cleaning the house whilst jerking off constantly (I am not allowed to orgasm). And I browse the history of this community. Man how I love this community. Reading the stories of all you cuckolds and wathcing the pictures of women being fucked by real men really gets me in the mood. It turns me on so much that my fear level is going down and my longing to be my wife's cuckold and slave gets stronger by the hour.
Much as I fear wat might happen, I hope they like each other a lot.I hope she takes him home to our place. And I hope he fucks her real good.
slavelow

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You must keep us updated renne, tell us how it went.
renebe

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I must? Yes Master slavelow

But seriously, I would love to keep you informed. It feels good to be able to tell someone -even people I never met.

Well, yesterday evening my wife and I had an enormous quarrel. It started out with an argument about nothing and ended up with slamming doors, calling names (well, shouting names actually) and me relaxing on the couch.

There was no fun in that at all.

Obviously my wife is very nervous for her date tonight. She's super tensed, constantly busy buying the right make-up, seeking the right skirt, she got her hair done yesterday, she's asking me how she looks all the time. Well, believe me: she looks stunning,
Tonight is very important to her. She really wants this to work. She's been longing for a new love (and I mean love, not lover) for quite some time now, and now she's seemingly so close to have found him, it just may not go wrong.

I keep on praying they will be the perfect match. My wife and I have been talking and fantasizing about this for a long time. It's about time to stop dreaming and make it happen. We do realise this can be very dangerous to our relationship. But there's no turning back. Neither of us wants that. She says she's going to get through with it anyway, whether I like it or not. And I consider myself a lucky man.

Now, on to some more housework. I too want it to be perfect.
renebe

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She's off work now. Heading for home, which'll take her about an hour and a half.
When she's home, she'll prepare for tonight. She won't be eating at home; she'll have dinner with him. That makes me jealous and scares the hell out of me. Having dinner is an intimate thing to do. It can be far more intimate than having sex I think.

I'm really getting nervous now. Jealous. Afraid. My stomach aches. My body shivers. But I'm also very aroused and excited. I have a constant hard-on and it's leaking pre-cum. I love the smell of it. It reminds me of me being unworthy to fuck a woman. I'm unworthy to fuck my own wife. She deserves someone who can take her all the way to -how do you say that in English?- cloud 9.

Oh, I so desperatly hope they fall in love tonight. Please make them fall in love. Please let them be to each other the best that ever happened to them. Please let their mating ritual tonight be perfect. Please fill them with love and lust to the highest magnitude possible.Please make them want each other, need each other so much that they will want to be together all the time. Not aware of nayone else around them. And please let them fuck over and over and over again. Make this dream come true.No more games, but the real thing.Make me a cuckold, a slave to my wife and her new man.

You know what scares me most? Suppose when after all of this, the hate each oters' guts...
slavelow

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What if she divorces you? and you end up without being a cuck or having a wife?
renebe

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What if she divorces you? and you end up without being a cuck or having a wife?

That, off course, is a realistic threat. As there are others. What if, for instance, I cannot cope with it? I love my wife very much, but it's not a one-way street: she also loves me deeply. I have not the slightest bit of doubt about that. I could loose her. She could disappear out of my life. But she could loose me too. And believe me, that would hurt. A lot.

We don't just start this adventure with blinded eyes. We have discussed the possible thrills and dangers a lot over the past three odd years. We have experimented with fantasizing and we have experienced with one night stands. We did a lot of mind expiriments.
I won't say we know exactly what we're doing. We don't. Wa can't. No one knows what the future might bring. We take a risk, but it is a calculated risk.
There is a good reamister for taking the risks. We know that if it turns out the way we hope it does (and no, we do not have an exact scenario), our lives will be sp much more exciting. "Living life to the max" (no we do not take p*** ), "sucking the marrow out of life", "living life deliberately". That is what we want, and that is what we are prepared to take a risk for.
We both believe one has to take chances to make life better. When you don't dare to take chances, you might live happily ever after, but it will be a dull life. That's ok if you want that kind of life, but we don't.

Have you ever heard of RACK ([url=http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Risk-aware_consensual_kink][/url])? That is our filosophy. We play concensual, but we don't really care about safe or sane .
renebe

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Well, she's on her way now. Rien ne va plus, les jeux mistert fait.

