7 years of begging is finally about too pay off

I've been trying to convince my wife for the past 7 years to cuckold me with varying degrees of success. We've had our moments at clubs or meeting with potential bulls online but eventually one of us always got cold feet. We always fantasized about beginning this part of our lives by her having sex with my best friend of 30yrs and 2 weeks ago on her 37th birthday I asked him if he would help us celebrate by joining us for a threesome. He gave it a day thought and than said he couldn't do it We were both disappointed but funny thing happened it made us both more determined to finally have her find a man to have sex with. A year ago she was in court over a speeding *** and after the trial a cop introduced himself to her and asked her out for takes and gave her his number. She was excited espceially cuz she loves men in uniform and this one she says was tall and super hot but we still weren't ready. She did however tell me about him and actually gave me the slip of paper with his number to do what I wanted with. I stashed it in my desk at my office just in case Well that just in case happened a few days ago when my wife asked me if I remembered the cop that hit on her a year ago and if I still had his number. I told her I did and she told me she wanted it. I wasn't sure at first and was reluctant but she basically gave me no choice and demanded it so I gave in. She texted him and low and behold he actually remembered her and is still inetersted in meeting. At the moment hes on vacation in Croatia but is coming back tomorrow they have been texting each other for a day or so with heavy flirting and he's going to call her as soon as he gets back in town. She's so excited actually we both are man its weird seeing my wife text and flirt with another man but kind of a huge turn on. Seeing her being excited about another man like she was when we first met is such a rush!! I've had a hard on for 48hrs staright thet are going to set a date to go out and talk and she's going to fill him in on the sitaution and be straight with him that's she's married and in a committed relationship with me and see how he feels about being added as a third permister. I'll update often especially after the call and when they go out to talk but looks like she's ready to finally fuck another man. I've been on a roller coaster ride of emotions the past few days and shes seen my jealous feelings creeping back and has basically said she's in charge now and I have no say to be honest its the push I need and so frigging hot seeing her take charge knowing she wants to fuck him so bad!! Funny thing is it's actually making us closer and our sex life the last few days has been incredible funny how the possibility of bringing another man into our relationship is not making it weaker but so much stronger. Let you all know when she gets the phone call and what day they set up date to talk. Lifes good and hopefully about to get so much better.

Heres a pic of my wife!!

I cant belive how he rejected this hot body. possibly he was gay
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^ come on, that had nothing to with it.

If I had been in the position of being best friends with the OP for over 30 years, then I probably wouldn't risk something going wrong either.

I think it is a good decision by your friend and if I were you, I would keep permisteral and professional things apart from your permisteral life.
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I'm not surprised that being turned down kick-started her really wanting to do it. Please keep us updated. I hope I'm sitting in your position someday!

Hang on for the wild ride of emotions...aka, "cuckold angst"

keep us informed

Hot wife, hot story,., what happened??

Still no call just alot of emotions right now I'm assuming its the cuckold angst as allen stated. I'm nervous one sec, scared another, horny as hell the next and throw in some anger here andthere it's been ugly. Wife is also confused by all these emoitions and is trying to stay strong. We're not sure if he was suppose to be back in town yesterday or today and when exactly he will call but I will update as soon as he does. GULP!!

Enjoy the ride !
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I'm trying too but it's one hell of a bumby ride and the worst part is the trip is just getting started!! This may fall into the category of be careful what you ask for because you just might get it.

What you are feeling is basically everything you have stated. It most definately is a "careful what you wish for" situation. But when its all said and done...you will love it. A feeling like no other. Above all you need to stay strong for your wife and show her that no matter what...(you are behind her). And with luck, after she does cuckold you...(you will be under her)

I can say from experience, you will have highs, and you will have lows. Be strong together and you will be able to handle both.

