How to find a woman into the cuck life style???????

Hi, I'm a single, rather successful, nice looking, and in average shape 23 year old guy. I have had no problem getting women, when I can overcome my painfull shyness. I have had a threesome once with another guy and girl, but left the room when clothes started coming off, and came back when it was my turn. I have had a constant struggle with people thinking me a fag, so have always played macho, yet my biggest turn on would to be cucked; ironic. I have been obsessed with the idea of being the submissive guy in a threesome for so many years. I have dated several women over the years, and have yet to find one that is that is sexually open enough to even talk about such things. They have been the kind of women that call everything gay; very closed minded.

My question, where can I find a woman that is open minded enough to explore these fantasies in a patient and gradual manner, as I have never actually tried such expieriences? Or, What has worked for you guys?


P.S. sry for the long post, just thought a bit of background would help get a better answer. Also, I love the forum, best thing I ever found!!!