If I see her back here within an hour or two, I know he wasn't her man. The cuckolds browniety thing is, she'll probably know the moment she sees him... whereas I will know nothing until she gets home.

I feel sick. Feel like crying. She looked so overwhelming sexy, so feminine, so ... dominant. It's not a game anymore now. It is the real thing.
My wife saw my eyes wet. She smiled at me. Told me she loved me, told me my tears made her feel powerful and wanted. She also said that if all goes well, she won't be thinking of me for a second. She will go out with him as a free woman, a single woman. No scrupulous, no hesitations, no second thoughts. No thinking about she is doing to her man (me), because she doesn't have a man. She hopes to meet one tonight .

I feel sick, feel like crying, feel jealous.

And I feel so redy horny. She looked so sexy, so very hot. Oh, how I'd love to fuck her myself. It's been so long. How I wish I was a man and not the sissy I am. But I am no man and I won't fuck her and she deserves a man who can give her what she needs, the way she needs it.
renebe

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Well, she's with him for over 2.5 hours now. So I guess it isn't a complete fluke ;). Wonder what they're doing. Are they just having a conversation? Or have they been kissing already? Are they just having a good time, in the normal sense of the word? Or do they look into each other's eyes, starting to fall in love?
Man, this uncertainty is *******ing me. I go from fear to lust whilst imagining what they might be doing, up and down and up and down as if I were on a rollingcoster.
It's not a complete fluke. That's a start, isn't it?
renebe

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30 minutes to midnight in Tilburg, the Netherlands, where I live. She's been with him now for almost four hours. Chances are rising, I guess...

Meanwhile I'm starting to feel somewhat light in my head. A bit dizzy. I think I'm sort of getting high... but I don't do any haves, so that can't be the cause...
slavelow

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What happened Renebe?
renebe

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Hi.

I'm sorry it took me so long to write back. I needed time to get myself together and really wasn't in the mood of anything having something to do with cuckolding.

Yes, the past few days have been very emotional. I cried a lot. My dear wife and I talked a lot. And we just spent time together, affirming our love for one another.

So, indeed, she did bring home her new boyfriend.

When they came in I was watching pornographic pictures on my pc. Cuckolding pictures, surely. I logged oud (I'm using linux here ), introduced myself to the guy (nothing exciting; we conveniently shook hands) and asked whether they would like something to take. She asked for tea, he prefered still water.
My wife showed him 'round the house. And I couldn't believe what I was hearing. Was this my wife? She spoke with a tone of voice I never heard before, in accentless sentences (which she never ever did before), choosing her words and grammar almost... well, snobbisch (is this the proper word to use? What I mean is: she was using 'difficult' words and sentences; sort of an intellectual way). It was horrifying. She was like a complete stranger to me. And not of the kind I'd like to be in the neighbourhood with at that.
Anyway, I became very uncertain and asked her whether she wanted me around or not. She responded that in time, I should leave. I interpreted that as: yes, do leave. I don't want you here.
By that time I already had tears in my eyes. It hurt so much.
I got the tea ready and presented them their takes. She said a short 'thank you', but she was ignoring me constantly. So I got up the stairs, to the guest room.
They remained downstairs for and hour or so before they went to the bedroom. I hadn't heard anything. I wouldn't hear anything for four straight hours to come. I was fighting my tears and I was fighting my tiredness. At approximately half past four in the morning I finally got some relief. I heard her moan and within seconds I heard her scream. She was obviously having sex. But it wasn't fucking; I didn't hear the bed screak. Despite my grief I instantly got a hard on and felt a rush all through my body. But a few minutes after it began, it was over. The lights went out. They went to relax. I felt ... I don't know how to express this in words. Miserable. Desperate. Sick. They had been there four hours and these few seconds were all there was?