He's Baaacck!! Yup, we were out for dinner with the kids at a local buffet restaurant last night when she received a text saying is this a good time to call. She asked me what she should do. Like any good husband I told her to excuse herself from table and text him back YES. She was gone for 20 minutes and I was sitting at our table with kids and a rock hard cock Kids were asking where mom is and I kept telling them she must be in the bathroom. I snuck out a few times to the main buffet area while they talked just wanted a glimpse of her laughing or smiling while talking to another man and she was by the front door doing just that. After she came back they still were texting with each other and heavily flirting for a few more minutes’ Long story short they talked and she explained to him she’s not looking for a relationship but hasn't told him the whole situation but will on Monday. Yup, that's the day she's phoning him and they are going out together. So this weekend will be a wild ride of emotions we fucked pretty good last night and there was a lot of role playing and dirty talk regarding him. I woke up in the middle of night and jerked off and again this morning before posting here. I beleive I'm suppose to ask for her permission to do so but I've been so horny I couldn't risk her saying NO. I wonder if there will be consequences It's surreal seeing your wife talk to another man on the phone setting up a date and her being so close to being fucked by him after all these years of discussing it. Looks like an interesting weekend ahead we have a wedding tonight where my best friend that turned us down will be this will be the first time we are all together since. I'll update if anything interesting happens tonight but don't expect anything she's pretty focused on the cop so looks like I'll be posting on Monday when they're out on a date and I'm at home holding my cock and emotions in check.

She called him today and our now on a date. They met for 5pm and I'm not even sure where she mentioned a spot where there are alot of rrestaurants and coffee shops. They were going to decide when they met up. I was really nervous when she left and still am She got all done up and looking smoking hot Funny thing is I was coming on here to post and I found a not when I opened my laptop. It was long so I won't write it all but basically said hey Cucky boy it's my first date and I'm so excited here are some chores to do to keep you busy. I had to do dishes, clean kitchen, make beds, dust all her heels in closet and slip on a pair of her pantoes that she conveinently left on the bed for me. I got everything done but I'm not sure what's happening. It even said if the date goes well I'm bringing him home. We're on a second marriage for anyone foloowing so my kids are now back at their moms and her mister is with his dad for the week so no worries with that. Funny thing is , I thought I would be so turned on as this is the stuff we always read about but I barely can get a semi hard on. I'm more nervous and wondering if this is the right thing. She just texted me and said he's totally into the idea and would do anything and wants to me. God I hope she's doesn't bring him back I was hoping too talk to her first before anything. I don't even know where they r and how long she'll be out and the worse part is I can't text her back because for some strange reamister my text fetaure stopped working over weekend I can receive but not send!! I guess I'll just have to wait and see what happens. I'll update shortly I'm sure I just hope I get turned on and excited soon

Okay well my jealous feelings over powered my excited ones and we kind of got into it last night when she came home. She texted me from the date on his phone and I was pissed that he now had my number ( I know silly but it just tweaked me the wrong way) We're trying to work it out she wants me to meet him but I'm very reluctant and not sure if I even want to continue down this road I LOVE MY WIFE SO MUCH and last thing I want is for something to happen to us. I can see she's super excited and was super horny last night but I was in shock that I couldn't perform I guess one of the reamisters she needs a bull. Basically they went for takes at a bar and she told him everything about the cucolkding life style and what we're looking for he never heard of it but was ready to give it a go. She said he put his arm around her when they walked in and out of bar and kissed her on cheek and big hug but nothing else. He's waiting for her to call him back but she's worried about me. I'm trying to be supportive but this is ***!!!

The angst is the worst when you're not there and they're out on a date - the easiest way to deal with it is to have her be supportive and reassuring towards you, if not let you "tag along" as their third wheel/support permister...

Well, she is trying to reassure me and get the 3 of us to go out and meet so I can be more comfortable. We had round 2 last night but than we made up before bed What really is scary for me is the connection the two of them have formed in such a short time. Last night was really the first time in 7 years she straight out told me she's ready and wants to do it. She told me there is a very strong physical chemistry between the two of them. I think that's what is making it so easy for her is that she met the perfect guy with all the qualities she's ever wanted and that's what is making it so difficult for me. It even got so heated last night she flat out said just tell me we're not doing this and I'll text him right now that's its not happening and not to call me but I couldn't. Why? Sorry for all following was hoping these updates would be more erotic but this is real life not fantasy and I just want to be honest with my feelings and situation who knows It might turn around but I'll update as this journey for my wife and I continues.

