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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 484.
I have always been drawn to the older woman as a feminized sissy cuckold and even when I tried to be a man all my dates with younger women or girls my own age were disasters on a massive scale apart from one that I still think of dearly?
But it was always the older woman that I felt so submissive around and craved to serve, I suppose this was instilled in me from the incidents involving my ****** as a budding transvestite and future sissy cuckold that thankfully ****** understood in me as did her girlfriends Pam, Fran and Wendy who knew just how to use a little crossdresser like me so forming life changing needs in me.
The older woman of course has been there and seen it all before so is relaxed and enjoys playing with various aspects of sex from hard fucking with real men to *******, teasing and tormenting us feminized sissy cuckolds.
For me the allure of older women has just increased from the early days and I have joyfully served women in their 60s 70s and 80s the oldest lady so far is Rose at 86 who I do French maid work for and far from slowing down in her dotage seems to have found her second wind of utter sexual depravity that she likes to exert over me as I am so submissive and pliable and the more she got to know me the more she realized that she could do anything she wants to me!
Yes Rose looks very old but these days she makes up and dresses very racy hosiery a must and she loves the expensive fully fashioned stockings I buy for her as well as the three inch heeled marabou slippers which go so well with the foundation wear and lingerie she wears.
Since Naughty Rose has taken me under her wing she has even met and see's a young kinky lad for sex which really surprised me as I did not expect her to be intercourse active but in learning and doing things to me she found her interest in fucking coming to the surface so every now and again when I am over doing the housework and seeing to my personal duties with Rose she has me cleaning her creampie pussy which is all wrinkly old with a mass of grey wispy hairs.
Rose since meeting me has also become addicted to the things she can get my tongue and mouth to do with her anus and she loves me licking her asshole as she uses a vibrator on her clit till she orgasms, she also soon gained the confidence to make use of my tongue as toilet paper after she defecated and after a year or so doing her bidding I was over cleaning her home when she ordered me to the spare bedroom where she took off her skirt then knickers and knelt on the bed leaving me thinking she wanted her sphincter licking as she likes it but this time Rose ordered me to place my lips round her opening and seconds later her sphincter expanded and into my mouth slid the first of three steaming hot disgusting logs of **** that I swallowed under her urging!
We had talked prior to this at the times I had been used as a sissy cuckold toilet and she had listened in interest at the recall of that type of service I had given other women and she had probed me with many questions about it.
It was so long after we had talked about human toilets that frankly I had forgotten about it not thinking Rose although interested in hearing about it did not want to participate herself until that day in her spare bedroom.
Now I act as Rose's Sissy Cuckold toilet when ever she needs to go which mostly is urine but on the odd occasion if she gets caught short she ****s in my mouth making me eat it then I lick her bottom clean.
I have even in deference to her age constructed a special chair for Rose so she can sit comfortably like a queen to do her business in my mouth!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 485.
Like so many feminized sissy cuckolds I have almost perfect recall of all event in my pathetic little life and the memories come on so strong that I can even sense the aroma's, perfumes and feelings I was having at the time when I was seeing my Cuckoldresses doing sordid, sleazy, sexy things with their lovers.
I remember all to clearly how difficult it was as a feminized sissy cuckold maid to enter into the lounge with a tray of cool iced ****** for Tania and the man she was seeing and coming face to face with him leaning back on the sofa as Tania's head was bobbing up and down on his hard erect cock making such slutty slobbering noises and she ate his dick that I was swooning in desire and sissy cuckold lust my chastity device crushing my pathetic little penis over and over!
Then other times kneeling at the open bedroom door seeing Tania's sheer black seamed stockinged legs wide open up in the air in a V her nylon coated feet in towering classy high heels as a lover fucked his cock into her making her scream with pleasure as they screwed the sounds of her cunt squelching as his buttocks fell and rose as he gave my wife the sex she needed and they filled the room with that heady all invading stench of sex that had tear coursing down my cheeks from the ***********, arousal and pain coming from my chastity.
And shamefully I will never forget the smell and taste coming off the cock Tania made me suck clean after she had taken the guy up her ass in front of me that was streaked with her faecal sludge basically **** mixed with his sperm and under the ridge of his cock crown a cake of her excrement that I dutifully knelt and sucked off his cock under the gaze of the gleeful Tania to afraid to ever disobey an order from her!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 486.
Life for a budding feminized sissy cuckold is one of constant upheaval and uncertainty as it develops finding ever new aspects of it's real self that have to be accommodated as the sissy develops.
