Hi all,
I've been reading this forum from a long time but as you can see this is my first topic and I have very few posts. The reamister is that I love to read all the fantasies (real or fake) about cuckolding but since I was not living "it", it was hard to provide any input myself. However this has changed a lot!
My wife and I are in our mid thirties and we have two kids. We are together since 10 years and most of this time we were a “regular” couple doing vanilla sex only and there were no intentions for this to change. I discovered my interest to cuckolding at the moment I learned about it. So I started going to cuckolding sites and watching cuckold amateur porn (actually amateur porn is the only one that has any effect on me – I can’t watch commercial stuff at all). During the years I raised the subject of my wife doing sex with other men but she showed great resistance to the topic saying that she will never do such think and it doesn’t arouse her at all but rather brings disgust.
So it was pretty desperate and I had to give up on the idea that I will have a chance to be in a situation where my wife will fuck other men. With the years we got distanced and our sex life sucked. We did sex very rarely and it was a boring exercise. This and some chance led to a situation where I started an affair with another woman. It was nothing serious at the beginning but with time it became serious enough. My lover was very different from my wife. She was very sexual and we did many kinky stuff. She seemed to understand my desires and was willing to play along. So I played the fantasy with her – doing her ex-boyfriends and one of my friends (the one she is currently with) and then making me licking her well fucked pussy while listening to her secret audio recordings. She even fucked some guys for money (about 5 times) and then she always ended on my cock. However as I was about to find out it was not the same! The things with my friend went bad for me as she fell for him and ended as becoming his gf. At one point I was more in the position of the bull – fucking her in their bed almost every day before work and at the lunch breaks. I have very thick cock so this role fits to me as well. Anyway this is another story but the essence is that it was not the same to be in the lifestyle with a lover as if you do it with your own wife. The main problem is that at the end of the day – she is not with you. And you simply can’t have the same level of intimacy as if you share the lady of your youngren. So long story short – I got caught and my wife learned that I was lying to her for the last 2 years.
These were very difficult times for us but the end result was very surprising. This became like a wake-up call for her. After the second young she really neglected herself and has gained some weight. She was lacking interest in sex and was depressed. We were constantly arguing. So the situation was not good at all. After she learned about the affair she went on a diet. I told her all the things me and my lover did in bed and about all the fantasies. Strangely but this made my wife horny as hell. It seemed like the sex drive from all these years finally blew up. It was a very nice period of our life. We made sex like crazy. Fucking for 8 hours non-stop! It turned out she likes the fantasy of being watched by multiple men and to be fucked and dominated. She wanted to be a submissive slut.
With time I’ve created a profile in a local sex site so soon we had our first bull. She decided pretty quickly and we met in a bar where we had some takes. He was younger 23 years old – former soccer player. He had a nice long cock (although not as thick as mine – for my regrets). We ended up in a hotel room fucking her for 4 hours in all positions (except anal – she is still hesitant to do it although she did it several times with her ex-boyfriends). I was amazed how easy she clicked to the idea and totally submitted herself to her new lover. It was like she was born a slut. I never saw her like that. He fucked her good (that is way we did two more times with him). He whispered in her ear how much he likes the way she trembles on his cock having orgasm after orgasm. Here I have to mention that my wife has very powerful multiple orgasms. Seeing her giving up to him was such a thrill! My fantasy was becoming reality right in front of me! It was a great night. From the moment he started kissing her I went breadless. My heart was about to explode. That night was one of the most exciting we had.
After that we were hooked up and on the next weekend she fucked another guy. The second was not as good as the first one but since she was into the fantasy at that time and we were thinking of sex all the time she really enjoyed it. After him we did it again with the first guy. We also tried with couples but soon we both find out that this is not our game. What we really liked was males between my wife legs. So what we did was to organize a small gang-bang for her. Her first lover plus a friend of him and me. It was a fun night although the second guy had some family problems with his brother that night and was not in a mood. After this we had another man but he turned out to be disappointing and my wife kind of lost interest. To be honest I was also losing interest in all this meaningless sex. Something was missing and I didn’t really felt like cuckold. It was the same for her.
In the site she started communicating with a man and he had fantasies that made her really horny. They were writing constantly but he was not serious and we never met him. I believe he was not into threesome’s. When he finally decided to meet her (w/o me) I was on business trip abroad. She met him and they kissed passionately. After this meeting she started having feelings for him. She said she feels in love with him and wants him very much. They have a lot of messages where he send his cock (really big and thick – longer then mine!) and a lot of dirty talking. He was dominant and I felt he had kind of arrogant behavior towards me, not respecting me and talking about me. In one of their chat sessions he proposed that they tie me down and fuck in front of me. As all of you can guess – I loved it!
I like his attitude to me. We are not friends and he feels kind of exclusive for my wife. He acts as I don’t exist at all.
I am writing all this today because they finally agreed to have sex in our place. It should happen an hour after I finish this post. I am waiting at work and once they start fucking she will clip me on my phone. I will get back home and wait until they finish. She will record an audio and if he is in the mood he might make some video of her. I also asked her to wipe his cream with her panties and give them when we meet. I intend to go and lick her well fucked pussy while she tells me about the sex that they just had. Last night we went to lingerie store and I bought her nice lingerie and high heels and she intends to open the door dressed like this! It makes me so horny knowing this! I know she likes him to go rough and fuck her very hard in all positions. She loves sperm and she said that she will defiantly let him come in her mouth and face.
My god! I am about to finally become a true cuckold!
I will update this thread if someone is interested ;)
