Tom9876
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Hi everyone! I just wanted to share my thougts and plans. I started yesterday on chemical castration. I am on cyproterone and I am very excited what will come now. If you are interested I keep you updated. My little dick gets aroused when thinking of being castrated. I will let him relax now for a while I guess. greetings, Tom
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chastized one
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Before and After pics would be really cool.
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Tom9876
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oh yes I will send some pics but I don´t know if you can see a difference when soft. will the dick gets smaller even flaccid? tom
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neukcpl
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pics please
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cutcuck
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Your testicles should get smaller. Pics would be great.
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cutcuck
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What is your age? Are you in a relationship? How does she feel about you being castrated?
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Tom9876
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Hi cutcuck. I am 30. and yes I am in a relationship with a girl. she isn´t sure about me getting castrated. she might take a love if I get impotent. here is a pic of my balls before castration. tom
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mbrace5
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I have been on cypertone for 3 years. My wife keeps me in a chastity device also. It will take 3-4 weeks depending on dosage for you to really notice a differance. I take 50mg a day. My wife would ******* me if I quit taking them. She has her "buddies" that she visits and most are black. Let me know what dosage you are on.
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maddy0614
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mbrace5,
How small have your "twins" become? I've been using Cyproterone for 3 weeks now, and yes, considerable difference in size. The decrease in size is being achieved at 50mg/day.
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Tom9876
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it has been a while since I posted here. I did have to stop the medication as it really made me weak. So there was no noticeable effect. Now I am starting cyproterone again and I am willing to give it a try at least for four weeks. I take 50 mg twice a day. what are your experiences? when will erections disappear? and when won´t I be able to cum?
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brainbox1
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Tom were you castrated - were your balls cut off? Kudos you you all who went through with castration, it could not have been easy. PLease tell us more of your experiences.
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Tom9876
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hi brainbox. no my balls are not cut off. I just started taking cyproterone again for chemical castration. they say the volume of ejaculation will decrease. I won´t observe this as I don´t masturbate. And my last orgasm was a few days before I started cyproterone again.
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eunuch67
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My Balls were cut off in 2000. It takes about a month from the day it is done for the effects to become complete as your testosterone drops. Within 2-weeks I was half hard and couldn't cum and had lost almost all interest in sex. By four weeks, I was completely impotent with no interest in sex. I am married to a woman and had already lost any interest in her sexually by then and have not had even the slightest erection since as it shrunk to half its original size soft. It's about 1-inch now and looks like a small young size that does nothing. I was Bi before but sex doesnt really interest me now with neither men nor women. My wife and her women friends can get naked at the pool or with other men and it doesnt interest nor bother me. Castration does sort of strange things as her having sex with other men doesn't make me jealous. I'm very docile and submissive towards it and do encourage her to have lovers as she still has the desires of a woman. She has a taste for black meat so I have no problem with her dating black men. She refers to me as her Eunuch to her women friends and they all know I am castrated so they know i'm not interests and don't make sexual advances. Women love to tease a eunuch about not having the balls to do it.
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mwfslutforbm
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Eunuch67 If you don’t mind sharing, what were the circumstances that led up to your castration? Was it medically necessary or voluntary?
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MrsBlackBlowupDoll
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Eunuch67,
Thank you for such an engrossing and detailed report. If you don't mind sharing a bit, why are you on this website? I don't mean to be naive, but since you've lost interest in sex, what is it that motivates you to come here and read this site. I'm really fascinated.
Tom9867,
How are things going with the relationship in the meanwhile? Is she still on-board (however tentatively) with this? Is she (or you) concerned about the risk of depression and mood swings, or the development of breasts (harder to hid than shrunken junk) that are also, like your lethargy, common side-effects of taking cyproterone acetate? Pantalone, Wittol, oblate, abnegator, fellator, pathic, irrumatiophile,fop, epicene, cotquean, skivvy, thrall, and pilgarlic.
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cutcuck
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Ive been on 40 mg of Paxil to stop my orgasms. My wife got me started on Proscar, because of urination problems, but really to chemically castrated.
Proscar is definitely doing something. I can still get an erection, but don't have them at all unless I really try. Zero night time erections, which until recently had all the time. Waking up with a hardon was normal, now none.
