Sissy Cuckold Thought's, experiences and observations!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 484.
I have always been drawn to the older woman as a feminized sissy cuckold and even when I tried to be a man all my dates with younger women or girls my own age were disasters on a massive scale apart from one that I still think of dearly?
But it was always the older woman that I felt so submissive around and craved to serve, I suppose this was instilled in me from the incidents involving my ****** as a budding transvestite and future sissy cuckold that thankfully ****** understood in me as did her girlfriends Pam, Fran and Wendy who knew just how to use a little crossdresser like me so forming life changing needs in me.
The older woman of course has been there and seen it all before so is relaxed and enjoys playing with various aspects of sex from hard fucking with real men to *******, teasing and tormenting us feminized sissy cuckolds.
For me the allure of older women has just increased from the early days and I have joyfully served women in their 60s 70s and 80s the oldest lady so far is Rose at 86 who I do French maid work for and far from slowing down in her dotage seems to have found her second wind of utter sexual depravity that she likes to exert over me as I am so submissive and pliable and the more she got to know me the more she realized that she could do anything she wants to me!
Yes Rose looks very old but these days she makes up and dresses very racy hosiery a must and she loves the expensive fully fashioned stockings I buy for her as well as the three inch heeled marabou slippers which go so well with the foundation wear and lingerie she wears.
Since Naughty Rose has taken me under her wing she has even met and see's a young kinky lad for sex which really surprised me as I did not expect her to be intercourse active but in learning and doing things to me she found her interest in fucking coming to the surface so every now and again when I am over doing the housework and seeing to my personal duties with Rose she has me cleaning her creampie pussy which is all wrinkly old with a mass of grey wispy hairs.
Rose since meeting me has also become addicted to the things she can get my tongue and mouth to do with her anus and she loves me licking her asshole as she uses a vibrator on her clit till she orgasms, she also soon gained the confidence to make use of my tongue as toilet paper after she defecated and after a year or so doing her bidding I was over cleaning her home when she ordered me to the spare bedroom where she took off her skirt then knickers and knelt on the bed leaving me thinking she wanted her sphincter licking as she likes it but this time Rose ordered me to place my lips round her opening and seconds later her sphincter expanded and into my mouth slid the first of three steaming hot disgusting logs of **** that I swallowed under her urging!
We had talked prior to this at the times I had been used as a sissy cuckold toilet and she had listened in interest at the recall of that type of service I had given other women and she had probed me with many questions about it.
It was so long after we had talked about human toilets that frankly I had forgotten about it not thinking Rose although interested in hearing about it did not want to participate herself until that day in her spare bedroom.
Now I act as Rose's Sissy Cuckold toilet when ever she needs to go which mostly is urine but on the odd occasion if she gets caught short she ****s in my mouth making me eat it then I lick her bottom clean.
I have even in deference to her age constructed a special chair for Rose so she can sit comfortably like a queen to do her business in my mouth!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 485.
Like so many feminized sissy cuckolds I have almost perfect recall of all event in my pathetic little life and the memories come on so strong that I can even sense the aroma's, perfumes and feelings I was having at the time when I was seeing my Cuckoldresses doing sordid, sleazy, sexy things with their lovers.
I remember all to clearly how difficult it was as a feminized sissy cuckold maid to enter into the lounge with a tray of cool iced ****** for Tania and the man she was seeing and coming face to face with him leaning back on the sofa as Tania's head was bobbing up and down on his hard erect cock making such slutty slobbering noises and she ate his dick that I was swooning in desire and sissy cuckold lust my chastity device crushing my pathetic little penis over and over!
Then other times kneeling at the open bedroom door seeing Tania's sheer black seamed stockinged legs wide open up in the air in a V her nylon coated feet in towering classy high heels as a lover fucked his cock into her making her scream with pleasure as they screwed the sounds of her cunt squelching as his buttocks fell and rose as he gave my wife the sex she needed and they filled the room with that heady all invading stench of sex that had tear coursing down my cheeks from the ***********, arousal and pain coming from my chastity.
And shamefully I will never forget the smell and taste coming off the cock Tania made me suck clean after she had taken the guy up her ass in front of me that was streaked with her faecal sludge basically **** mixed with his sperm and under the ridge of his cock crown a cake of her excrement that I dutifully knelt and sucked off his cock under the gaze of the gleeful Tania to afraid to ever disobey an order from her!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 486.
Life for a budding feminized sissy cuckold is one of constant upheaval and uncertainty as it develops finding ever new aspects of it's real self that have to be accommodated as the sissy develops.
So when the budding sissy cuckold gets to a serious relationship and even marriage it thinks it knows it all? well think again sissy as becoming a feminized sissy cuckold to a woman who is starting on her road of becoming a Cuckoldress wife opens up a whole world that sissy cuckold has never even contemplated.
