Problem doing my head in.

Shortly after my wife and I first started in this lifestyle nearly 16 years ago now I signed what she called my "cuckold contract". In it I agreed that I was her property and no matter what she did, I would always be there for her. While she was getting me to pull myself in front of her shortly after I said to her that she could do what ever she wanted to me and I would still be there for her. I said even if she wanted to remove my nuts as a trophy. She laughed at that and said she wasn't interested in doing anything like that especially as it would take away my sex drive. It was a sort of spur of the moment thing that just came out.

Anyway onto my problem, we where watching a program on tv the other night and it showed them castrating young bulls on a farm. She reminded me of what I had said that night and pointed out that her boyfriend (of about 4 years now) was brought up on a farm and used to help castrate the cattle. She then asked me what I would say if he was to remove one of my nuts. She said it would make a great present to show how much he means to her. She said she would pickle it like an onion and give it to him in a jar if she went ahead with the idea. She also said that as I would still have one ball, I would still have all of my sexual urges etc. She then said that she just wants to know what I think about the idea. She then made herself cum in front of me with her vib 6 times!!! Usually she only cums 2 or 3 times.

What I don't know is, is she just testing me. If I say yes to her idea then I prove to her how far I would go for her and her satisfaction and that's probably all she wants to know and won't take it any further. But if I do call her bluff and say yes and she wants to go through with it then I'm stuck and either brake my contract with her or have him remove one of my nuts, something I don't want either way.

Really don't know what to do.

W.T.F.! get real man

Your One sick dude....just think about what your saying.

I'm going to go against the consensus and say, if the idea turns you on, and you really love your wife, maybe give it some serious consideration. This is, after all, a form of body modification, just like tattoos, piercings, etc., albeit taken to an extreme.
Anyway, keep me posted.

I called her bluff as I think that's all it realy is. Her response was "Cool, I'll let you know". I still don't know what this means, but I hope she is just trying to wind me up. Well I hope so anyway!!!

Are your nuts still attached?

Instead, have fun with your wife and bf in thinking and acting out all the ways you could symbolically express the same thing, but without amputating part of your body. If the thought of cutting your ball(s) off is exciting, then she could still use that in the dialog of your sex, perhaps threatening to cut off your balls unless you perform some task.
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hey guy! u have both your nuts again?

Relief or Bummer,

She finaly told me that she wouldn't go through with it. She said that she made herself cum a couple of times thinking about it and loved the look on my face when she teased me about it, but was worried that there could be complications. I don't really know if I'm relieved or dissapointed???

Even though she has said she wouldn't, she did say but who knows how I'll feel in the future.