I had a bad night relax. Three hours at the most, then I was wide awake. And I still felt miserable. I went downstairs and did some browsing on the internet. I'm not a pc junky, but when I feel really bad that's what I do.
After a few hours my wife came down. She went to the toilet and after that she greeted me with a big smile on her face. He's wonderful, she said. When I asked her what they'd been doing, because it sure as hell wasn't having sex, she said they'd been lying and talking and kissing most of the time. She wanted to have sex with him, but it felt so good to just talk that they just didn't got to it.
She went upstairs again and remained there till deep into the afternoon. I believe it was somewhere near five o'clock when he finally came downstairs and went out of the door on his way home.

We were expecting visitors that evening and later on my wife told me that if we didn't have that appointment, he would have been here until sunday evening. So he would have spent another night. She admitted that she even considered cancelling the appointment, but in the end she felt she couldn't do that. It wouldn't be a social thing to do. Mind you, she wasn't concerned about me at all. She was concerned about our the people who'd be visiting us.

Anyway, on his way out this guy told me my wife wanted me upstairs.

So I went up. And when I looked into the bedroom, when I saw the bed they had spent so many hours in, I broke down. Furiously I started yelling at my wife. I did all the things one is supposed to do when one's wife had been with another man. I called her names, I told her our marriage was over, I told her this wasn't what we'd agreed upon (we'd agreed she'd mainly have sex) and that I felt betrayed and ignored and really, really sick. Both physically and mentally. I meant every word I said.
She looked astounded. She looked frightened. Now she was the one being desperate. It took a few minutes before I came to my senses. I saw her and in my mind's eye I saw myself shouting at her and I thought: what the hell am I doing? My rage ceased abruptly and I felt so bad because of what I was doing to my wife. I fell in her arms, started crying and kept on apologizing over and over and over again. She comforted me. She said she could see I had had a very hard time.
She told me she hated to see me like that, but it wouldn't change a thing. This guy was great. She had so much fun with him, it was very thrilling being with him, it was very erotic and she will be seeing him a lot in the future.
I told her the hardest for me was that they didn't fuck. Then she took me to the bed and directed my hand between her legs. It was wet. Very, very Shockingly so. I had never felt her that wet. Not even close. Not when she was with me, not even when she had been with one of her lovers. This, she said, is what he does to me. This, she said, is what his words do to me.How dare you say we didn't have sex? Sex is not about fucking. At least not to me. Sex is about being aroused. Sex is about wanting the other. We had sex all the time. We had more sex than you and I ever had or ever will have. It was more intense and satisfying than you and I ever had or ever will. You know why I came within a few seconds when he started licking me? I was so excited that I practically came the minute his tongue touche my clit. That is what his words and his smile and his kissing and fondling did to me. And dou you know why we didn't fuck? I just couldn't take anymore. It was way too intense.

She told me to put on a condom and ride her leg like a dog. You told me you wanted me to make you a cuckold, she said. You told me you wanted me to be intimate with a man who is better than you. No playing games, but the real thing. I asked and you gave me carte blanche. I would do it with the man of my choice, my way. I would be absolutely free, without taking you into account in any way.. No scrupulous. No feeling guilty.. Well, that's exactly what I did and it was great. And I won't stop. I know to you sex equals fucjing but to me fucjing is just a minor aspect of it. It is precisely because you don't understand that, that is one of the things that make him so much better. Because that's what he is: not just a little better, but much much better.

It took me a few days of talking and telling each other that our love was not in danger, and us both explaining our feelings and thoughts and fears and hopes, before I managed to come to terms with this situation. I have peace with it now. Frankly, I'm quite turned on and I have a deep feeling of being her slave abnd that feels so good. She always gave in when I protested loud enough. She always took into account my feelings when she decided to do something or not. This time she doesn't. She is determined and she though she does try and comfort me when I feel bad, she has no remorse. When she schedules a date, she always asks me if I'm fine with it. Now she doesn't. She told me she will spend the first weekend of june at his place. I mean, she told me. There's no room for alternatives. She *will* go no matter what.

So that's how it is now.

Oh. Yea. She also told me something else. She said technically she didn't cuckold me with the guy. But I should be convinced that what she did was far more cuckolding that just the technicalities. She had been genuinely unfaithful to me. With all of her heart and body and soul. I didn't exist. She was his and his only. And the single reamister that she doesn't meet him next weekend is because he hasn't got the time. But if it was up to her, sh'e rather be with him.