So when the budding sissy cuckold gets to a serious relationship and even marriage it thinks it knows it all? well think again sissy as becoming a feminized sissy cuckold to a woman who is starting on her road of becoming a Cuckoldress wife opens up a whole world that sissy cuckold has never even contemplated.
One of the hardest parts for the budding sissy cuckold is that step over from the basic fantasy life he has led up to marriage to being wed and becoming a real feminized sissy cuckold and as the laws for us state we have now in union no human rights what so ever and the power exchange goes completely over to the Cuckoldress wife.
This act of letting another person totally dominate and control you is in fact the breaking point for many relationships even before they walk up the aisle! but for a successful Cuckoldress led marriage to work it has to be over come and ********** must occur and unconditional obedience love and adoration will lead to a marriage that is in many ways much more loving adoring and faithful than the vanilla counterpart.
Sounds strange that a Cuckoldress and Sissy Cuckold being faithful to each other? well think about it the feminized sissy cuckold husband certainly is and will be for good and The Cuckoldress wife will be faithful in her role as a Cuckoldress fucking as many men as she wants and executing her role as the dominant partner in the marriage.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold happy marriage happens when you trust your Cuckoldress completely suffering even the worst things she does to you happy in the knowledge that she has decided what's good for you and how much suffering you have to do to make her happy!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 487.
For a Feminized sissy cuckold one of the things that has got a person that is one to the state it lives in is the word and deed called REJECTION!
Personally I have had so many rejections I cannot remember them all but each and every one has slowly destroyed what little masculinity I had in the first place!
When your repeatedly told that "No I will not have sex with you because your to small!" or "I have heard the gossip that your a sissy crossdresser so I'll be your friend but I don't do sexual intercourse with sissy girls!" the list of hurtful rejection just goes on and on till the feminized sissy cuckold takes it for granted he is a failure and an utter waste of space!
I was mortified the first time I paid for a prostitute sure that I was going to lose my virginity even though I engaged the women dressed as Sissy Carla and when I arrived at her home and she saw my penis she flat out told me that there was no way she's have sex with anything so utterly insignificant and all she would offer to me was to do some creampie clean up on her pussy and anus that were still swimming in the prior punters sperm and that for that pleasure I had to pay double!
Shamefully I paid and orally cleaned her and near the end of my time with her she allowed me to fiddle with myself and squirt all over her black stockinged feet and then lick and suck my mess off.
And of course because us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are truly pathetic rejection also becomes sexualized with us and we get a thrill out of women and even shamefully men savagely rejecting us with words and comments that feel like needles being jabbed into our hearts.
The worst rejection I ever suffered at the hands of a male was this middle aged guy I met at a party at the time between my marriages he was very ***** and was all over me like a rash, now silly me thinking he knew what I was allowed him to drag me to the bathroom where his intention was to have sex with me and to begin with when I sucked his cock that got very hard which surprised me seeing's as how ***** he was everything was going well?
Then we got to kissing and roaming hands and he came in to contact with my tiny little sissy cuckold penis in my sheer silky black nylon panties and everything came to a halt!
I recall him roaring that he was straight and did not fuck fucked up queers like me and I also remember ending up on the bathroom floor after he slapped me a blow that made me crumple at his feet and then before he stormed out of the bathroom he stood over me and urinated all over me calling me the most degrading and vile things his ******* stewed mind could come up with!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 488.
After my last marriage to My Cuckoldress Tania I met a woman called Tina from Leeds who I have already spoken about previously and she ranks as the most perverted disgusting vile woman I have ever served.
Many things get Tina this crown from her utter disregard of personal hygiene, to the virulent Manila yeast infection she had and the worst of the worst that she licked me sucking on the arteries that stuck out of her gut where her stoma bags usually were till I was ****** to consume the liquid **** that came out of her.
I will not even mention her feet which stand and between her toes the gunky toe jam and the skin of her feet all cracked and yellowing that she loved me worshipping with kisses, licking and sucking.
On top of that as I saw Tina more often after the first time she also liked making me suffer when in her presence and on one visit to her place she fed me lunch laced with a very strong laxative that only hit home later when we were out for a meal that evening although I did feel a little queasy late afternoon.
Tina found it highly amusing as we dined in this nice Chinese restaurant when I got painful violent stomach cramps and it was so urgent that as I went to stand up to dash to the toilet my bowels evacuated themselves and I **** myself then and there in the restaurant in front of all the other diners and I was utterly humiliated and disgusted with myself as I hobbled on my high heels to the toilet with liquified **** running down my stocking clad legs!
I cleaned up as best I could and over and over I had to apologise when I returned to Tina and faced the staff and other diners, Tina refused to leave until she had eaten but because of the other diners she told me to go and wait for outside in the cold wet evening and as I waited I **** myself again this time unable to get to any lavatory.
