How to ask / beg my former cuckoldress girlfriend to take me back ?

I used to date a girl much younger than me that was a real BBC magnet.
ALL her former boyfriends had been black, which she loved to mention : )
she ticked ALL my boxes, brunette, short, big bum, thick thighs, very pretty face, Completely Fuckable !

We had many brief relationships (each around 6 to 12 months long)
She would lead me on knowing I liked her a lot and I would constantly buy her clothes, shoes, cigarettes (I have a BIG TIME smoking fetish), give her money to go out etc.
she would always wear skintight clothes, endless skintight jeans that would not have one crease from hip to ankle, endless high heels.
She would always be dating at least 2 or 3 black guys whilst seeing me and I knew she was fucking them.
The most I ever got was a kiss, and that had to be earned.
but believe me was CHERISHED GREATLY!

The last time she contacted me she had had a flower by one of her black boyfriends.
I guess things in her life had changed as she could not party all the time now she had a flower so I believe she thought my worshiping of her could come in handy again.

So I go to see her and she actually wants to jump in bed with me!!! I could not believe it.
She practically begged me to fuck her, saying she wanted to make up for being such a bitch to me.
I could not bring my self to take my cock out as I was so scared of this girl by then so I went down on her and proceeded to lick,suck,nibble,kiss,blow,bite, caress her pussy in EVERY fashion possible from 11pm to 4:30 am
I promise that is 100% true.
5 and a half hours of pure heaven I will never forget. She definitely trained me to respect her over the years.
A little too well perhaps. lol
I honestly believe she kinda liked me ! : ) ! but more like a pet than a boyfriend.
Somehow I messed it up though ?
I got cocky because I was so pleased with my self for getting to lick my goddesses pussy and didn't put the work in I should of to show her what I wanted and why I hadn't fucked her that night.
I could be babysitting her flower now while she dates her black boyfriends or goes out clubbing with her friends looking for more black cock.
I could of been buying her shoes every week and cleaning her house from top to bottom.
I damn well should of told her I wanted every penny of my wages to be deposited straight into her account from that day on and would not take no for an answer. and explained it was because she had always been such a bitch to me, and I would always love her but somehow I let it slip out of my hands?

I am trying to pluck the courage up to call her and tell her why I didn't fuck her that night and beg her for a chance to be her bitch again and forever, I am definitely going to explain the meaning of the word cuckold to her.

I would love some examples of how I should approach this and what I should say to her from you folks...
I basically want to be her maid, and give her all of my money so she can enjoy life and fuck black guys as I know she loves to.

Thank you

I think it is an excellent idea to go back to her. I suspect that she does like you and is looking for a stable partner and is filled with some fear and regret for choices that left her a single lady. It isn't clear how much her guilt over being a bitch towards you and desire to reconcile is genuine and born of maturity and regret and how much is born of desperation and self-pity, but you can't find out without talking with her.

Here is what I suggest: Call her and ask if you can meet and get coffee and talk. My guess is that she will say yes. When you meet be kind and warm as an old lover should be. Tell her you really enjoyed the other day and tell her you would like to be with her again but you need her to listen to you first. Then, and you need to do this straight-up: Tell her you have a confession to make about why you didn't fuck her: That you were so surprised and confused by the change in her that you needed time to get your head around it. (This is going to be a very emotionally charged conversation, but there is nothing for it. Just do it.)

Tell her you really appreciated her apologizing to you, but you want to know how she really feels: Does she really want to fuck you, or did she just feel she had to give you that in order to have you in her life again? Because, tell her, if that is why she should know that it isn't necessary - that you want to be with her and she doesn't need to fuck you if she doesn't want.

This approach will take you right to it. When she asks why or gets confused, there is nothing for it but to explain to her you cuckold cravings and how you got off on her relaxing around.

But here is the really important part: You need to listen to what this girl wants and to make clear to her you are open to considering whatever it is. This girl may be desperate enough to do anything - even go back to being the party bitch you liked - to get a stable man for her home. But what if that isn't really what she wants? People do change and grow-up, and nothing grows you up faster than parenthood. Isn't OK if she doesn't want to go party and get trashed anymore? If she just wants to be a good lady to her young? You could have a marriage where she fulfills your needs by being a demanding, enslaving, and denying bitch without her partying all the time. With her extracurriculars kept a bit more time and frequency appropriate for a woman of her age and parent status.

