Just thinking lately - CuckoldPlace.com

My wife and I have been doing this for several years now, and as of lately she just wants to be with me and two other guys. Of the two guys one will not let me watch while the other does. With the one that lets me watch, I actually get more turned one watching them kiss or her giving him a blowjob than I do watching them have sex. Don't get me wrong I absolutely love watching them have sex, it's just that I love the other two things more. Now, with the guy I can't watch, I enjoy hearing about how long my wife spends sucking his dick and then her telling me how she prefers sex with him over me.
I think the reason I prefer the blowjobs over the sex part has a lot to do with the fact that I no longer get to enjoy the amazing blowjobs my wife can perform. But, I cannot understand why I enjoy watching her kiss more than watching her fuck. Also, I love when my wife makes me wear a condom when we have sex, but I think I would really enjoy never being allow to have sex again more. There have been times when she has made me go a couple weeks without and then would tease me and bring me to the verge of just shoving my dick inside her, for her just to turn away and tell me goodnight, the frustration was amazingly hot. I think if I could one or both guys to fuck her more she could be satisfied without me, but right now one guy is about once or twice a month while the other is once or twice a week. The one that is once or twice a week could easily become more often as he is single and only a couple blocks away, but he doesn't understand the relationship between my wife and I as everytime he does invite my wife over he thinks she has to get away.