The trip home was dire sitting on black trash bags that Tina had in her car and she found the whole episode hilarious as she told me what she had done and when we got to her place her need for my mouth on her filthy pussy was non stop well into the early morning!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 489.
To this day I often ponder the question "Should the Cuckoldress wife get her feminized sissy cuckold husband a boyfriend?"
My gut instinct is to say no to this delicate subject specially if the sissy cuckold is clearly queer or bi-sexual, but the other sided of the coin and I speak from experience here is that if the feminized sissy cuckold is absolutely straight and is terrified even by the mere thought of any homosexual practices then most certainly the Cuckoldress wife must ensure her sissy cuckold is in a relationship!
Now of course the Cuckoldress wife like in all other matters where her sissy cuckolds life is concerned will be the one to choose this boyfriend for her sissy cuckold and because of her knowledge of it's fear and terror of homosexuality the Cuckoldress should veer well clear of any fine upstanding decent good looking gay guy to date her feminized husband.
No what the Cuckoldress needs to seek out and make her sissy cuckold date is the out and out pervert! the type even queers avoid as they are so kinky and disgusting! these beasts are usually middle to late age, obese, sweaty and ooze perversion, you can literally see it on their faces.
Of course The Feminized Sissy Cuckold being totally dominated by it's wife and in fact to terrified to refuse an order from her will suffer awful emotional torment having to have one of these sick vile men for a boyfriend who can and will practice the most degenerate sexual practice's on sissy cuckold.
My second wife and Cuckoldress loved to see the ******** torment I had to go through for her in dating this type of male even to the point of watching the man fuck me in front of her for entertainment.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 490.
As a life long feminized sissy cuckold you do tend to ponder over all aspects of the life and one thing maturity has given my and probably you as well is the ability to analyse?
For us feminized sissy cuckolds the understanding that if given the opportunity we will fiddle with ourselves at any time
I am talking here about pre marriage, divorced status, in between female owners or widowed, not to mention when in marriage to a Cuckoldress that does not understand the absolute must of chastity and control.
I recall times when single and divorced when my sissy clit almost dropped off with the amount of self ***** I was doing! there were moments when it was painful to touch my sissy clit because I had masturbated to much.
There seems to be steps to rectify this by dedicated sissy cuckolds via chastity key control by Prostitutes, Dominatrixes and even asking the ex wife to hold the keys! something that all ex wives will gladly do I expect? I know mind are more than happy to do.
It should become mandatory for Feminized sissy cuckolds to attain the place where anal sissygasms are the only route to relief? that is unless there is also anal chastity to consider and then the only hope for the sissy cuckold is to beg the keyholder to allow unlocking for a *********** selfish bout of anal stimulation either by toys or from a male ass fucking your sissy cuckold pussy!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 491.
Lucy was a mature prostitute I served as a feminized sissy cuckold after my last cuckoldress wife dumped and divorced me and believe it or not she had never had one of our sort serving her before although she had done transvestites and one of her things was to watch gay sex.
To say Lucy liked sex would be a massive understatement and some of her sexual fantasies were so extreme they even shocked me.
Lucy was blond, fat and utterly sexy she looked like a cheap tart and with her Birmingham accent sounded like a street walker although she had never been on the batter on the streets always working from her home getting punters via the internet.
Lucy had lots of punters and quite a few were regulars that she did bareback so her need for a feminized sissy cuckold was all to real so every time I was with her between my work shifts there was always sloppy well fucked spunky pussy and anus to clean up and as I licked her holes clean she would tell me what her clients had done to her that day.
But with Lucy prostituting was not enough for her and she would take me to swingers clubs that she liked to go to and believe me all the men attending these clubs were in danger as soon as Lucy walked in! the craziest night was the evening Lucy did twenty nine guys and between each of them Lucy had me licking her clean and sucking clean the guys that had just fucked her it was amazing utterly humiliating and I was in a sissy cuckold frenzy as Lucy did not allow me any relief what so ever.
Lucy took care of that a few days later with me on my stocking clad hands and knees getting fucked by a punter or hers that fancies having a go with a transvestite and as he fucked me Lucy gently wanked my little penis off and I came uncontrollably thanking her as my cuckoldress!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 492.
I do not think that many people fully understand just how submissive us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are!
Only other feminized sissy cuckolds and Cuckoldresses truly appreciate that to get the worship and proper service from a sissy cuckold you must take it and make it live in the sewer of perversion and obedience!
