How the hell did a loser like me get her

So I have been thinking a lot lately about who I am and how i am. Reflecting on key stories from my past. Thought I might share a couple. First, How I met my wife. I am often asked how the hell I got her to marry me.

WE met through mutual friends, and while I was clearly letting her know i was interested I was getting only the slightest interest. One long weekend I introduced her to my college roommate who was a good friend, and very handsome. I had told him I was interested in her romantically and told him to not make a move. He swore to me he would not, but Of course, he did and at a party I had to watch them on the couch together and ultimately disappear for the night. He told me that he had told her of my interest and she still pursued HIM and said i was not her type "for dating". I was of course very angry, but could not hold it against her, since we were not dating. I have not ever forgiven him though. They never saw each other again, though years later I found out they had talked quite often on the phone after that. Wife says they did discuss my hurt feelings, but did not feel bad about it (only been 27 years though)

Later that year we were going on a trip with a big group of friends to Jamaica. The night before I was staying at her apartment (on the couch of course) before we headed to the airport early the next morning. I tried to make an awkward pass at her, and she said she was not interested in me in that way. I begged her not to tell all our friends about it so it would not be awkward on the trip. She agreed, but by 6:30Am the next morning everyone knew about it before we even boarded the airplane. I was very embarrassed especially since another of our friends on the trip had been interested in her also and he now knew of my utter failure.

While in jamaica, of course she hooked up with that friend, and they were very affectionate, lots of PDA and after the first night, shared a bed for the next 2 weeks in Jamiaca. While in Jamiaca, we went on a fishing charter and my wife went topless. A couple guys said they would go to the other side of the boat to not look at her, but she said, "no its OK...you can all look.....EXCEPT Mike. He should not look". And they all helped police that I did not look for the entirety of that trip.

Later in the week when at a secluded beach we all went nude, again I was admonished not to look at her by her and everyone, and they also all joked about me having a small dick (i HAD just come out of the cold ocean) but to this day they all still joke about me being small.

On the way home THough, we had to grab some ***** at the airport due to flight delays, and while my wife slept on the airport floor, I worked with the gate agent to rearrange all the airplane seat to make sure my wife had a full row to herself to ***** in In first class - I used my flight status and flyer miles) A week or so later I convinced her to go on a date, and the rest is history .

Seems like my fate as a cuckold was sealed. She has always been the one in charge and dominant, though as far as I know she did not cuckold me for the next 15 years . Been married for 26 years. So it just goes to show you being nice can pay off ;)

So, she's been openly fucking other guys for at least 11 years. Your story is one of a typical cuck, totally accepting of what happens to him and totally non assertive. Like you yourself asked, "How the hell did a loser like you get her"?

Thanks for sharing the start of your relationship with your wife. What is your status with her now?

Happily married. Happily cuckolded. ;)
IN chastity full time. Wife lets me play online, and laughs about it cause "she has a real sex life" and I can jerk off in my cage as much as I like (not in her presence) I just cannot "cum like a man". (in her words)

I have not had sex or a BJ in over 5 years

servemywifehappily: would this be you by any chance? 😉

kind of ... This IS me. lol (notice hiding in the bathroom )

Does she have one regular Bull, or even a series of Bulls, or is she a free spirit, fucking who she wants, when she wants?

She does have a regular lover, but she also - of course - fucks whoever SHE wants. SHe is just not as crazy these days (we are in our 50's) and she does like the young men. Even on one vacation she gave a young man with a small penis the ride of his life, and made it clear to me that is was NOT that she would never fuck a small penis, JUST NOT MY SMALL PENIS

A very sensible woman!

as it is my birthday I thought I would share a story from a previous birthday. It was ******, but I think of it every year and it always makes me (more) horny.


ONe year shortly before my birthday my wife asked me what my fantasy would be, if I was a real man, how would I fuck her, how would she behave, how would she respond, etc...

We talked about it in detail, I would be very aggressive, she would beg for my cock. we talked about exactly what she would say, positions, etc. I was SOOOOO excited. clearly she was going to make my dream come true for my birth day.

However, on my birthday, she arrived with her lover, and they acted out MY Fantasy in front of me. after she told me that he gets to take her from me, and even gets my fantasies, cause I do not deserve them. I thanked her, went to basement to rattle my cage until i had a very quick ruined orgasm, and I could hear them laughing upstairs.

wife is thinking about using these and then having me carry my own key around my neck. To remind me that this is a choice I make, and is not F0rced upon me... and in hope people will ask me about it. and If she finds the seal broken she and I would have to talk about the future of our relationship

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Hi There, thanks for posting. Your life sounds very similar to mine, except Jasmine is not so cruel. She makes sure I get just as much out of her fucking around as she does. I dont wear Chasity devices and I'm still fucking her whenever I want, even although I may be the second or third cock in there amongst the mess of previous cocks. But I have to say I would not change a thing. I think I have the life and wife most men dream of. I'm also up for cleaning her after they have used her, and even at times cleaning them, if they are young and virile.

Life is exceedingly good do you not agree?

pops

yes sir

Still trying to keep in shape, so as to not embarrass my wife, and Last week at gym, I was of course in chastity (as I always am) but wife also had me insert my remote controlled butt plug, which she controlled from a nearby treadmill while I worked out on the rowing machine. I was SURE everyone could tell!

So today at the gym, as I was rushing to change back into my street clothes I got caught. Another man saw my cage and smirked and quickly looked away. I felt like a little bitch. then I saw hem spray himself with Axe body spray; so who is really the little bitch ..lol


also, Wife has new idea she let me know... she is having us join one of her boyfriend's gym. It is a real gym, for real weightlifters. in a pretty rough part of town. and I am under no circumstances to use any weights over 15 lbs when I work out. I am sure she will be relentlessly hit on while I look like a real wimp. (she still expects me to go to my other gym and really work out to stay in shape so as to not embarrass her.)

Also, she has said she might record a loop of audio humiliating me for my small locked penis that I am to listen to while I work out.

Not cuckold specifically, but just this AM I guess the woman in the center seat noticed my screen saver on my phone and told me to move and give her the aisle. I said "what" and she said "you heard me" ... I moved

After the flight she did not acknowledge me at all.

I called my wife to tell her and she laughed her fantastic ass off.

In past years my wife has taken a Date to the Masters on my pass, but I Went to the Master's yesterday with my wife. At one point she had me get down on all fours to be her chair. A couple of other girls said they "had to get one of those too" lol. (Just for loke 10 mins. ) it was a beautiful day at an amazing course