Quoting: ukwankerboi
Do you think your gf realises how much you are masturbating - and what fantasies you use most? Maybe you should make a confession next? It would help her understand you could be content while real men fuck her perhaps.
I doubt it. She knows that I do it often enough, but I estimate she thinks I'm doing half as much as I do.
As I read the second half of yoru comment, I am realizing that I might be more of a "hybrid cuckold." Though I dont actually care to define what I feel. I just know that this website has a lot of stuff that I find attractive.
The reamister I say this is because, I dont consider myself to not be a real man, and I dont always to always just let "real men" fuck her. I wanna be able to get in there and give it to her good too. I'm just hugely turned on by the idea of another guy who is bigger than me break her in in a new way. But I'm not turned on by feeling inadequate by it. I'm turned on by her enjoying it so much.
Also another thing to note is something I have noticed about her participation in everything. She gets off on the attention. Like when there were four guys around her that she knew were into her (myself included) she was having the time of her life. But that said, she doesnt want me to lay down like a puppy. Rather she wants me to fight for it too. At this point in the game, I think she wants me to balance protective feelings, with a certain allowance for something that interests her. She said to me that she liked that I got rough, but didnt like that I got rough with those particular boys. She wanted to keep them around
And to be honest, that is more my style. I'm not looking to act a sissy. I just want my gf and I to go on this journey together where we bring in new experiences into the relationship It just so happens that I am way more turned on by her working another dude than me getting a bj from some other chick...
Does this make any sense?