One thing for sure is that all Cuckoldress wives find that the worse they treat their sissy cuckold the more attentive, loving and adoration filled it becomes.
I know each of us are individuals but if you are anything like me you'll know when you are living in the pure blissful sissy cuckold sludge of heaven when you stagger round all the time feeling woozy and sick with frustrated sexual need that's always denied but rubbed in your face.
Just the click of high heels coming to my ears makes me fall to my stocking clad knees, just as the sight of any woman in tights makes me shake uncontrollably? then there is the sight of women's toilets and how I yearn that these were all closed and us sissy cuckolds have to the female's toilets and toilet paper.
The raging wild urges are never ending as us feminized sissy cuckolds are so weak and pathetic we seem to be able to spin a sexual connotation to everything around us in this fucked up world!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 493.
Apparently according to many places on the internet we have just started what is known as Locktober, the month where all submissive, sissies and cuckolds should for the entire month be locked in some device or another without release!
What I do know as a feminized sissy cuckold of many years standing is that it's good to see the rise of chastity for the beta's among us but for me and many others out there a month is just a blink of an eye.
For me a dumped and divorced feminized sissy cuckold today represents day 459 of being locked up with the keys being currently held by my second ex wife and Cuckoldress Tania who is more than happy to keep my pathetic little sissy clit locked.
Not that being locked stops the feminized sissy cuckold from having a sex life, that can only truly happen if strict anal chastity is also applied and you are living with a Cuckoldress.
My chastity device is on of the flat end types that has a deep urethral insert tubing and you can screw things on the end such as mouth to penile gag and also a seven inch phallus that was brought for me by Rachel a lady I serve who likes sex with me as her husband is locked in his box at the end of their bed (he really is a sorry excuse for a man in every respect).
And of course I am still able to have sissygasms from the amount of strap on sex that is inflicted on me as well as the few guys that gets to fuck me.
The true goal for a sissy cuckold should be permanent chastity or to under go a full penectomy and have the penis totally removed whilst making the feminized sissy cuckold retain all their perverted sexual urges and studies have shown that the removal of the penis actually heightens the sexual needs in a person thus can lead to frustrated sexual insanity!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 494.
With the avalanche of advertising these days where a black guy is with a white woman and the white male is nowhere to be seen I wonder how long it will be till we see a feminized white guy in one of the adverts.
Already the white guy or husband is portrayed as a worthless idiot so the step to showing him feminized is not that far away and already by the very nature of the adverts the subliminal message is being put forward that white wives need black men!
It's already patiently obvious to us feminized sissy cuckolds and I suspect most women understand the message!
As time goes on and evolves I think personally the Cuckoldress led marriage will become an accepted and open feature of our society and what is mostly kept behind closed doors will be open for all to see.
Talking as I do to many people on all sides of our lifestyle it's already apparent that the black male accepts fully the Cuckoldress wife and the feminized sissy cuckold and what place he plays in the lifestyle knowing he is sexually superior in every way to the sissy cuckold.
And overall women these days are less and less aghast at sissies such as us and even if they are not gung ho for the lifestyle they want to know all about it down to the nitty gritty detail as they already know in themselves that their husbands and boyfriends lack that special man thing that a real man has that is more than just a massive cock!
Another spin off from the dawning of acceptance of the Cuckoldress lifestyle and the fact that so many white guys are now unable to get a female girlfriend let alone a wife is that through sheer frustration and denial a lot of white guys and some black guys it has to be said are turning to the feminized sissy cuckold for their avenue to a girlfriend and sex!
This state of affairs is fully encouraged by the cuckoldress wife specially if her feminized husband has a fear of queer stuff! wives also with a bit of savvy are also inclined to prostitute their sissy cuckolds out to boost the income to support the lifestyle which as we all know can be very expensive!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 495.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold one thing that you cannot ever escape is the constant *********** by your Cuckoldress about your penis or lack of!
The Cuckoldress wife will never miss an oppertunity to ridicule you and it in ways that make you squirm with embaressment and ***********.
Other women will also pick up on this going on and like moths to a flame they are also compelled to stick the high heel in as well.
Over time the feminized sissy cuckold will believe what is the obvious truth and come to like with the shame of his worthless little penis and know the lie of "It's not what you've got it's how you use it!" which as all women will tell you is bullshit designed to ease the feelings of men.
All feminized sissy cuckolds will eventually get to the point that they have a sense of pride about having a little clitty even feeling envy when they meet other sissy cuckolds who might even have a smaller clit than theirs.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 496.
I am sure many Feminized Sissy Cuckolds have over their lives tried to purge themselves of the inner sissy cuckold of themselves and I would confidently say every fucking one of you has failed miserably and has slipped back to your submissive weak girlie self.
