Help with BBC and

I ave posted before but to no avail I am looking for the cuck experience for more than 35 years I guess. This has been ny dream me servicing a BBC as fluffer & creampie servant would enjoy being humiliated some and also video'd this is very real. I am 54 clean cut casual guy considered good looking. I take very good care of myself I work out 5 times a week,I have dark gray neatly groomed hair,clean shven & blue eyes and decent endowment 5'11 183 I want this bad can anyone help me fulfill this long time dream Thanks.

stilll wanting still loooking PLease help me make it happen. I need it BAAADDDDD