Looking For A Lover & Soulmate

I once met a BBW whom I thought at the time would not work out with me. She turned out to be the love and soulmate of my life to my surprise!
I met her in 1988 and lost her in 1995.
There is not three hours go by that I don't think of her, but I am deathly lonely in my mid fifties and if I could meet someone half as good as her she'd be a hell of a woman , so I'd like to try!

I'm 5'8", white hair 230 lbs., been told handsomely rugged, 6" member, kind of embarassing to print that but being the type of site this is
I guess I better!
Lets talk by email at first to get to know each other and if it is worth our mutual time to actually meet !
I live in Winnipeg, Canada
email: [email protected]