Not only is this an excellent insight into the reality of having a hotwife, its also erotic. Knowing that she's now trying to talk you into moving forward means that she is very much into it, and I find that hot!

Just out of curiosity, is her being fucked by a cock bigger than yours a part of your "play," or is the size aspect not a big deal with you two?

I think you need to check yourself, down deep...is this what you really want. Jealousy has no place in cuckolding, it will most likely end badly. You love for your wife, her love for you, the bond you two have has to be the strongest part of this. You need to trust her. Remember that cuckolding is not just for you...in fact it is more for her than for you. You just get the leftovers.

You want this for your wife? Is this for her to experience better sex? What do you hope to get out of this? Ultimately, you need to except that she most likely will develope feelings for her bf, and maybe even fall in love with him. But it is you she is married to, and you she is coming home to. A cuckoldress is to "have her cake and eat it to".

My wife definately fell in love with her (now ex) bf. She was very upset when he told her "this is the last time". She cried, and it was me...her loving husband that comforted her. We are all still best friends, and in fact my wife, her ex bf, his new gf, and I are going out of town this weekend.

Cuckolding is a journey to be had by both of you. Make sure...inside yourself...that its a journey you want to take. If it is...love your wife, let her go and play...and enjoy the journey.

I think allen is right...

Of course we have talked and fantasized about her being fucked by a bigger cock than myself. I always thought it would be very erotic too see her handle and take a big cock! However, it's not something that is a deal breaker as long as a another man is average that's fine there are far more important things to us and especially her than a big cock. On Thursday he actually texted her saying I'm researching the cuckold lifestyle and quoting some website he said cuckolding is a husband who wants to see his wife get fucked by another man especially one with a bigger cock than his own. He was asking how big I was and what if he was just average I guess he was worried he wouldn't meet the criteria to make the fantasy as exciting or real as possible. My wife found that erotic that he has taken it upon himself to reseach cuckolding to better understand the situation. I guess I do have to give him credit for that aswell.

Thanks Allen for the advice it helps and I have been doing alot of soul searching the past fews days and asking myself is this really what I want?
I can't begin to tell you how many times in the past 7 years I've told my wife I want her to have her cake and eat it to and now that the cakes on the table I'm not letting her dig in She's very confused!! Actually, we both are but again last night she told me that she is ready and wants to do this and on top of that the current scenario playing out with the cop is the ultimate turn on and she couldn't think of any sexier way to do this. She's always fanatsized about being with a cop and here's her chance. To hear her say that and pour her emotions out to me was erotic and as a loving husband I want to give her what she craves, desires and deserves. Unfortuantely, for some reamister the conversation went south and we ended up in a heated argument again On more than one occassion I told her to call it off with him and she stayed strong and refused and told me I needed to calm down. I can surely say to all men considering entering a cuckold lifestyle with their gf or wife this will be one of the hardest things you ever do together as a couple. My wife is very confused and trying to be understanding of my feelings but luckily for me is staying strong. I beleive her strength and desire to fulfill my fantasy of watching her fuck another man is what ultimately is going to get us through this rocky start.

