What am I?

Hey, so I am 21, there is a girl I love for past 4 years, but she has me friendzoned but she knows I love her.
She had 6 boyfriends over these 4 years but I never had a chance, she often tells me how she spent her weekend with him etc..
She told me once that she was ******** with her bf, and then she fell asleep, he had sex with her so he filled her up. Shes on birth control, so they don't use condoms.
Also once at night time (4-5 AM) I went to her house, I knew her parents were away and that she lives with him for a week, and I checked bins to find used condoms but then I found out she doesn't use them.
So yeah, now every day I masturbate to her photos and photos of her with her bf together, I dream about things like being ****** to suck him off or clean her out, I often ask people to make captions.
Here are few pics of her.

Shes 21 btw.

So what am I? AM I just obsessed with her or what?

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You are a stalker and should stop doing creepy things.

She is hot! But, by the sounds of it she does not want a relationship with you and you should try to accept it!!!

Find a girl that likes and wants you and it is not this one!

I agree with the above, but here is an idea: You might consider confessing to her that you masturbate to photos of here and her with her bf and that you really want to be in her life as a sub - that you understand there will be no sex for you, but you want her blessing to slavishly lust after you and devote yourself sexually to that. You never know, she might like the idea.
Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.

I would love it if she put you in a cock cage and threw away the key!

kennyboy82
I would love that too.

Found a pic of her and her bf in spain this July.
She looks like she's naked though or something.

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