One of the hardest parts for the budding sissy cuckold is that step over from the basic fantasy life he has led up to marriage to being wed and becoming a real feminized sissy cuckold and as the laws for us state we have now in union no human rights what so ever and the power exchange goes completely over to the Cuckoldress wife.
This act of letting another person totally dominate and control you is in fact the breaking point for many relationships even before they walk up the aisle! but for a successful Cuckoldress led marriage to work it has to be over come and ********** must occur and unconditional obedience love and adoration will lead to a marriage that is in many ways much more loving adoring and faithful than the vanilla counterpart.
Sounds strange that a Cuckoldress and Sissy Cuckold being faithful to each other? well think about it the feminized sissy cuckold husband certainly is and will be for good and The Cuckoldress wife will be faithful in her role as a Cuckoldress fucking as many men as she wants and executing her role as the dominant partner in the marriage.
As a Feminized Sissy Cuckold happy marriage happens when you trust your Cuckoldress completely suffering even the worst things she does to you happy in the knowledge that she has decided what's good for you and how much suffering you have to do to make her happy!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 487.
For a Feminized sissy cuckold one of the things that has got a person that is one to the state it lives in is the word and deed called REJECTION!
Personally I have had so many rejections I cannot remember them all but each and every one has slowly destroyed what little masculinity I had in the first place!
When your repeatedly told that "No I will not have sex with you because your to small!" or "I have heard the gossip that your a sissy crossdresser so I'll be your friend but I don't do sexual intercourse with sissy girls!" the list of hurtful rejection just goes on and on till the feminized sissy cuckold takes it for granted he is a failure and an utter waste of space!
I was mortified the first time I paid for a prostitute sure that I was going to lose my virginity even though I engaged the women dressed as Sissy Carla and when I arrived at her home and she saw my penis she flat out told me that there was no way she's have sex with anything so utterly insignificant and all she would offer to me was to do some creampie clean up on her pussy and anus that were still swimming in the prior punters sperm and that for that pleasure I had to pay double!
Shamefully I paid and orally cleaned her and near the end of my time with her she allowed me to fiddle with myself and squirt all over her black stockinged feet and then lick and suck my mess off.
And of course because us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are truly pathetic rejection also becomes sexualized with us and we get a thrill out of women and even shamefully men savagely rejecting us with words and comments that feel like needles being jabbed into our hearts.
The worst rejection I ever suffered at the hands of a male was this middle aged guy I met at a party at the time between my marriages he was very ***** and was all over me like a rash, now silly me thinking he knew what I was allowed him to drag me to the bathroom where his intention was to have sex with me and to begin with when I sucked his cock that got very hard which surprised me seeing's as how ***** he was everything was going well?
Then we got to kissing and roaming hands and he came in to contact with my tiny little sissy cuckold penis in my sheer silky black nylon panties and everything came to a halt!
I recall him roaring that he was straight and did not fuck fucked up queers like me and I also remember ending up on the bathroom floor after he slapped me a blow that made me crumple at his feet and then before he stormed out of the bathroom he stood over me and urinated all over me calling me the most degrading and vile things his ******* stewed mind could come up with!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 488.
After my last marriage to My Cuckoldress Tania I met a woman called Tina from Leeds who I have already spoken about previously and she ranks as the most perverted disgusting vile woman I have ever served.
Many things get Tina this crown from her utter disregard of personal hygiene, to the virulent Manila yeast infection she had and the worst of the worst that she licked me sucking on the arteries that stuck out of her gut where her stoma bags usually were till I was ****** to consume the liquid **** that came out of her.
I will not even mention her feet which stand and between her toes the gunky toe jam and the skin of her feet all cracked and yellowing that she loved me worshipping with kisses, licking and sucking.
On top of that as I saw Tina more often after the first time she also liked making me suffer when in her presence and on one visit to her place she fed me lunch laced with a very strong laxative that only hit home later when we were out for a meal that evening although I did feel a little queasy late afternoon.
Tina found it highly amusing as we dined in this nice Chinese restaurant when I got painful violent stomach cramps and it was so urgent that as I went to stand up to dash to the toilet my bowels evacuated themselves and I **** myself then and there in the restaurant in front of all the other diners and I was utterly humiliated and disgusted with myself as I hobbled on my high heels to the toilet with liquified **** running down my stocking clad legs!
I cleaned up as best I could and over and over I had to apologise when I returned to Tina and faced the staff and other diners, Tina refused to leave until she had eaten but because of the other diners she told me to go and wait for outside in the cold wet evening and as I waited I **** myself again this time unable to get to any lavatory.
The trip home was dire sitting on black trash bags that Tina had in her car and she found the whole episode hilarious as she told me what she had done and when we got to her place her need for my mouth on her filthy pussy was non stop well into the early morning!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 489.
To this day I often ponder the question "Should the Cuckoldress wife get her feminized sissy cuckold husband a boyfriend?"
