So confused

DIFFERENT STROKES FOR DIFFERENT FOLKS. You need to embrace your cuckold status and enjoy yourself in the process. I used to be one of the most jealous guys in the world. I have learned to turn it all around to the point that it is I who advertises for and finds studs for my wife to fuck. I enjoy my role, and watching her enjoy herself with one of her lovers is to me the ultimate sexual turn on. In time you may come to realize this, and your insecurities and jealousy will seem like it was so youngish! The only thing I have ever regreted since I turned my lady into a hot wife is that I didn't do it sooner!! I wasted a lot of good years on the stupid jealousy stuff. If I had known at age 21 what I know now, my wife would have by now fucked 4 or 5 hundred guys instead of the actual about 30 that she has done. Work on it and you will see that accepting your cuckold role is the right path for you to follow and what destiny created for you. It's not nice nor wise to interfere with lady nature! Accept it and enjoy the ride. It's the ultimate turn-on!!