Is she cucking me? - CuckoldPlace.com

So I'm dating a korean girl (im korean too) and she used to date a black guy in high school/early college.

This about about 3 years ago and now he is her best friend. We live in the east coast and the ex (call him brian) lives in oklahoma and goes to school in texas. We were talking about my size and how she likes to measure her bfs which i thought was kind of kinky/fun. we measured mine 5.5 and she said that's average right? I said it was and for some reamister i had to asked what the biggest she saw was. she only dated handful of guys and she giggled and after probing some more she told me it was brian's. she said he was about 9.. definitely under 10. I didn't believe her and she went on telling me more info on it and i was extremely turned on.

since then i've been really curious what they did sexually and started asking a lot of question and i think she noticed it too.

This was when i realized i may be a cuckold bc i wanted to see her with her ex pretty bad and i would see their photos together and facebook and i would be turned on. she told me she was a virgin so they he put his dick between her thighs and would thrust until he came.

we haven't had sex and i wanted to do this bc it seem hot but she kept saying she feels uncomfortable/too submissive being on all fours so she would give me a hand job. one time after i came she picked up some cum and acted like she was going to lick it but actually smeared it on my lips and giggled.

she tried to downplay how big brian is but she would slip here and there when i ask questions. she wants to go visit him during springbreak..am I getting cucked? also how should I go about this if i want to be cucked?