My point is that you need to be clear about what you want but also get clear about what she wants, or you'll end-up topping from below by making her be the slut she no longer wishes to be just to keep her hold on you.

Good luck.
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Only 1 thought through response in 2 weeks ?


Thank you missblackblowupdoll

Have you contacted her yet? You got a very good response that I can't better.

We're all waiting to see what happened. I hope you're back with her full time.
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hi folks

Sorry for the delay, but thought you might like an update...

I did not pluck up the courage to call her.. but eventually she called me
We met up to talk and she looked So Hot wearing some black pvc leggings with black patent ankle boots that that hugged her ankle to join the perfect contour of the leggings on her calf, with a fairly see through tight off white sheer satin shirt with a leather bra on underneath it you could just about make out a slight shine to the expensive leather underneath her see through shirt,
to match her leather bra she had on a pair of tight black driving gloves. (she knows I like leather)
I was nearly drooling.

I hugger her, gave her a gentle peck on the cheek. We sat down and I placed a packet of her brand of cigarettes and an envelope on the table and slid it to her.
Like a lady she put the envelope in her handbag without even checking what was inside,
this was because she knew very well there would be cash in there and probably thought it vulgar to count it in the restaurant.
There was £300 cash & £200 la senza vouchers in a little card that said ''To the one I love'' on it.

How could she refuse you! She has you at her mercy and would be very foolish to let you go. A girl like that needs a good cuckold like you. Remember, she called you! You two sound as an ideal match!

Do you have any pictures of this amazing woman? She sounds incredible.

Good on you for even having a lady like this in your life to submit to

I do have Many pictures of her in all sorts of sexy outfits!
Leather boots, skin tight jeans & trousers, tight satin pencil dresses, leggings etc.
One in a black patent cat suit she had me buy which was for a Halloween party she was going to with her friend (a black guy obviously)
I will give her that.
She has always made sure I have plenty of reminders of how hot she is for me to pine over her

I would love to post some to prove authenticity of my goddess but she would SLAP THE shlt out of me! !

..which I would of course enjoy Sooo very much but I cant dare upset her in anyway
sorry

I do have some things to tell folks though, just havnt had the time

I have babysat her mixed race dauhter while she went out on a date with a black guy : )

Oh that's a shame. I didn't want to see a picture for authenticity, just to see how hot she is lol

perhaps I could send you a few pic's if you promise not to post baiout?

I have a couple of her with her black boyfriends I think would amaze
(1 of them she sent me when I hadn't seen her for a while which was upsetting ''at the time'') but don't want to risk losing her by uploading

That would be great thanks. Have inboxed you

Does she know about the cuckold lifestyle and if so, is she going to let you be her cuckold in a real relationship?

Thanks for sharing, and good luck!

We did have a very long talk during which I not only made her several cups of coffee, light her cigarettes, Made her a light lunch and gave her a calf massage but also confessed that I thought she was the most perfect girl in the world and I felt so lucky to be spending time with her that I only want to make her as happy as I possibly can and if her being allowed to see other people will make her happy then that's fine by me!
Although the word cuckold never came up in the conversation.
As far as I'm concerned, me getting to be a part of her life means I am still getting the best out of the deal.

I love her

I really want to broach the subject of having all my wages deposited into her account, but don't know how to go about it.

You got to remember you have to pay your own bills in life remember. You'd have to keep some wages

I will have to think of some sort of a proposal, I could maybe give her 70% of my wages and still afford my bills etc. and her cigarettes
I would miss buying her things though

WOW, brucea....stop... you give and get "NOTHING" in return....stop this behavior.. It's a no win situation...NO WIN means you get nothing.....Move on !

Maybe just a direct debit each week or month and anything extra you may earn? That way, you can still get by and please her wicked ways at the same time?

mate think of the future. this fascination with her may wear of in few months or years, but you will be pauper by then.
what about saving for your future, your would be wife, your future kids. Money you spend on her today can get your family good life in future.
I advice serve her well, buy her flowers, spend quality time, but No more than 10% wages to her.

brucea: Any updates?

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