My gut instinct is to say no to this delicate subject specially if the sissy cuckold is clearly queer or bi-sexual, but the other sided of the coin and I speak from experience here is that if the feminized sissy cuckold is absolutely straight and is terrified even by the mere thought of any homosexual practices then most certainly the Cuckoldress wife must ensure her sissy cuckold is in a relationship!
Now of course the Cuckoldress wife like in all other matters where her sissy cuckolds life is concerned will be the one to choose this boyfriend for her sissy cuckold and because of her knowledge of it's fear and terror of homosexuality the Cuckoldress should veer well clear of any fine upstanding decent good looking gay guy to date her feminized husband.
No what the Cuckoldress needs to seek out and make her sissy cuckold date is the out and out pervert! the type even queers avoid as they are so kinky and disgusting! these beasts are usually middle to late age, obese, sweaty and ooze perversion, you can literally see it on their faces.
Of course The Feminized Sissy Cuckold being totally dominated by it's wife and in fact to terrified to refuse an order from her will suffer awful emotional torment having to have one of these sick vile men for a boyfriend who can and will practice the most degenerate sexual practice's on sissy cuckold.
My second wife and Cuckoldress loved to see the ******** torment I had to go through for her in dating this type of male even to the point of watching the man fuck me in front of her for entertainment.

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 490.
As a life long feminized sissy cuckold you do tend to ponder over all aspects of the life and one thing maturity has given my and probably you as well is the ability to analyse?
For us feminized sissy cuckolds the understanding that if given the opportunity we will fiddle with ourselves at any time
I am talking here about pre marriage, divorced status, in between female owners or widowed, not to mention when in marriage to a Cuckoldress that does not understand the absolute must of chastity and control.
I recall times when single and divorced when my sissy clit almost dropped off with the amount of self ***** I was doing! there were moments when it was painful to touch my sissy clit because I had masturbated to much.
There seems to be steps to rectify this by dedicated sissy cuckolds via chastity key control by Prostitutes, Dominatrixes and even asking the ex wife to hold the keys! something that all ex wives will gladly do I expect? I know mind are more than happy to do.
It should become mandatory for Feminized sissy cuckolds to attain the place where anal sissygasms are the only route to relief? that is unless there is also anal chastity to consider and then the only hope for the sissy cuckold is to beg the keyholder to allow unlocking for a *********** selfish bout of anal stimulation either by toys or from a male ass fucking your sissy cuckold pussy!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 491.
Lucy was a mature prostitute I served as a feminized sissy cuckold after my last cuckoldress wife dumped and divorced me and believe it or not she had never had one of our sort serving her before although she had done transvestites and one of her things was to watch gay sex.
To say Lucy liked sex would be a massive understatement and some of her sexual fantasies were so extreme they even shocked me.
Lucy was blond, fat and utterly sexy she looked like a cheap tart and with her Birmingham accent sounded like a street walker although she had never been on the batter on the streets always working from her home getting punters via the internet.
Lucy had lots of punters and quite a few were regulars that she did bareback so her need for a feminized sissy cuckold was all to real so every time I was with her between my work shifts there was always sloppy well fucked spunky pussy and anus to clean up and as I licked her holes clean she would tell me what her clients had done to her that day.
But with Lucy prostituting was not enough for her and she would take me to swingers clubs that she liked to go to and believe me all the men attending these clubs were in danger as soon as Lucy walked in! the craziest night was the evening Lucy did twenty nine guys and between each of them Lucy had me licking her clean and sucking clean the guys that had just fucked her it was amazing utterly humiliating and I was in a sissy cuckold frenzy as Lucy did not allow me any relief what so ever.
Lucy took care of that a few days later with me on my stocking clad hands and knees getting fucked by a punter or hers that fancies having a go with a transvestite and as he fucked me Lucy gently wanked my little penis off and I came uncontrollably thanking her as my cuckoldress!

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SISSY CUCKOLD HISTORY 492.
I do not think that many people fully understand just how submissive us Feminized Sissy Cuckolds are!
Only other feminized sissy cuckolds and Cuckoldresses truly appreciate that to get the worship and proper service from a sissy cuckold you must take it and make it live in the sewer of perversion and obedience!
One thing for sure is that all Cuckoldress wives find that the worse they treat their sissy cuckold the more attentive, loving and adoration filled it becomes.
I know each of us are individuals but if you are anything like me you'll know when you are living in the pure blissful sissy cuckold sludge of heaven when you stagger round all the time feeling woozy and sick with frustrated sexual need that's always denied but rubbed in your face.
Just the click of high heels coming to my ears makes me fall to my stocking clad knees, just as the sight of any woman in tights makes me shake uncontrollably? then there is the sight of women's toilets and how I yearn that these were all closed and us sissy cuckolds have to the female's toilets and toilet paper.
The raging wild urges are never ending as us feminized sissy cuckolds are so weak and pathetic we seem to be able to spin a sexual connotation to everything around us in this fucked up world!