I'm not allowed to cum

My girlfriend has been controlling my orgasms the past week and I'm going nuts. I don't have a chastity device but all I can think about is sex. I'm on the honor system and I haven't had an orgasm without her permission. I still want to look at porn and read these forums... and it's hard to not be all over her, giving her kisses and telling her how sexy she is.

I try to keep my distance because I can tell she gets a little annoyed by me fawning over her all the time.

We have an open relationship and she's seeing younger guy. He's kind of a nerd, but that's her thing. I'm nerdy too but more stereotypical good looking tall athletic type guy... the other guy is smaller than me but she's crazy about him. She has sex with him about once a week and she wants me to be turned on by it. I can get excited about it... particularly when she comes home after being with him.

She says that she wants to play with me like this for a while before having the "old me" back.

It's really a trip... I get shy with how much more control I want to give her as I go longer and longer without an orgasm. I give her her best ideas on how to humiliate me when I have my cock in her but I'm not allowed to come. She makes me whisper in her ear all the things I'd like her to do with me. As I go longer I can't even put my cock in her without feeling like I'm going to cum immediately. She makes me fuck her with a dildo in that case while stroking myself... still not allowed to cum. She is seeing her boyfriend on Monday, and says that I might be able to have an orgasm then, but it will be late. The next available day is Wednesday and if I'm good, she'll let me come however I want... so long as I have a dildo in my ass while I come.

Man, when I met her neither of us had suspected how hot this could be. I fantasize about her getting a real good taste of the control and deciding that she likes it... and taking more control from me while fucking other met whenever she chooses.

Once I have an orgasm I start to feel embarrassed by it, but if she makes me wait long enough I'm wrapped around her finger again in a matter of minutes. I'm scared!

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Dont be scared, shy or timid about the control you want to give her. I told my wife I wanted to give her total control and needed offense and she took everything, including every pair of male underwear that she replaced with pretty panties I must wear every day and bras she makes me wear all day on the weekends, all my body hair, orgasms, and the liberty to fuck whem ever she wants whenever she wants. She wont touch my cock at all with out it being covered by a condom in the rare case she does at all. The rest of the time a I am locked in a CB-2000 (she holds the key to orgasms). I am laughed at while she fucke her boyfriends who all have bigger cocks then I as I am dressed in lingerie with my pink chastity caged little cock dripping with excitement as I watch. It is a wonderful life we live and our marriage is so much more the it was before, our love, respect, communication, and friendship is to the extreme, although we are more like best girlfriends the man and wife, I would recommend this life to any man who has a wife who is hotter then he can handle....

Good luck I hope you two get and have everything you desire in this lifestyle.

Sissy Faggot Jess
I have finally decided to take control (total) and have sissy in panties daily lock sissy in her CB 6000s for good. No more feeling sorry after a few weeks and no more giving into her pleas for mercy! Welcome the NEW MISTRESS!

I like the being scared aspect of it, I think. There is something about her asking for things that are hard for me to give. I know that I could tell her to stop at any time and shje would. When I have to ask her to take more, thatls when I start to feel bad. It feels like I am imposing on her with my submissive desires. We haven't been doing this for very long, so I think what I really need to do is learn patience. The trick is in how I communicate what I want. Therwe is nothing worse than when I feel like I am pressuring her.

Its really hard though when I have been denied orgasm for a while and it is all that is on my mind. She made me wear a ribbon around myt cock and balls today, and she is with her boyfriend right now while I work. The ribbon is painful but the pain makes it easier to focus than does that overwhelming endless feedback loop that is unreleasable sexual desire. Sometimes I almost feel like I am at the brink of orgasm while just sitting there... try ignoring that, jesus.

It's fantastic hearing about your developing adventures - please keep us up to date! Did she let you cum this week at all?