OK. When I was about 18 years old I had a phone/online thing going with this woman in her early 30s. She had a husband. A husband, who she didn't tell me about until months after we had started talking. She told me JUST as we were about to meet for the first time. At that point I was pretty pissed off, so we put off meeting. Turns out, her husband knew nothing about what she had been doing. She was basically just looking to fuck around with me behind his back. Eventually I came around, and long story short... I ended up jacking off while listening to her sucking and fucking him on his lunch break (he didn't know I even existed, let alone that her phone was turned on and sitting on the chair). It was so, so fucking hot. This was my first experience with anything like this and I fucking loved it. The seed was planted from here, I suppose.
By the way, I should mention that I have never been cuckolded. I'm now 32 years old, and the phone thing was the closest I've ever even attempted to make it happen. And that was with a woman who I had never even met in permister!
I have a girlfriend who I've been with for about 4 years now. She is older than me, in her mid-40s, good-looking, and still gets lots of looks from other men and coworkers. She has a nice body, huge beautiful tits, tight tanned legs, and is great in the sack. She's not a freak in bed, but she can be sometimes. ESPECIALLY when she's had a few takes.
I think I'm ready to try being cuckolded. It's been a huge fantasy for the last 15 or so years. But I'm in kind of a different boat than most other cucks on here. I want her to fuck other men. I want her to enjoy a big thick cock (I am not big at all, maybe 6 inches max). I know she enjoys our sex-life, but I can tell I leave her wanting more sometimes. She's never said anything or even hinted it but I know it. I really, really want to see and hear her getting fucked out of her mind. But here's my thing: I don't necessarily want her to know that I'm watching or listening. Really I want her to cheat on me, without her knowing that I know. The thought of it gets me rock fucking hard. Especially if it's with someone that we both know. I think this has almost happened actually. She was texting a guy that we both know pretty well. She would text him late into the night, and the texts would always start as soon as I fell arelax. Or on nights when she was staying at her place instead of mine. They would text back and forth for two hours sometimes. It only happened when I was relaxing or not around (I suspected something was going on, and checked her phone bills). Nothing ever came of this, that I know of anyway.
I want our sex-life to continue as it is, but also for her to get her brains fucked out by a REAL cock. Preferably someone that I know, and without them knowing that I know (is this strange? lol). That's my real fantasy, but it's also really exciting just knowing that she's getting fucked good by someone else, not necessarily with her not knowing that I know. I would be fine with the typical cuckold relationship (minus the extreme offense/sissy stuff) of her getting a good fuck now and then if that's the way it went. But the real fantasy for me is the voyeur part of it.
So now I need some tips on how to get her into this. She isn't the type that would bring this kind of thing up on her own, I don't think. It's going to have to be me. How can I do this without freaking her out or thinking I'm nuts? I need to get her excited at the idea of fucking other men, without ruining our relationship, and preferably without me coming right out and saying it (impossible?).
Comments, questions, ideas, tips are needed!
Thanks for reading.
