Cuck Wannabe

I would love to discuss my situation. I'm MWM age 59 my wife is age 56 we are married over 35 years. In most aspects of my life I am the alpha male in charge type of guy, but in the bedroom alone with my wife I am a total cuck wannabe.
I met my wife when she was just turning 19. This innocent looking very pretty young girl I later discovered had been with approx 20 guys before me. She had been part of 3-somes and even did double pussy with one boyfriend and several of his friends.
We slowly got into discussions and role play about her being with other guys, this in bed talks become more and more open to the point where we watch cuckold porn together and now always use role play when we have sex.
Our role playing is us both pretending that I'm a well hung guy fucking her while her husband is watching and then will do clean up.
We always wanted use guys we both know, these guys include friends of mine, some are old boyfriends or guys she has been with and others are guys we have met or who have done some work around our house.
The guys we use run the gamaut of young bulls, black bulls , Latino bulls and of course people our own age. All of course are well hung and alpha.
When in bed she always will respond positively when I ask her if she is serious about taking this to the next step but pretty much is hesitant to bring it up or discuss it outside the bedroom.
I'm ready to do it! Do you think she is?
Also since I have given some information here I have no doubt that some of you would like more or better details. Please don't hesitate to ask me anything you like.

Sounds like you two are having fun. Sounds to me you two are ready for the next step. Good luck with everything.
My wife loves bull seed

Maybe she knows something that is inside of her that she doesn't want to let out again or share with you? Or maybe she's doubtful of her attractiveness to others, it could be many things.

The "secret" is sitting down and having a real discussion about your and her wishes going forward.

In ALL things in life good clear communications are the key to better understandings. So have a discussion outside of the bedroom and see where you both want this to go. You have a lot invested in the marriage so dont fuck it up. Also dont push her too hard, listen more than you talk and maybe you'll both get something out of this. If the answer is "no" at the end of the day, accept it and enjoy what you have, which is much more than most have these days.

pops

Very well though out words of wisdom there pops.

ronmwm48, best wishes to you and keep us posted if things heat up.
Cuck who loves a creampie.

thanks so much for your insight everyone! I am going to work inhaling a discussion with my wife outside the bedroom beginning tonight. I will let you know if I have the balls to follow through and if I do what the results are.

Like 'pops' said, it's important you both lay all your cards on the table, be honest with one another, confess all your needs and desires. Above all, don't try and push her too hard into making a decision, it could well come back to bite you in the ass. Point out to her the positives, the pleasure she gets in role playing, and how that could be reproduced or even bettered if done for real.
Do let us all know how things work out for both of you. there's a lot of potential here, you're right on the brink of something good.

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Loved your story! It sounds like you have many adventures waiting to be told......
Cuck who loves a creampie.

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