Was going to post this but wanted to reply to previous comments first. This past Thursday my wife turned up the heat!! She starts her work day at 6am mine usually starts at 8am but I always make sure I get up too see her off to work. She's a permisteral assistant to a director so business attire is expected I know what you're all thinking but get that fantasy out of your head her boss is old and ugly (Damn) LOL Anyway, she knows how much it turns me on when she dresses SEXY to work. She has a way of keeping it so sexy without being slutty which is more of a turn on to me. Actually, past two weeks I've noticed she's been really taking care of herself eating right (lost 5lbs) , excercising and taking a bit more time in the morning with her outfit and especially heel selection This particular day she had a sexy black skirt just above the knee, white blouse and a very sexy pair of open toe black heels. I get hard right now just thinking of how hot she looked that morning!! Well, I got home after work around 5pm by than she's usally been home for awhile and throws on some comfortable clothes which of course she still looks hot in but this day I found her in the kitchen still dressed in her work outfit I went over to give her a kiss and she pulled me in and we started going at it unbottoned her blouse, threw her on the kitchen table pulled her thongs down and started fucking her good while all of a sudden we here a lawnmower and look out the backyard as the shutters were left partially open and our gardner is out cutting grass right by the window. It was actually a turn on for both of us so I just kept fucking who knows if he seen OH GOD seeing my wife lying on the kitchen table with her bra still on blouse ripped open and her skirt lifted up while I'm pounding her was a vision I will never forget she just does it for me no other woman can ever could do what she does for me Here's where it gets tricky for me while I'm fucking her she says I'm not allowed to cum and every time I'm about too she pulls me off this happens 5 times and I'm losing it cuz I'm so horny and I just want to deposit my hot cum in her wet pussy. I beg and she says you know what you have to tell me and I knew right away what it was she began stroking my rock hard cock come on dear tell me and I'll let you cum in me. Who deserves to fuck me she asks? Who do you want to fuck me? I finally couldn't take it and screamed out Eddy (that's the cops name) with that she let me back in her and I fucked her for maybe a sec more before exploding in her it started running down her leg she propped me up on kitchen chair and made me clean her pussy and everydrop that ran down her leg she's so good to me. She than says you're taking me to dinner where me and Eddy went out on our date. There are tons of restaurants near us but we have to drive almost 1/2hr to get to this one but I had no choice when we got there she informned the hostess the exact table she wanted than explained to me this was where they sat. It was hot and I couldn't stop thinking a few nights before she was here with another man. She told me everything they talked about we had a good dinner and shared our feelings about everything. When we got home I went on the cpu and she grabbed her cell and told me she wanted to text him she wrote the text and told me to hit the send button it said " Hey Eddy, hope all is good just want to update you on the situation hubby is having a hard time with this but no worries I always get what I want . Should be calling you real soon Well he responded and they flirted for abit. She's trying everything too reassure , encourage and turn me on which is erotic cuz it makes me feel she wants to fuck him so bad and just won't back down!! My emotional setbacks have slowed us down but I think I'm turning a corner so will post soon as we progress.

fantasycometrue:

You have a great story going on, and it's very exciting to hear how you and your wife are getting to the point that you'll be her cuckboy.

My bet is..... you'll be her "cleanup" hubby who will savor the flavor of her well fucked pussy!

Enjoy the ride...... thanks for posting!
Cuck who loves a creampie.

To be honest cuckold4one I find posting is not only erotic but theraputic. It really helps me when I put my feelings down on a canvas like this and I hope I am giving people a glimpse into the start of a cuckold relationship. I know my wife and I really appreciated and enjoyed all the posts we've read in the past, it sure helps when you're just learning about the lifestyle. As of late things have been quiet, especially with them as there has been no communication between them since last Thursday. On Saturday night we did hit our first swingers club however, nothing happened but we also didn't plan on anything happening. We were just curious so friends of ours invited us to go check it out and honestly It was hot. No pressure, everyone was friendly, no punks causing trouble like at most clubs and everyone was respectful and mature about things. The owner gave us a tour of the back play area they have these rooms with windows where 2 or more people can go play and if they want can leave the curtains open or closed. Well, that must a struck a cord with my wife because when we got home at 3 am and started to fuck I asked her if she had any naughty thoughts at the club. She said she was thinking of how erotic it would be if we went on a Friday night (Single men allowed) and we were to bring Eddy with us. We would dance the night away and than she would take him to the room in the back and I would have to stay outside looking through the window as he fucked her good. Suffice to say I blew my load as soon as she told me Last night I was working on my laptop and she said she wanted to text him but wanted my okay and I just couldn't say yes she asked several times but I just kept saying we'll talk I know she was disappointed and I felt bad but I just couldn't say yes. I guess I'm lucky she's understanding and really is concerned about our relationship and doesn't want anything to hurt us so is not powering when most wives would be she's pushing just hasn't pushed me over the cliff yet. I'll post again soon with any updates. Curious though does anyone know any couple too reach this point and not go through with it? I'm worried how doing it or even not doing it will affect us after reaching this point!!