The other thing I notice is I have a foreskin now! Not that my dick is getting smaller, but it's very, very limp most of the time. I go to the bathroom, and start spraying pee, have to roll back the foreskin. Never had that before. Used to get a pee hardon, but not at all now. A big change in things down there. They say lack of erections does cause the penis to shrink. The tissue loses it's elasticity.
My drive is definitely down. I can still get hard jerking to porn, but not as easy, and can not orgasm as mentioned, form the Paxil mostly I think.
The doctor said this would start, and most guys eventually lose their erections in time. She said the drive goes away also. She has prescibed this to other men to stop their sex drive. It just does not seem like as big a deal as it once did.
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cutcuck
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This whole retracted penis thing is wierd. I'm circumcised and never had to pull back the skin from the head to pee. Looks like a tiny uncircumcused penis.
Anyone know anything about how long before the tissue is permanently shrunken. I've read with not having night erections or days without one, the tissue loses its elasticity.
Just going thru a tough phase with this. My wife says to give it a month or so.
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Tom9876
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Hi! Unfortunately I had to stop the medication again before it could take effect. My gf was having second thoughts so we interrupted cyproterone. but I think I will talk it over and start the medication. Time will show.
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cutcuck
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Tom Second thoughts? Does she have a steady lover? Did you ever go impotent from it? Does she like the ides of controlling your sexuality?
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Tom9876
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Hi cutcuck! yes my gf does have second thoughts. she has no steady lover at the moment and wants me to penetrate her instead. so she needs my cock working. but yes she likes the idea of controlling my sexuality.
I don´t know why but at the moment it seems my cock stopped working. I won´t get erections. not even in the morning. although I am off cyproterone for more than one week and only took it a few days. Maybe it has nothing to do with this. I don´t know.
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cutcuck
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How are you doing Tom? Has she taken a lover due to your impotence? Once she is fucking other guys, she will probably be very supportive of you being castrated, and may be able to get fully into the whole idea of ending your sex drive. My wife loves controlling me sexually.
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Tom9876
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Hi there. I am doing fine now and still not back on that medication. and no, my gf has still no lover. My cock is working a bit better now sometimes I am able to penetrate her sometimes it stays soft. We will see where it leads but for now she doesn´t want me castrated.
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Tom9876
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Hi again. I know it has been a while. To say it quick. I am not on a castration **** or already castrated right now. And my gf has still no lover. But I am glad to tell that I haven´t been inside her since last year. It just didn´t happen. And last night we talked about it for the first time. I told her how much I loved it. She doesn´t understand but accepts this. And now we have planned to not have intercourse for one more year. So it´s only hands for me. I will finger and lick her. We will see what happens next.
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brainbox1
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Sounds like your GF needs a lover to please her sexually
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Tom9876
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maybe you are right. but it is too early to say.
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Tom9876
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Some time ago my gf stopped taking the pill. But she has some left and now allows me to take them. Is this a good idea?
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andrea1
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my question is ,why does the doctor refuse castration ,if ask for ? in my case the urologist refused totally , i went with my wife as it is her wish as well having me castrated ! reg, andrea1 Stay locked in a NEOSTEEL MASTERPIECE "ARCH" at all times!
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Tom9876
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normally it is not legal to castrate. are you castratet now andrea?
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eunuch67
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You're right, in 2000 or so laws changed in many countries and mostly with US help. It is almost impossible now. I was done in 2000 but because of legal reasons can't really give many details anymore. I haven't come to this page so much since then. It does make lots of difference and not so much interest remains once done. I will say my wife prefers me this way so she can do as she pleases. I stopped posting photos because it caused me problems legally about how and who and where and suddenly around 2008 it was almost like I was a criminal so be careful, things have definitely changed since 2000 and even more since 2008. Where I was done, they will not even discuss it now. They will show you the door out. It was a surgeon foreign but I don't want to cause them trouble. I don't post often since the most recent changes in the law. We are all ******** and should eat ice cream and not have such thoughts or we need mental health help according to law. Welcome to the new America the land of the free.
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eunuch67
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It is strange how sex change is okay and gay marriage is good but if you mention being castrated and being a woman's eunuch then you are mentally ill. I don't get it. I've just learned not to post or talk. I shouldn't even be typing this.
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