And this one a day later...
i loved your email
)) thank you for everything...you are a beautiful man and you are mine... i am so lucky...
first a bit about yesterday (i know you are curious)
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around 6:00 we met at the central station...before meeting i sent him some pics of different outfit ideas... he could not choose between two of them... at the end I wore my short black/white skirt, black boots, sexy black stockings, and a shirt... i made my hair and i put some light make-up... i sent you some pics too...did you see them..? i should say i was very hot and attractive... hair was alright, my body felt alright, everything seemed to be just fine... i wore a short black corset and a thin black string... i sent pics of the string to you too...
then we found each other at the station... we took a cab because it was raining badly... first we went to our favorite area... we decided to have a take in our old tapas restaurant... i had two tequilas and he had two gin-tonics... he was cute and wearing something sporty... but before entering the restaurant he stopped me and he said "first there is smt i want to do"... there we kissed for a couple of minutes...
then in the restaurant we sat on couches next to each other... we talked about his trips... he brought something from madrid where he went for a conference... we talked a bit about my latest adventures with you, at spas .... i told him how sexy both places were and how horny we were...i also told him about our short trip to prague and our hotel there... he took notes and he said he wanted to visit these places himself too...
then we talked about me... i was not planning it but i told him about marcel... i said it was going very well with marcel and he is a sweet boy... i told him a little bit about my one-night stand experiences too... i think for a moment he was jealous but soon after he recollected himself and he said he was very happy for me...
we went out for a couple of time to smoke... every time we kissed more... and many times he asked me if we could go to my place... i said no each time... i said tonight you are going to suffer a bit but this is a nice suffering...
he showed me pics of his girl friend... she is not ugly but she is not special either... very common face... anyway, they look happy in pictures... i was not that jealous... i did not care actually...
he wanted to make my pics but i said no... i didnt feel like to be photographed...
then we called a taxi and went to hotel ... in the taxi we kissed more and he was playing with my pussy... that was a nice short trip
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then in hotel area, i said i wanted to show him the monument... there he pulled me to himself and kissed me for a long time... it was raining and cold but we didnt mind... we were kissing and i was also touching his dick from his trousers... while kissing, he said horny things like he missed me, he missed my pussy, he wants me in his life... there i was vey horny too and for a moment considered going home and fucking him there... but then i decided not to do it... i told him if he could stay at night, he said no, i said these things are just turning me off (they really do)... then i moved towards the restaurant but he pulled me back, he said give me another minute please... then he held me up and placed me on the monument and opened my legs... he started licking my pussy... i think he licked for 5 minutes or more... it was not bad...i didnt squirt...but i enjoyed it... he also put his fingers inside...he was praising my string and my softness and wetness...
then he asked me if i came, i said i did (lied???)...then we went inside... i told him i was horny too but i did not want to make things very easy for him... inside during dinner we talked more... i told him that he wasnt my lover anymore, he lost that status, he may be an extra in my life as long as it makes me happy and turns me on.... i told him about my life going great, sometimes missing him but never wishing to go back... i said nowadays certain things turn me off more than ever...such as sms-sex, strange rules like not relaxing overs, or unfulfilled promises... he said he had some principles and there are practical difficulties... he said one time he also had to make a choice... i said i have legitimate objections and doubts about all these principles and choices but i didnt go more into this discussion... i only said things were not like before... i said i wont be available for sms-sex... and he said he wont stop trying... i said i wont give more anymore... i wont be ready for him... he said he understands... he said i fill certain things in his life... and those are sex and the click he believes he has with me... he said his gf is not naughty and they do only 3 positions and almost no oral sex...he said frequency is also very low... i said in my life he doesnt fill anything... i have already perfect sex with my husband and if i need more i can find it... he laughed...
then we talked about conference and my job a little bit.... then around 10 we asked the bill and called a taxi...
in the taxi, he was kissing me more... there i took off my string and put it in a little bag and gave it to him... he was very happy...
then he sms-ed me from the train and from the bus... then we did sms fuck... he came easily... he said he was hard and his boxers were wet all night... i enjoyed it too...
we didnt talk about the future...we were not romantically involved... it was a horny date...i am glad i did it.. i enjoyed receiving oral pleasure from him and making him suffer a bit... but am i in love..? i dont think so... i did not have butterflies... i was calm... i was stronger than ever and i think i was clear about things i dont want to do/have anymore... this was more like a still horny but also an open date with some talk about us, about sex, about past... i think it is good that i was open... if he got bored or repelled by it, i really dont care... maybe i even tried to repel him...