The range of emotions the 1st time is astounding. What you face isn't anything unexpected and i'd imagine very common as it was for me as well. The club experience is a good one and you might want to revisit and allow others in slowly so you can get used to seeing her enjoying someone else and how much you will as well. Then her playing alone like you have been experiencing might be easier for you to accept and enjoy.

Our relationship is more of a hotwife then cuck as we are both free to do as we please, the main thing is that i don't really have desire to have intercourse with other women (playing.. hell yeah) but she does enjoy full swapping with other men and women.

fantasycometrue,

I've been in a similar situation and I gotta say that you should embrace the play with full confidence and strength...

being submissive to her desire and letting her fulfil her fantasies is something very giving of you, and only a strong permister can really let go like that.

The fact that she's kept you in the loop and been so forward with you about her desires means that she respects you and wants to keep you, so if I were you I'd take that as it seems and jump in with both feet. Act, be, and feel confident, but submissive.

The wall you are running into is just simply you are a man. As men it is only natural to protect what is ours. To simplify it...your wife is your property (so to speak) and you need to protect her from other men. So for a man to willingly let her go out with another man is cotrary to what we are as men.

As loving husbands we all want what is best for our wives. Some men are better at things than others...including sex. So, if we think that our wives deserve better sex...let her have it.

Right now your wife is being strong for the both of you. She really wants to do this, and by (as ninto says) keeping you in the loop, she is respecting you. The last thing you want is for her to just cheat on you. You planted this seed, now you need to nurture it and let it grow.

She loves and respects you, now you need to trust in her to make this work. Trust me, once you head down this road...you won't want it to end.
I certainly miss my wife cuckolding me.

Can you imagine kissing your wife just before she goes off to fuck her bf, you watch her have sex with him, watching how sexy she looks as he makes her cum, she looks at you, in her eyes is the love she has for you, the lust for him...when they are done, she comes back to you...her loving husband, you take her home, eat her freshly fucked pussy, make LOVE to your wife, lay with her, talk with her, and wake up with her.

That my friend is what its all about. A loving wife and husband. Relax, Relax, Relax.

Special thanks to Eju, Ninto and Allen I showed my wife your replies and she told me to listen to your advice Gee thanks all LOL Than she emailed me said she was tired of playing around and I had two options. Option 1: I meet Eddy Option 2: She goes on another date with him. I had 5 mins to answer or she was picking up phone and arranging a date with him herself. As I begged and pleaded through email she just kept responding with count down emails 5min, 4min, 3min,2min,1min and I finally emailed I'll meet him! She emailed me his number and told me to text him immediately I did and he replied I actually had a 10 min text conversation with him and we're going to meet up next Tuesday or Wednesday for beers just him and I so I can meet him and discuss stuff. I kept emailing her replies and I know she's so horny right now and excited it must be a huge turn on for her having her husband and her potential future bull communicating and I admit it is for me aswell I was rock hard through the entire ordeal. She said she will give me a special reward tonight for being such a loving husband Can't wait but can someone please answer me one question? WHAT THE HELL JUST HAPPENED??? WHAT DID I JUST DO??? Ok sorry that's two questions.

What just happened? Well, you took a big step forward. DO NOT TAKE A STEP BACK!!! Let things flow, let her take control, let your wife move things forward. The thing is this...you can still be "the man" in your every day life...with family, friends, etc...and I would be willing to bet your wife would go along with it. However, in the bedroom...she is in charge, you follow her and do as she says. If things were to ever get out of hand, she would let you know, then you step up.

Till then, let her be the thing you begged for...let her be your cuckoldress. And in turn...you will be the cuckold.

What did you do? Have you ever heard the answer....It just is.

You are at a place where wanna be's want to be...at a place where some have been and want to be back at (me)...and at a place where some do not realize yet. You have a chance to do something, something that in my case has enhanced my life, and marriage. Do not ruin it just because you are jealous. Embrace this chance to experience what I would love to have again.