Need some advice: am I a cuck?

Ok guys, I'm going to write a few of my fantasies and turn-ons because I'm confused as to whether I'm truly a cuck and want your opinion.

For the past 3 years I've been single but have been relaxing with a girl. She ended it a while back because she met a guy and when it went south shortly thereafter she came back. I found that the fact that she slept with another guy really turned me on. It's important to note that I don't want a relationship with this permister at all, I don't care for her in that way. Back to the story. She started getting turned on telling me about her sexual escapades with this permister, including getting fucked from behind in the parking lot of a bar with her hands on the drivers seat of his car as he stood behind her with the door open. I love that she's a slut. She started fucking the guy again and would come over immediately come over afterwards and fucked me. I'm bigger than this guy, but could still tell that the pussy and ass were used and loved feeling that while she told me what they did.

She started fucking random guys she met on myspace and would tell me about them and come over right right afterwards. The best one is when she went out with an employee of hers and ended up blowing him and taking a facial in his car in the parking lot of a gas station. Oh, he's black and has an 11" cock... . I STRONGLY encouraged her to fuck him and she did, even taking him in the ass. She told me another story that took place a year and a half ago, when I thought she wasn't relaxing with anyone else, where she met up with an old friend and a friend of his after a college football game and had a threesome. They met up about a month ago and did it again. She also let this 21 year old she's fucked bring a friend of his and they DP'd her. I really want to watch this.

So here's the issue/question: Am I a cuck for liking this? It's not that I have a small cock, I'm avg length and above-avg girth. It's not that I think she's having better sex because she's told me for years I'm the best she's ever had and I believe her, she has no reamister to lie. She's been honest about several things that would have benefited her to lie about. Basically I just like knowing that I'm fucking a slut is what it boils down to, and she loves being treated like and called a whore. I like fucking her after she's fucked other men (she uses condoms) and have no desire to ever eat a creampie. I'm not submissive at all and I don't think I like the idea of my wife doing it. She wants me to set up a gangbang and I don't want to participate, I just want to watch (come on, live porn!!) and then fuck her afterwards.

So am I a cuck or just a dirty bastard who likes fucking sluts? Thanks in advance for the comments.

Yes, you're a cuck. Welcome to the club.

SheDatesHeWaits - Your signature helped me out a bit. I'm not submissive and that's what my big hangup is. Most of the stories and postings here are from very submissive guys it seems, but apparently you can be a cuckold and not be submissive, right?

That's good to hear. I talked the girl I fuck into fucking two guys before she comes over here to finish up. I'm bigger than both of the guys, but I had her fuck the second-most hung one first so he can stretch her out a bit for the little guy who she's fucking next. The first one just left her apartment and the little guy just picked her up about 10 minutes ago. Once she's done with him she'll come over and I'll finish her up properly. 3 guys in 4 hours...I love it.

Great response from SheDatesHeWaits

Not every cuckold is the same and not everyone is into the extremes. As long as it works for you, enjoy!

I agree! Thanks guys.

Yes, you are a cuck.

You don't have to be submissive or have a small cock to be a cuck. Just a guy who gets turned on by his wife or girlfriend fucking other men.

Some of us find out quite by accident that we are cucks. I used to be the jealous type and my wife worked on me little by little until she made me realize that I am really a cuck at heart.
It all started with her buying a dildo and she started using it on herself while she asked me to watch. She told me she was pretending it to be one of her ex-lovers and even named the dildo with his name. She then pointed to the fact that my dick became incredibly hard as I watched her, and I became very excited...she progressed that way until she actually started cucking me for real with a guy at work and then telling me about it. I still remember that first time and how hot it made me to be waiting for her to get home when I knew she was out getting laid. Eventually it was I who encouraged her to do it again and again. I never would have believed it until it actually happened...now I would not want it any other way! My beautiful little whore turned it all around and now she says that becoming a cuck was MY IDEA! Truth is that she set me up and I fell for it, but I love her for doing it to me anyways.

Here's an update guys:
Last night I got to sit in the second bedroom and listen to her fuck a black friend of hers. I could hear her sucking his cock, it was great. I peeked out and looked into the bedroom and saw her riding him. She had him facing away from the door so she was facing it. She saw me looking and I could hear her screaming intensify and she started riding him harder immediately. Unfortunately the guy came right then and she didn't cum. Thank goodness that I was there to give her 4 orgasms over 2 fuck sessions in the next hour. She really got off on it and wants to do it again.