I am no different in fact I tried to be normal on two occasions and they were the most miserable times of my life and when these periods ended and I slipped back into female clothes and applied make up it felt like a **** being injected straight in to your veins.
The purging will not last for ever or happen to many times as the need to be a feminized sissy cuckold is so strong that even if your consumed by shame you'll prefer to live with that rather than not to be your sissy cuckold self.
And really the sooner you fully accept what you are the happier you'll be and everyone around you as they already know what a pathetic little wimp you are so they will not think to badly of you when you come out into the open as a sissy cuckold it will just confirm their suspicions and the guys you know will line up outside your house to fuck your wife and some will want to fuck you as well!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 497.
One of the big laughs my second wife and Cuckoldress used to have at my expense was to experience what women sweetly term as the walk of shame!
This started one night when we had been to a party where under her direction I had to submit to some homosexual acts for the entertainment of the party attendees.
When Tania indicated that we were to be leaving and heading home she with a guy on her arm she tutted when we got to the car and told me that I was to walk the three miles or so to our home.
For a transvestite walking home even if it's four in the morning is nerve wracking even if hardly anyone is about? but for the feminized sissy cuckold tottering along in her high heels every noise and zypher of wind throws sissy into abstract panic as it copes with the never ending trickle of fucked in sperm trickling out of it's screwed sissy pussy soiling it's panties.
The *********** and shame is appalling and by the time you stagger to your front door you are on the point of collapse.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY498.
I think most Feminized Sissy Cuckolds in a marriage or steady relationship knows what I am saying when I say that we suffer completely!
You see when a wife or other significant woman in your life has you under her heel as the feminized sissy cuckold they soon find that their need to be a Cuckoldress far outstrips your need to be a sissy cuckold.
This leads to the woman smashing any boundaries you might have talked about and she delights in her new power over you which leads to a status for you as little more than a slave and it does not stop at physical transformation into a Feminized Sissy Cuckold but also the mental and emotional aspect and never a moment will go by when she is not grinding what little masculinity you have into mush under her high heels.
I have never talked to another sissy cuckold yet that does not own up to the fact that by days end the Sissy collapses into it's bed utterly physically and mentally exhausted after endeavouring to serve it's Cuckoldress perfectly in everything and enduring the relentless put down's punishment and ridicule as everything sissy cuckold has done is thrown back in it's face.
And as we all know the hours sissy cuckold is allowed to rest and ***** are shockingly few.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 499.
Over the years I have chatted with many a Cuckoldress wife and it surprised me that the biggest hurdle they found to jump was not the sexual intercourse with real men or the feminizing of their husbands!
No the bit they were unsure of was the punishment of their new feminized sissy cuckold husband? many said that at first they did not know how to gauge the severity of the punishment and if they could actually do it right?
The solving of this issue for all of them was communication with other Cuckoldresses either in person at fetish nights or on the net!
Once the wife talked about her new state in her marriage to other like minded women and experienced Cuckoldresses the matter is soon resolved and she comes to understand her absolute power as a Cuckoldress wife and that there is no such thing as boundaries and silly safe words.
Once the Cuckoldress wife understands this the true nature of the woman can come out and all of them find that in them was a ******** monster of a dominatrix and from then on what ever pain and punishment she decides to inflict on her feminized sissy cuckold husband is done with gusto with a deaf ear to the screams of pain and supplication that ring round the house! (that is until the gags she ordered online along with the whips, canes and tawses arrive!)

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 500.
How did you feel when you had to either own up or confess to your wife that you wanted to be her Feminized Sissy Cuckold?
Were you caught in the act of some depraved transvestism? or was the porn you devoured exposed?
Or did your wife tell you that she was having an affair and then you spilled your beans?
Whatever the way you came out like me you probably found it the most terrifying but exhilarating moment of your life to actually say in words to another human the human that you love and adore the in's and outs of what you wanted to be?
Regardless of the reaction it is so liberating to finally come out and once that wall has been breached there is no turning back.
Some might find total disgust and rejection leading to a split which however painful is good in the long run as you can then seek a partner who wants the type of relationship you need, on the other hand and often the wife will warm to the idea seeing the liberating freedom she will enjoy plus the total control over you.
You will be surprised just how many women see where the butter is spread on their toast and it will shock you just how quickly she gets a boyfriend and starts to adapt to being a cuckoldress and getting her rocks off by seeing if you will actually do all the sleazy sordid things you've confessed to like creampie clean ups and maid service.
