Soon to be an official cuckold

I've been getting off to cuck porn for a while now, and this Saturday, my wife has planned a meetup with another guy. It will be our first time -- I'm still not sure how I feel about it, but when she comes home afterwards, she says she wants me to be dolled up and she wants to fuck me with the big 8" strapon we have.

Internally? I'm fluctuating from horny to hulking out, but when I play out the scenario in my head, I start feeling very submissive and sissy thoughts drive me to my subspace. I know this is my place, and that I must truly allow her to be in control of our relationship. I also know that the hurt of someone cheating is caused by the betrayal, which there will be none of that because I can pull the emergency stop cord at any point. I have the power to stop this from happening, but I won't -- which means I have to accept responsibility for the scenario and submit to her will.

I am about to become a true sissy cuckold.
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Just make sure you don't cum at anytime before she comes home. It will help keep your angst from working against you. Congrats to you and your wife on what will be hopefully a great start to a cuckolding journey. Make sure you keep us updated, and have fun!

Did it happen as you and your wife planned?

Nope. Dude backed out Friday afternoon... He said 'maybe next weekend'

I know it might feel a trap to have a woman you've flirted with in the past approach you with a direct offer for NSA sex knowing tha the husband is fully aware and will submit to the wife's wishes. Maybe he'll come around...

I was driving home after meeting some people for a project, and I remembered that the drive in was originally going to be while shre was getting pounded. I forgot briefly that it got cancelled and I experienced a surge of emotions, mostly erotic overload. I expect this is the feeling I will have again when it's happened.

In the meantime, my wife pegged me yesterday, and I'm still a little sore. I love the feel of her thighs on my buttocks and her hands on my hips. I fully accept that I am her sissy cuckold. She will find a dick soon enough.
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When you know for sure that "it's happening" it will absolutely blow your mind!!!...on my wife's first 'date' with a prospective bull they went to dinner and after she called me saying they were going to his apartment,,,for safety reamisters she wanted to give me the address. When I KNEW SHE WAS THERE I WAS THEN SURE THERE WAS NO BACKING DOWN from that moment on!!!...My cock got soooo super hard thinking about her getting pounded on his bed that I had to jack off for some relief. UNBELIEVABLE EROTIC FEELINGS when you know your sweet wife is getting fucked good and proper by a stranger and loving it. And the best was yet to come after she got home well used!!

Close is likely closer than I will get. Sucks he backed out this time, but remember all those that aren't close at all. Good luck next time. Can't wait to hear what it felt like. Particularly would like to hear about your first interaction with your wife after she has stepped irreversibly over the line.