neononi
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Been lurking these boards for over a year, so I thought I would write up how my things are progressing for me (27) and my gf (24) of 2 years.
First, some context. Both professionals. I am 6'3, 300pounds, ~5.5-6inchs.
She is 5'10, 140pounds, 32G~in US sizes, long red hair, pale skin, hourglass figure - beautiful, I am her 3rd sexual partner.
About 18months into my relationship with my GF, I started to make jokes with her about her having other BFs on the side and having sex behind my back; we laughed and left it pretty much there. I also mentioned numerous times that if she did ever cheat on me, I wouldn't have a problem with it if she told me she had done it, and she would be forgiven. She told me that she would never cheat on me and she would never even consider it.
About 6 months ago, I told her I had no problem if she ever wanted to have sex with another man. She questioned why I felt this way, to which I told her that I felt it would be good for her confidence, good to experience sex in a different way, and it would be exciting and erotic for me to watch or hear about it. She asked if I would get jealous to which I answered 'a bit, but I think seeing you in pleasure would overpower the jealousy'. She then started to further question why I allowed her this, asking whether I wanted an excuse to break up with her, or to test whether she would do it etc, all of which I addressed. She reiterated that she loved me and that she only wanted to have sex with me.
2months ago - I mention it again to her. We discuss it for a while. She again asks why. I tell her the same things but further the detail. More confidence for you - how would it feel having other men lusting after you, wanting your body - to this she agreed it probably would help. Different sex experiences - you have sex with only 3 guys, 2 of which you said you didn't enjoy, and me, who fucks you once a week and for 5 minutes without making you cum - to this she said I was amazing in bed and all she wanted, but said she had thought about what she had missed out on in her youth regarding sex and often wondered how sex with other men was. Finally, sexually exciting for me - I told her that I love seeing her in pleasure, hence why I love playing with her body so much, using toys on her etc. Seeing her lose her inhibitions, me having no control, her in pleasure from another man; would drive me crazy.
I told her I was weird, which she dismissed. She agreed the idea was a bit exciting, but it would be hard to organise and that no men would be interested in her, but if the situation ever arose she would consider it. I told her to leave that part to me.
I made an adultmatchmaker profile for us, set our pictures to private and tested the waters.
After an endless amount of responses, I sent the decent ones to her, pictures and what they thought of her. Of about 25, she picked 2 which she said were ok with, but said she still wasn't too keen. I left it there, she seemed anxious and worried.
Last week. I mentioned it again to her. Again, I was met with questions about my reamistering, and whether I was trying to test her or break up with me. This time, I think I squashed these thoughts, and she seemed content with it. I spoke to her again about the reamisters it would be a good idea and she agreed they were true reamisters. She even mentioned that because of her high sex drive it would be good for her. She said she would think about it, and asked how she would meet guys and become comfortable with them. She also stated she would have to be attracted to them. I discussed this with her for a while. We ended it with her thinking about it, and her saying if the situation arose, she would do it.
So now, I go back to masturbating and getting ready to work my next angle with her, she goes back to thinking about it, and masturbating with her toys (both 8.5+ which she takes with absolute ease and can use for an hour straight, cumming up to 10 times). Wait till she finds out what a real man can do for her!
Though I read a lot on this site, I see two types of cucks. Ones who have become complete cucks, and those which are more so wife sharers which still engage in sexual activity with their gfs or wives. I see myself as the latter with some complete cuck features. I like the idea of white bulls, but also black bulls (she says she isn't attracted to black guys), eventual unprotected sex for her, having the bull evoke from her how amazing the sex is infront of me, would possibly consider cleaning her up...guess it is situation dependent.
I didn't proof read this, pretty tired. We are from Australia near Sydney.
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