In so many ways become your wife's feminized sissy cuckold will strengthen your marriage and make it fun again for both of you and in all probability it will be your wife who informs you that she can live no other way now she is a Cuckoldress.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 501.
As a Feminized sissy cuckold one of the hardest things to come to terms with is when your wife does become your Cuckoldress and into everything related is her pursuance and glee of making you utterly worthless as a male.
The Cuckoldress wife soon gets annoyed after the early days of seeing you achingly hard squirting as you watch her dress for a date or as she is fucking a man in front of you.
This will lead to chastity to control the vile sissy cuckold urges that rampage through you at any given moment and now you are her sissy cuckold maid this is not a game anymore.
Many Cuckoldresses set out their stall to destroy their sissy cuckolds little sissy clit as they see no reason why their sissy cuckold should ever have an erection again seeing's as it is not allowed intercourse or masturbation.
My downfall in the case of my sissy clit was very long periods of chastity and relief only via anal fuckings or finger induced milking's via my sissy love bud in my ass.
After three years or there about I was released from chastity and my sissy clit was just about useless them but of course any sign of swellings were dealt harshly with a riding crop.
I was now at a stage where I could watch anything Tania was doing and although I was in a sissy cuckold frenzy I would not erect the only obvious sign being my sissy milk leaking from the tip.
Now I where Tania wanted me unable to have normal erections and only able to have a sissygasm via anal fuckings an utterly shameful way of ending up!
Even now dumped and divorced I cannot achieve a proper erection and can only squirt with my toys inserted inside myself.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 502.
I wonder just how many Feminized Sissy Cuckolds become sex/porn addicts and even head towards sexual insanity?
I bet it more than just a few? even just looking at myself it seems my so called mind is always on sex and everything around it so much so that at times I go to bed exhausted only to start with the nightdreams of depravity.
I suppose it's a fore gone conclusion that we sissy cuckolds are susceptible to addiction as everything we are is pushing us towards entrapment.
Certainly the Cuckoldress wife will actively foster the frustrated sexual insanity they can produce in the sissy cuckolds and even when the sissy cuckold is dumped and divorced and supposed to be free it still carries on with chastity to some degree or another.
I do not think that any of us when easing our legs into our first hosiery take a moment to consider the utterly life changing thing we are stepping into.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 503.
I think all experienced Feminized Sissy Cuckolds understand by now the absolute right of the Cuckoldress wife to punish it's pathetic little failure of a penis and also testies!
It's logical really as you deceived your good lady wife to marry her playing the big man only to melt back into your worthlessness like a ice cream on a hot summer day.
No amount of oral sex will make up for your crap attempts at love making and after the first flush months of marriage she will be yearning to be fucked by a real man as you fail time and time again already bringing up your desire to do mild fetish play to help you even get erect.
In Marriage that will slip to extra marital sex for the wife both husband and wife start on the trail early with the wife having quickly obtained sneering contempt for her husbands little penis and it's utter inability to do anything for her.
The woman's first outward admission of this undeniable fact will be the gossip with her girlfriends who she finds mostly are in the same situation and the talk between then is vicious to say the least.
For the husband penile shame has already been a overwhelming part of his life and way before marriage he has been living a secret perverted life of compulsive masturbation, porn addiction and many crossdressing and now this explodes in his marriage on a sneaky basis behind his wife's back.
This volatile early start to a union will soon see the wife doing the girls night out eventually leading to her having illicit sex with real men and her husband sliding more and more into being a feminized sissy cuckold fantasy life until it all falls apart and either she openly tells her husband what she is doing opening up a confession from him or she catches him out prancing around at home as his feminized sissy cuckold self.
When the exposure of their lives come it is only then that their actual marriage can start and have any hope of lasting.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 504.
For most of us Feminized Sissy Cuckold the sight of your Cuckoldress wife being seduced by a man in front of you is always a heart racing humiliating and thrilling event.
You know every sign that your wife gives off when she is attracted to a man and how she flirts, stands, laughs. leans in when talking making sure the guy knows she is well and truly his.
At times she will point you out that your her feminized sissy cuckold husband and the man will look you over with that sneer of triumph on his lips that makes you shudder and feel smaller than your penis!
It's then the man will either take your wife with him into the night with your wife coming over telling you to make your own way home or she'll tell you to get the car to drive them back to yours and if your really lucky you might get to watch or like so many first times your banished to your little bedroom suffering having to listen to their love making all night.
The permutations for the feminized sissy cuckold are many fold and all equally tormenting and delicious.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 505.
All them years harbouring your secret desire to be a feminized sissy cuckold and even when your secret is exposed you still deny your queer and loudly tell your wife you are not homosexual in anyway (Even though your licking spunk out of her pussy and anus! work that one out if you can?)
