Journal - from traditional sex life to ??? - Page 9

Im sorry I havent posted lately. The last few months have really been crazy, to say the least. A LOT has happened and I dont really know where to start. Some things have been great and others not so great.

First of all, me and the woman I met on Craigslist did finally meet up. I wont go into the details but it was amazing. She was incredible. Ive never met anyone like her before. Over about a month we met up a few times, either in a hotel room or to fool around in the back of her car. I cannot tell you how good she is at giving blowjobs. And she loves doing it!

Unfortunately, all good things come to an end. The other guy she was seeing, who was initially ok with her seeing me, started getting very jealous and upset. So we decided to stop meeting for sex while she is in that relationship. I have no idea how long it will last. Sometimes it seems like it will end any day and other times it seems like it will never end.

Meanwhile, we email, chat, or talk on the phone every day. I have grown extremely close to her and I think she has for me as well. We still talk about sex a lot but mostly we talk about life. She has been very helpful to me as I struggle with my issues with my wife. She has encouraged me to keep trying with her while also helping me to see things clearly. She has become one of my best friends. She is the only friend I have that I can tell ANYTHING to.

Things with my wife have been up and down. Sometimes its great, sometimes its bad. We have had some financial issues lately and I had to take over the daily finances from her. She is really pissed about that and so we are once again in a bad place. There are a lot of other things as well that I wont go into here. The bottom line is that we have never been so close to splitting up and it really scares me.

Thats it for now. I hope for better news in the future.