Seeking a Loving Woman to Cuckold Me in Maryland

I've written over thirty erotic stories and published them on the Internet. I have an active imagination and many great memories, but my body can no longer keep up with my mind.

I love to cuddle, kiss, and use my hands and mouth to make a woman happy. I love to experiment in the bedroom, and am willing to try almost anything once or twice.

I'm seeking a nice, intelligent, cosmopolitan woman open about her sensuality and sexuality. A somewhat freaky or kinky attitude in the bedroom is a plus. I have a preference for a casual or social smoker.

I'm hoping to develop a mutual loving relationship with a woman while she develops or maintains one or more male or female friends with benefits. This is an ideal situation for a woman anxious about committing to just one man. A combination of stability and freedom that could be the best of both worlds for her. Ultimately, I want her to restrain me so that I am powerd to watch while she entertains her friend(s) in our bedroom. I want her to cuckold me.

Why do I want a woman to humiliate me by cuckolding me? Well, I don't find it humiliating. I find it relieving that I don't have to solely satisfy her need for sex. I can focus on the other ways and means that I can satisfy her, rather than have her focus on what I can no longer do so well. My wife cuckolded me for a couple of years before she died, but grew aloof from me as she developed her relationship with her boyfriend. To my surprise, I found that I enjoyed thinking about her and her boyfriend. I wish she could have shared her other relationship with me.

I'm purposely being vague about other details. I have fantasies surrounding being a cuckold, and I would expect a woman wanting this kind of open relationship to have her fantasies. We could explore a mutually satisfying relationship that neither of us might have thought possible on our own.

I'm a middle-aged white widower with a teenage mister. A tall non-smoker with an average face, shoulder-length salt and pepper hair, and a body that's gotten comfortable. I have a good life, steady job, townhouse, and play on the computer when I'm not out with my mister. I live in Edgewood, Maryland, about 20 miles northeast of Baltimore.