These statements will be like a red rag to a bull where your wife is concerned and it will become a sacred mission to make you into a cock sucking ass fucked feminized sissy cuckold!
You will never see more relish in your wifes eyes the day she ****** your head onto a erect gay cock making you suck it till you have to swallow the sperm as it shoots out into your mouth.
And believe me she will keep making you do homosexual acts over and over again to see you suffer in torment and shame until that turning point comes when you change inside and you start to crave the filthy things she has you do to entertain her or her guests.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 506.
Since being out and open about being a feminized sissy cuckold I have found that women in general when you talk to them become fascinated by who and what you are?
Of course the first thing they see is that in their opinion your a transvestite and that rouses their curiosity in the first place and then if you get the chance to speak and reveal what you actually are the flood gates of interest open.
Now I am not saying all women want to be the next Cuckoldress on the planet but women by their very nature want to know the naughty dirty filthy secrets of the Sissy Cuckold lifestyle.
This has led to many hours of conversation, platonic dates and getting to see my chastity locked little sissy clit, tattoo etc.
Some of these meetings do go beyond platonic with the women in question having me do maid work for them, massaging their feet or orally worshipping their feet and toes and even oral worship of their pussies and assholes with me getting absolutely nothing in return which of course is a woman's right to inflict on a sissy cuckold!
Crazily many of these women I meet are at first astounded that I say that I will clean a woman no matter what state she is in and for those goddesses that do take me further they all seem to delight in making themselves as filthy, unhygienic as possible to see if I will really lick clean a fucked smelly pussy or anus that's gunky with spunk sweat piss and ****!
And as a Feminized Sissy Cuckold of life long duration I never refuse to go down as saying no to a woman is the first law of being a sissy cuckold that's not allowed!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 507.
Many of the most glorious times a Feminized Sissy Cuckold husband can have is going shopping with the wife.
These days out to the Mall or shops can take many forms from getting outfits and lingerie for your wife to wear on her dates with boyfriends or both of you shopping for your sissy cuckold wardrobe.
And of course you may still be in the early days and your dressed in male attire which makes things even more shameful if that's possible as your wife exposes you to Store assistants openly saying the clothes and Lingerie are for you.
But the sheer joy for the feminized sissy cuckold is going shopping dressed and made up , these days out are a roller coaster ride of every emotion you ever had as a sissy cuckold and believe me the women in the shops who are helping your wife get an outfit for a date or kitting you out just love what your going through and suffering.
I know I have many a time been on the point of nervous collapse as my Cuckoldress and the assistant have been talking loudly about me that I am a sissy cuckold, in chastity out helping to make my wife look good for her boyfriend.
Or the teasing taunting manner they treat you with as they show you the appropriate items they have picked out for you making you squirm because the colour's material and cut are so feminine and pretty.
A Cuckoldress wife in her devious way can make her feminized sissy cuckold lose much of what's left of his masculinity on these days out and once you've been shopping with her dressed one or twice she will cease to see any reason why you should ever go out dressed in your old stuff and all your male attire will be consigned to the bin or bonfire.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 508.
I personally cannot recall a time when I ever had what some would describe as normal sexual thoughts?
It seems to me that I was born with a deviant brain, emotions and urges and that the only thing they ever did was get more complex and perverted as I grew and matured.
Take for example my need these days, what sort of failure am I when if I go down on any woman and her pussy is sweet smelling, clean and perfumed I am to say the least disappointed and even repelled to a certain extent.
Maybe it's conditioning from the women who initiated my sexual education that were shall we say much less than unfucked clean and hygienic and found fun in making me go down on them in the appalling states they were in at the time.
Personally I think it started way before then when I was a pathetic hosiery wearer and pantie sniffer and licker discovering panties that her soiled with vaginal discharge, mentstrual ************** slime and faecal matter.
All these tastes and aroma's from the filthy gussets excited my taste buds and orofactory senses to a degree I cannot do justice to by words alone.
And really us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds must never be allowed anywhere near pussies, sphincters and cocks unless they are dirty slick with sexual excretions and waste.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 509.
Change is always a slow thing it creeps and crawls and in many cases you hardly notice the end results?
This is specially true of concerning married women becoming Cuckoldress wives.
Society brings people up with a set of dictates that many humans seem to go along with and think anything over the line of these rules is wrong.
Take for example a guy with a huge cock who ****** with lots of women he is lauded as a MAN and a stud with slaps on the back and beers stood on the bar.
But dare a woman be anything more than a fluffy nightie, lights out, missionary position lass then she is daubed a whore, slut, harlot, slag and any other word out of the ether to shame her.
