Really feeling it this time

Angst, jealousy, maybe even slight sadness... This isn't the first "date" my lovely HW has been on; but it really seems to be hitting me hard tonight. I suppose it doesn't help matters any given that she spent a part of the day out shopping and getting her nails done. And not shopping for groceries, either; no, clothes shopping. For sexy/naughty things to wear for her Bull. I won't say it's never happened, buy sadly, I'm hard-pressed to remember a time when she went shopping for similar items on my behalf.

I suspect y'all will tell me that these feelings are normal, "Get used to it, cucky!" And that's fine; but if you have any other suggestions on how I could deal with it tonight, it'd be much appreciated

I know the feeling, been there, apart from the jealousy, for me it was the recognition that she started to like music she never paid attention to, but because her Bull was into it, she found it cool....., just general things she started that were not 'ours' but his - I know this does not help you, but at least you know this is normal when a woman lets another man in to her, she does it in more than just the physical way...... in the end, I found the pain bittersweet, but worth and necessary to give her what she needed above all - a man that could fuck her to make her whole in a way that I couldn't!!

Thanks Larry; to add insult to injury, she got home quite late last night (almost midnight), so was too tired to ask her about her evening. Already had my light turned out and was trying/starting to fall arelax.

I know I shouldn't be upset, but her recanting her evening activities to me is what I look forward to. (that's the injury part)

I hope you don't feel sad anymore. How was the conversation in the morning?

It didn't happen I had to get up early the next morning to go to work, and she wasn't talkative last night.

Have really been in a downer mood since...

BCWYWF

BCWYWF........ that is as scary reminder, as I am about to start again to get my wife hooked up with a much younger, well hung Bull

You just have to accept it and tell her you are happy for her. Dont pry too much, remember the cuckolding is for her pleasure not yours. In time she will see that you accept your role and she will probably share more details with you. Accept the fact that this is your "sexlife" from now on and enjoy it.

Sorry, but I think this is crazy. It's all fine to have a fetish, and have both parties enjoy it. But, if you let your wife go out alone with another man and spend the night, your insane. When a man fucks a woman, she will emotionally bond with him, and god help you if he actually falls for her. Your gone, and he has no need of you or your fetish.

My wife is one fine woman, and one that stops a crowd in public. Brilliant as well as beautiful. There's not a man that wouldn't want her as his. I don't mind her playing around a bit as she gets a high from it, but there is no significant alone time with her partners, nor will there be. There is no time to emotionally bond. I totally get off on the submissvie male thing, but god help the alpha male that thinks he can move in on my wife. He'll truly find out who the alpha is.

Interesting point from manray which captures some of the dilemmas here. I wonder what his opinion is on my situation. We are very into the idea of an inter-generational bull-slut-cuck thing as opposed to most on here who want a younger black stud. We have met a 78 year old (yes 78!) as K very keen on it with a 70 plus man. We are late 40s. He is right up for it and wants to take over and become her bull making me a cuck. He makes no bones about it and it is a turn on for both of us. The first preliminary (no sex) meet with him went well, they seemed to hit it off and we have agreed it should move towards sex. Certainly there is an intention for them to relax together overnight (me in spare room), both seem keen on it. Maybe at some future point her going to spend night or weekend with him alone. Should I go with this or scale it down as manray seems to be suggesting? Not sure.
B.Kellard

My wife has cucked me for years with black guys. She likes them mid 30's 8 plus inch and bald guys. She falls in and out of love with this one guy but no worries. Besides cucking me openly w=she cheats behind y back as well. Recently she is fucking a hung white guy. I have peeked at emails and texts...no love just very hot sex. Before she sarted really cucking me when we had sex she seemed to enjoy it...shortly after we got married she started fucking other guys. At first I did not know as she was fucking many co-workers. Then she openly fucked a black guy with my permission on a date...that big BBC really changed her. She very quickly became usatisfied with my cock, I am only 4.5 inches. Said she could not even feel me after the real men that fuck her. That is how it has been for the last ten years. A black guy from our wedding even fucked her. So I guess since right before we got married the only times I am allowed to fuck her is after she has been on a date..or if she has not been on a date she makes me watch her fuck herself first with her big 10 inch lifelike dildo. She tells me that since my cock does nothing for her that she needs to be satisfied first.
BUT she has never left me and we are very in love. Really depends on how strong your marriage is I guess.