O, how I love my wife! How I adore my wife! How I thank God for her.
renebe

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Perhaps she will allow you to watch next time he's over?

She won't. She says that when I was to be in one and the same room, It'd soil her being with him. It would make it dirty. It wouldn't be pure anymore. I hated it when she said that.
slavelow

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so any developments?
renebe

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Hi slavelow. Still out there?
It's been a while since my last visit to this board. To be completely honest, somehere in the past eight months I completely forgot about this forum. I am truly sorry and feel deeply ashamed. Please do accept my appologies. I promise I will come back more often; I bookmarked the forum now.

As for developments. Well, this guy turned out to be as submissive as I am and he isn't able to fuck (some medical problem). My wife saw him a few more times, but she got bored with doing the usual S&M stuff. So now she doesn't see him anymore.Occasionally they speak on irc (yes, we are of that generation ), and that's it.

So I guess we're still looking for mr. right.

Sincerely,
ren�.
hungnylonlover

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hi renebe,

Very interesting story I read.

33 yo bull businessman here with 9 ins cock.

Would you or your wife contact me at; [email protected]

kisses....
renebe

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There are developments now .

My wife has a lover! He's a really nice guy and he does a great job fucking her. And the best part is... she actually let me stay and watch on one occasion. I haven't the words to express what I felt, but it was so good.

I now fully understand why my wife doesn't want to have sex with me. Over four years now since I "fucked" her. Oh, I want her so bad. It is so hard knowing I will never ever have her again. She'd rather not have sex at all than with me.

My wife isn't in love with her lover. And that's okay. She likes him, she likes having sex with him and I definately enjoy being cuckolded and feeling inadequate.

ren�.
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Renebe, This is great stuff. Please tell us more!
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Why do you say that you know why she doesn't want to have sex with you? What did you see that put you into that understanding?
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renebe, i do hope you'll keep us updated on this. you have definately written a very detailed diary so far on your thoughts, lust, submissiveness, love, and cuckolding. i got horny just reading it all. thanks
redimac

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SO has she started to deny you sexually/ completely yet?
renebe

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Quoting: draclif69
Why do you say that you know why she doesn't want to have sex with you? What did you see that put you into that understanding?


Her face.

When he started fucking her, I watched his cock enter my wife. I saw him thrusting in and out of her a few times. I saw my wife opening her legs real wideand pushing her cunt in the air. I saw my wife give herself to him.

And that was so hot. It made me so hard.

But then I saw her face. I don't know how to describe this, but what I saw in her face... My hornyness vanished almost instantly. My cock shrunk.

And I finally understood.

I can't tell you presicely why, but I understood. I saw it in her face....

rene.
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Renebe,

Thank you for sharing so much. As you know I am in a similar situation. How is it going now? Any developments?
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.
asehpe

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Renebe,

ik hoop dat je gelukkig bent, dat je vrouw je gelukkig maakt. Ik hoop dat de gevoelens tussen jullie altijd sterk en gezond zijn; liefde, vertrouwen, groei.

Want cuckold is alleen maar een manier om deze onbekende wereld te verkennen die wij seks noemen. Een manier onder duizend andere manieren. Heel erg sterk; heel erg sexy. Maar een manier onder andere.

Ik weet niet waarom cucks zo zijn. Ik ben er zelf één (nog niet echt, helaas). Ik ben soms bang: de risico's lijken zo groot te zijn. Maar het lijkt alsof jullie van elkaar echt houden, dat jullie elkaar ondersteunen.

Ik hoop dat het waar is. Ik hoop dat jullie veel delen, niet alleen cuckolding. Ik hoop dat ook haar glimlach je gelukkig maakt, niet alleen haar seksuele tevredenheid. En ik hoop dat je glimlach hetzelfde doet voor haar.

Een liefdesverhaal uit Tilburg. Heel erg goed. Jullie geven me hoop, hier in Leiden.

Hartstikke bedankt.
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Hi renebe
I would love to email with you or chat on MSN
I have exactly the ame situationas you with my cuckolding realtionship with my wife. I go through the same fears and emotions, and there is no one to discuss them with.

Kind Regards
Mike
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