I am ready to be cuckolded and she knows it

My girl of 5 years just started cheating on me Wednesday and now she's doing it consistently. She's in college for 3 more years doing her doctorate and she fucked the neighbor after the first night of partying with him and her roommates at a bar. it is the hottest thing ever. I'VE BEEN JERKING IT SO HARD DAY AND NIGHT ever since. I can't stop. this is an awesome feeling but idk how i feel altogether, sometimes I really want it to continue this way and sometimes I feel like I should break up with her. I've had very strong cuckold fantasies for most of our relationship, and she has found my cuckold websites twice. But even before that she cheated on me multiple times. The first time was at my own house, in front of all of my friends on the day after I asked her to be my girlfriend. She was 18 at the time and she was a huge flirt. Another time I picked her up from one of my friends house after she left my house with him during one of my parties. Another time I drove her to the guy she was fuck buddies with all throughout high school without knowing what I was doing. After this I didn't know of any episodes for a long time until she just got back to college and is now fucking the neighbor but don't know I know. I've confronted her on previous occasions but this time I'm just letting it happen, even when I know they are fucking. I'm not telling her I know. It is so intense to experience the cuckold angst. I need advice on what to do with my baby. I know she's interested in the cuckold lifestyle because I planted the seed and now she's cheating, but I don't want her to cheat, I want to be part of it. I would really like to chat with people who have had this sort of experience (cuckolds, hotwives, bulls).

Thanks!

There we were FaceTiming after I jerked off to her on camera for the first time ever last week.

dont be so upset about it why on earth would you leave her. most of us on here would die to have a GF that cheated on us so blatantly enjoy it and let her know how much you love her.

It sounds ok for me...she a keeper...but when you say you want to be in on it all...if you mean that she tells you about it...and talk open about it...that would be hot...and you should ask her to do that...if you talk about being a part of it as 'being there watching...threesomes...etc..."...well that's a long way to go...and in my book...not as hot as what you have now...

My favorite is being in the room next to where they are...and listen...this should be easy to arrange with her if she were open about it all...I mean, her lover doesn't have to know...

anyway...good luck...
A cuck to my GF - A bull to all other women

Thannk you cindi_tvgirl. Yeah i know, i'm just going through so many emotions. I love that girl to death. I just want to know that she won't leave me for him. How can I make sure I don't lose her to him?

I let her know how much I love her every day over and over.

Thank you Norwegian. Yes I want her to tell me and everything, I would explode right away if she told me, but at some point I also want to be there and be part of it all, as a couple. damn being in the next room would be very hot.

Any ideas on how to help her to be open about the cuckolding and tell me what she does, or ideas on how to bring it up?

She came to visit me over the weekend, she is about an hour away when she is in school but we see eachother on weekends. Well she had him fuck her right before she came over here and denied me sex for the weekend by saying she was on her period. She never ever lied about that before. Not only that but I'm pretty sure this guy gave her the best fuck of her life. She got here walking very weird, pantiless, with a huge smile, she was so happy, and being so clumsy, she was a wearing the shortest dress I've ever seen her wear, and even changed it before we went out. She was out of it and spacing out every 2 seconds for long periods of time. It's like she wasn't there, What sucks is the denial, that's the part I don't like about all this. I want to be able to have the same or more amount of sex while having her get pleased by bigger, better dicks. I'm not small at 6.5 but not very thick.

Oh my God, this is driving me crazy every day. She keeps looking for a reamister to get mad at me to make an excuse for herself to go see the neighbor. She just got mad at me so she went to go hang out with him and I can't do anything about it, I'm an hour away! I think it is so sexy the way she does it, she knows how jealous it makes me feel but yet she enjoys it. Now I'm hard as a rock thinking of what they could be doing RIGHT NOW. She never answers my texts or calls when she's there but comes back a very happy woman. What do you guys think she's doing?

You know what she is doing!
She tries to start an argument so she will have an excuse to fuck the neighbor and not feel so bad about it.
You need to tell her your thoughts. I am a bull, and here is what i suggest you do to get the ball rolling in your favor.
Invite a guy over (wish it was me, ur girl is hot) and tell him you want him to fuck her in front of you.
Then have her come over and serve beer, wine ect.
Once everybodys' got a kickin buzz suggest to your girl that she do a strip-tease for you and your friend.
Then while she is doing that have your friend take off his clothes and tell her to show your friend just how good of a cocksucker she is!
From what you have told me, she will do it and bingo! If it was me that was there, i would fuck her good and you could watch no prob! Hell we could double-team her too!
Just make sure the other guy is not the shy type.
Let us know what happens!
If you do this, she will feel comfortable fucking in front of you in the future.
marc-br549

Thanks Marc.

Yes, I know she's fucking him all the time and probably sucking his dick too.

I think she would do the strip-tease but do you really think she would suck his dick? She has only given me a blow job once in 5 years and we were really takes. I would love to see her give you or another bull get a blow job from her and then fuck my sexy girl. Double teaming her would be hot, I have a feeling that would turn her on a lot but she has NEVER ever let me fuck her in the ass.

I'm also pretty sure she would enjoy sex more with just about anybody more than with me. She has lost interest in sex with me tremendously, even every single time we do it, I know she's fantasizing about somebody else. She doesn't ever let me kiss her during sex and she makes me turn me head away in a way that she can't see my face, and it's only then that she can cum. When I try to dirty talk, she just tells me to shut the fuck up and let her enjoy it. Lately she keeps saying "I need big dick" when I'm fucking her. Does that mean mine is not enough anymore? Was it ever?

Oh my God, as I'm typing this, I realize that I have created a monster (for the past year I've been bringing up my cuckold fantasies when we fuck, and I have a feeling I got her really into it but the difference is that she's starting to act on them more and more).

What would all the bulls out there do to my girl?

She's fucking him again right now. Now that it started, it is never going to end is it?

Sure you hope so!!! don't you?

I want him to keep fucking her and I want to lick her used pussy so bad. I hope he comes inside of her. I wish I could hear her orgasms. I know he fucks her good, but she doesn't really cum with me in her unless she's imagining another cock