How is the situation now?
20 years old and horney;)

HopeToBeCucked:

I have to say I share the view of Manray 100%. However, as ive been a member of this site for at least 7-8 yrs - ive followed many members and have come to the conclusion that there is a common thread that brings us all here at first and then we each branch out to fine tune our kink based on what we are into. As sure as the extreme cuckold kink includes this total presentation and offense and basically losing your wife and all the inherent emotional baggage that comes with that - and this is what one really wants...its also true that when you get to the threshold of the reality such a scenario - you might decide it is not what you want.

Life is a journey to be explored relentlessly and i do believe we should all go out on a limb and if you get to the end of that limb and decide you dont like it - you (we) certainly reserve the right to backtrack regardless of how much we pushed or the momentum we had built up. This isnt to say though that those on the journey also have to retreat with us. There are consequences to every decision both good and/or bad. The risk you took - we take - is a huge risk given the other player is our life partner and the most important relationship we will ever have. Me permisterally, i dont get into all the extreme cuckold stuff but i love to watch my wife pleasure and be pleasured. When she is the initiator of the tryst - which she doesnt do yet except to a small extent - that is really hot and ill even say that i fantacize about her cheating (or trying to - im not that easy to trick;) which is the ultimate turn on but im not so unrealistic to forget that there is a HUGE difference between her fucking someone with me involved compared to her having unmet needs that she clandestinely gets met. The consequences of each are vastly different. My wife in addition to being the absolute love of my life is so awesome across the board that I take each step very very carefully. And the price to creating or allowing the extreme part of my kink is frankly not worth it. I would be forever lost without her.
So...its not too late to attempt to pull back the reigns and alls fair in love and war - dont make a mistake you will forever regret.

Hope to be PM me - to anyone pm'ing me I didn't have email notification on - I will respond to anyone needing to talk

Fantasy is easy to wish for, reality can be hard to accept. I always wanted to participate in threesomes with my wife however that wasn't something she ever got comfortable with. When we first married I was scared of her having an affair. I assumed that if she was having a secret love affair it meant that she would eventually be leaving me for him. I also think I would have been too jealous and insecure when we were first married to knowingly allow her to date ie fuck other men. Well she did date ie fuck other men but only in secret. Later in life I caught her in one of her affairs and it was different. I was more hurt by the fact she thought she needed to hide her affair from me than the fact she was getting plowed by some guy on a regular bases. Once everything was out in the open I found that I sorta liked the kinkyness of her fucking someone else and our sex drastically improved. From that point on I never tried to prevent her from fucking others. In fact I've got a boner sitting here writing this just thinking of her sharing her married pussy with others. I will also say that the hot wife needs to do whatever it takes to keep the relationship with her fuck buddies sexual in nature and not emotional.

There is an evolutionary process to becoming a good, willing cuckold...many of us have gone from being jealous of our spouse to much later actively seeking sex partners for her...what a drastic change!. My wife's first infidelities were also behind my back and that is the only thing that upset me about them...by the time I found out I had matured and actually found it arousing to visualize her being fucked by another man...if she would have approached me about allowing her to fuck others, I probably would have got a boner even back then and would have realized it was not at all a bad idea to share her with other men. Either way it worked in our favor...our marriage lasted and the sex improved by sharing her.

Just throwing my .02 cents. She can spend time with the bull but you always have to find a way to be included. Even by being excluded if you know what I mean. She can tell you some but not all with the intent of getting you fired up and then give a half blow job or something. But you always have to be included somehow.
HIT1969

HIT1969
I agree. I was the most hurt and angry when I found out my wife was secretly fucking a guy behind my back and excluding me in all the typical ways. They must keep us involved to make it work.

If your sign on is "Hopetobecucked" you must have been wanting your wife to do it to you. Again the old saying 'be careful what you wish for' holds true! The ANGST, anxiety,doubts, jealousy pangs, etc. is something we all have felt and each of us has to learn to deal with it and find our own way of coping, and hopefully find enjoyment. The morning following our first threesome with a bull was one of the days most full of doubts for me...she went night night after he left, but first she kissed me and told me: "thank you, honey, I love you more than you can imagine"...I was up all night wondering if I would love her as much after having watched that wild sexual encounter...turned out I loved her even more for her simple honesty and her ability to keep raw sex and love as two separate things. I knew then it was what I wanted, a hot woman that was honest enough to be able to have sex with other men and keep it on a physical level while saving her love for me.

Face, we 're all in this to eat others men's CUM. Either from our wives pussies or from the source. Enjoy!
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How did her date go?