For the want to be Feminized sissy cuckold this is a real wall that needs to be overcome in any type of relationship with a woman as even though most women fantasize about being a cock crazed whore with desires and thoughts that would shock your average sissy cuckold society holds her back!
But the good new is that slowly times are a changing and many more women specially married women are coming to the understanding that they can do as they want and be that what they want fucking as many men as they desire being that slut like wild woman they know they are inside.
Lucky these days that so many husbands and other so called men are coming out as well wanting to be feminized sissy cuckolds and when partners finally have their confession talk and things are in the open the wife or woman will have the help, backing and emotional support of her sissy cuckold partner to live a life she has only dreamed about.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 510.
With my attendance at a sex party this evening serving Helen and another lady as their feminized sissy cuckold maid I wonder to myself if a woman has the right to take away all human rights of a sissy cuckold!
I have served at Helen's parties before and all the guests are informed on arrival that I am to be used and ****** in any way they see fit during the evening.
Of course over and above serving ******, taking coats and looking after their clothes for easy retrieval at the end of the night and serving snacks there is the red meat of sissy cuckold service.
There is the creampie clean ups of Helen and whatever other woman is at the party and as the get together is all bareback there are breasts, pussies and assholes to keep reasonably clean of sperm and everything that comes out of the ladies.
Soon the guys at the party want their cocks fluffing getting them ready to fuck the girls and that leads on to sucking sex slimy cocks clean even those after anal sex that can be filthy.
Rimming the guys also happens and of course once the lads see that I am acting as a urinal for the women they take their turn pissing in my mouth and even all over me.
If I displease anyone I have been spanked and at times cropped till I understand my bad behaviour.
Whether I like everything that's done to me is moot? but as a feminized submissive sissy cuckold I accept that women are my superiors and can do with me what they wish.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 511.
What a crazy life us Feminized sissy cuckolds live! take for example the matter of being dumped and divorced by your Cuckoldress wife! I like many others have been through this traumatic experience twice.
The intense loss is devastating to the extreme and I do wonder how I ever got through both times but the weird thing is you as a sissy cuckold can see totally your wife's point of view.
She has found a real man that fills all her needs and dreams and no longer has a use for you which is crushing but as we are perverted sissy cuckolds we also find a sexual kick out of being dumped and divorced proving further that we could not even cut it as a successful feminized sissy cuckold and have to live with the shame of that.
Lucky for me both my ex wives have over time become friends again and each have told me that they are pleased that I could never become anything other than a feminized sissy cuckold and to this day both use me like a dogsbody for shitty tasks they want me to do.
So I do think though I would never say it to their faces in certain respects they miss having a sissy cuckold maid around and their status as a Cuckoldress and I further say both have left the guys they dumped me for.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 512.
You certainly get to know your place as a feminized sissy cuckold when you see for the first time your wife being penetrated by a huge cock.
One that's so big it dwarfs your pathetic little noodle making you understand how utterly worthless you are as a male as your wife takes every hard inch into her pussy which it slippery wet with her desire to get fucked properly once again.
These inches fucking your wife and seeing hr cunt stretched so wide around it's girth and the sounds of her climaxing and begging the man to fuck her harder deeper and faster utterly destroy what little masculinity you had left in you.
And it can get worse as watching your wife fuck a real man with you sitting their all femmed up maybe restrained you get so excited seeing your love get what she needs that without even touching yourself you have a sissygasm and she see's it happening.
Do you think she would ever return to being a normal wife after witnessing your ******** because now she knows she has witnessed while getting fucked properly the bedrock of your persona and sexuality.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 513.
Women I have found seem to have a deep understanding as to why someone would want to lick just fucked in sperm out of their pussies!
I personally think that women have over the years used secret creampie feeding to get one up on their husbands, literally rubbing their affairs into their old man's face so to speak.
And this maybe some of the reasons why so many women gladly become Cuckoldress wives when it all comes out that their worthless pathetic husband although good for income and good lifestyle wants to be a feminized sissy cuckold.
Woman love nothing better that a safe secure home where they are cherished and adored and given everything they want all the while being able to have sex with men that really push their buttons something their husband cannot do in any shape or form because of his little penis and insecurities.
It's called having your cake and eating it!
The tragedy for so many want to be feminized sissy cuckolds is they fear taking that step and talking to their wives about what is in them and that they need to be and to love and adoration they want to give their wife.
It would surprise many that they already have a hot sexy wife who has already indulged in affairs and if he knows about what her husband needs she will flower to become the Cuckoldress of his dreams.