OMG Y I love this feeling :( - CuckoldPlace.com

Guyz, I've been away from cuckold lifestyle for few yrs since my last relationship ended. Thought I got over it and handled it pretty well. 3 months back I met this amazingly beautiful girl Kate at the university. She is perfect for me. Tall, slim, very pretty and witty. We immediately got connected and started liking each others company. It took time to develop the feeling from good friendship to love. We cuddle up, kiss softly and then talk on phone till we relax. Really care for her. Kinda teenage puppy love and I was feeling young again.

We didnt have sex till now mainly due to place constraints and secondly it was not such a big deal coz we know it will happen at the right moment. However one incidence I would like to mention sometime back, when I came out of shower with towel on and she was standing right infront. Like a fool I let her have peek of my willy by shaking it infront of her. She laughed and said its cute in a smallish way. Felt bad from inside but i too laughed it off.

Now last week I was takeing with my university guyz and having all the boys talk. So topic changed to girls. One of the guy who is dude types started talking of girls he banged and he actually actually named Kate. Ofcourse not knowing that I am seeing her these days. I was shocked but didnt mention it then. After takes I took him aside and asked him that I am trying to hook up with Kate but no luck, she seems good girl, so how he was able to score with her? He grinned devilishly and said it took some efforts but fruit was worth it. Said she like to put up act of good girl but then one day he met her up in his place and just went for it. She liked his manliness and power. He said once I was inside her she became my bitch. Then he went on describing how he has been banging my girl wildly multiple times. She likes it rough and even begs him to pump harder and harder. I listened in shock and amazement all the details he was proudly telling me.

When I got back I cried for hours, even avoided calls from Kate. Shut myself from everyone for 2 days. Was only visualising kate spreading her legs and this guy ravishing her body like a beast. Was increasingly aware that I was getting an erection thinking about all this. By the end of 2 days I got over crying part but became incredibly horny for Kate. But the feeling changed entirely. I no longer want to make love to her. But now want to be her slave. I've started thinking about licking the soles of her feet while other man are fucking her. And kissing her ass when she is comfortable ignoring me. When I see her I feel shez thinking yaa looser, u only dream of my body, while I get some good banging from guyz who are not as tiny as u are...

Feel so restless on what to do...