I kind of find it odd that guys get involved in relationships, have girlfriends, get married and desperately want to be a cuckold…OK, but
Didn’t anyone discuss ANYTHING as your relationships evolved? I mean if you met in church for example, where attracted because she was wearing a sexy dress, did you not think she just may not be into it? Did none of you seek out what you wanted, and if not compatible just move on?
This one guy I knew: He didn’t want to marry a “girl like that” but would fuck around on his wife because that’s exactly what he wanted; a slutty girl, but couldn’t handle it socially, or perhaps even permisterally. They divorced, HE destroyed their lives.
My girlfriends, have ALL and do cuckold me, they all knew well in advance that I was a sloppy seconds sort of gal…they, I, we, have all been into the 3 S’s: swinging, swapping, and sharing.
Yes you all know (if you’ve read previous posts) that I’m good looking, hung, big flaming fag, (more gay than bi) who only likes “girls like that” – sexually liberated women. Most were a bit dominant, which is perfect for an effeminate boi like me. So for me, it’s not about having a tiny dick sor being ugly, blah, blah, blah…
At 17, this guy and I used to bang this girl named Cheryl. He would always fuck her first, while she sucked my dick. He would cum, jump up and leave us two, nervous about even looking at another guys cock I suppose, but I slid into her freshly fucked pussy, and we would 69 afterwards. ‘Didn’t know the term cream-pie back then, but I knew I LOVED it! Five years later, coming home to visit, bumped into Cheryl, guess what, she was a stripper, with a black boyfriend…Cumming home had new meaning!
I know this whole lifestyle is a journey, and within such relationships exist almost a spiritual sort of thing. Things take time, but the point is, much has to do with our own honesty at some level, with each other, and are willing to contend with it. Free of jealousy, free of envy, to seek out what you want. I’ve always been #1, we don’t own another’s bodies, and are committed intellectually, soulfully.
There are plenty of wickedly cool women out there, it’s just if you can handle bringing her home to meet Mommy.
tracy