The fine art to live in chastity and with humiliations

To first, sorry for my bad english. My wife don`t like lock up my cock. She like to see my arousal and help me , to live in chastity under control and self control. Daily, I must spread my legs and I get a hard "ball-massage" (CBT). She will powerd my sperm-production. After a breack, she blow lovely and careful my small cuck. Short before I come, she stop the game and enjoy my sweet suffering. When I?m to horny and I wants to masturbate, she tie up my hands on my backside. Now I must watch, how she lay her arms around the neck from her lover, she kiss him with passionate, he touch my wife between her legs and I must see her open and wet pussy. Now she is very receptive for him and he spread her legs and begin to fuck my wife for my eyes with passionate. It`s not only fucking, it`s a little bit love. She enjoy to show me her orgasm with a other man. (see pics).
After sexual intercourse she come to me set down on my cock (no ride - only set), touch softly my head, look deep in my eyes and ask me: "Is yet your dick in me?"
It`s a great offense for me.
My comfort, she let me come in her hands 1-2x in the month. Before she enjoy my explosion, I must always promise, that she can fuck with stranger bulls in front of me, or without me. But she is honest to me. My wife let me knows all her dates and when she come back in the night, she let me touch her wet and swollen cum-pussy and kiss me thankfull. It`s not easy to live with permanent big "eggs", but she like, when I`m permanent horny. Now she has a permanent lover, but in holiday, she spread her legs for other guys too.