Hi,
I have never really posted about my permisteral life but I guess it was time to do it. Somtething happened and I want to tell thisand maybe get some comments and/or advice.
I have not fucked a girl in a year and I am horney all day. I jerk of a lot and check a lot of porn. Im young(20 years old). My looks are not bad but I never aproach girls and I think that is one of the main reamisters of my lack of pussy.
A few years ago through someone else I got to know a girl. She is 19 years old and a bbw. I like lots of girls, they do have to have a nice face. But I like slim girls and bigger girls. This girl is a blond bbw with a pretty face. I saw her a few times through webcam on msn and noticed she got huge tits. I really like big boobs.
We talked a lot on msn and sent each other text messages through our phones. This has going on for a few weeks and the last week the textmessages were sexy. We talked about sex and other sexy thing and every time is was freaking horney. I really want to fuck this girl.
Last thursday she told me she was going out with her friends. She lives in a town close to my town. We were sending a few messages on the beginning of the evening. She stopped sending messages later on the evening. I though oke she is having fun.
The next day i sent her a message to ask if she was tired and she replied with 'Im still tired because I have only slept 2 hours'. On this I asked her why she only slept so short. She then replied with 'I had a visit from someone unexpected'. i asked if it was a boy and she said yes. I asked her if they did 'it'. She texted me the dirty words'Yeah we fucked'. I dont know why but I had and still have very mixed feelings that I cant really place. I feel that I dont like this because she had so much good contact with me but on the other hand this makes me so horney and I have jerked off a few times reading her messages on my phone.
The next day I spoke her on msn. She told me she had pain in her muscles. i asked her what happened and she told me it was because of the sex she had. She has not given much details. But she something like that she had not had a fuck in a year and that the guy had a really good condition. He just kept on pounding her pussy. This strange enough made me extra horney and i got a hard on.
Thanks for letting me tell this. Replies, advice?
20 years old and horney;)
