Will it happen tonight?

I'm sitting at home, the kids are in bed. My wife left at 18:30 for her first date with a man she befriended recently.
I bought her new, sexy clothes (she picked) for the date, she had her hair styled, and looked like the amazing, sexy goddess she is.

She told me she didn't know if anything would happen tonight, but I'm sitting here anxious for her phonecall.
I'm supposed to pick her up when she calls me.
It's 22:30 now.

What time will she call?
What will she tell me?

It started about 2 years ago. I told my wife already about my T&D and chastity fetishes, and we played a bit with that. My wife willing to try things, and enjoying them too, but not really comfortable in a 'dominant' role.

She grew a bit more comfortable over time, and about 2 years ago, she said a couple of times 'she would get a lover if....'
To which I responded: 'If you get a lover, can I watch?'

After that happened a couple of times, she asked if I was really serious, which I denied at first, but I did admit that the idea turned me on. She then admitted the idea turned her on as well. We integrated that in our infrequent role-playing, but my wife wanted more. It excited me greatly, so I gladly went along, and stimulated her. Not pushing, but listening and responding to her doubts, and kept telling her I loved her.

Now we're here. Another hour has passed, and she still has not called. Possible events are playing in my head, and I'm more excited than ever. Part of that might be because I haven't had an orgasm in 8 days, while she had a couple each day. She loves me to fuck her, but I can't cum.

I'm imagining her cumming again and again with him tonight, and the longer she doesn't call, the bigger the chance she actually fucked him tonight. She did ask me to put the condoms in her purse before she left....

Am I a cuckold already, without even knowing it?

It appears that you have been cuckold and from the sounds you both are desiring this lifestyle. Congatulations and look forward to the updates.

i wanna say yes..........
u r a cuckold, but not 100 %

Well you haven't told us the results of her date...did she make you a cuckold? I think deep down inside it's what you wanted all along but were afraid to admit it to yourself...hopefully your wife has graced you and has made your secret wishes a reality. Tell us what happened!

Couldn't get back to you last night, because shortly after my post, my wife called.

When I picked her up she told me she had kissed him, and had let him feel her up a bit, but she decided then that that was it for the night. She discovered he wasn't really sexually compatible and will not pursue him anymore.

I was a bit disappointed, not because she didn't go through with it, but because she didn't have as good a time as she imagined it to be. We had amazing sex after that, and she said she wasn't sure if she wanted to do it again. But when we had sex she was winding me up again about finding a real man next time who could properly fuck her.

And yes, JUANITO, I do want this, not even deep down inside, but if my wife just wants this to be a part of our fantasy play, I'm fine with that too. She does know how to push my buttons ;)

So, all in all, I'm not a cuckold (yet?), but I did have a very powerfull experience last night, waiting up for my wife while she's on a date with another man. I just feel for her the experience wasn't entirely what she hoped it would be.

Seems like PATIENCE will be your biggest ally. I too went through my share of not so rewarding experiences when we first got into the lifestyle with my wife suffering some disappointments. Not every cuckold experience will be a positive one (for either of you), but as you experiment with different partners you will continue to make improvements. Keep demonstrating to her how much you are turned on by the idea of her cuckolding you, and try to present her with situations that offer her the opportunity to go through with it. Eventually she will possibly have an enjoyable experience and things will continue to improve as you both become more and more comfortable with the arrangement. At least you've established what you want and although she might be a little reluctant at this time, she may just come around to pleasing you (and hopefully herself) as she becomes more and more experienced at having little sexual adventures.