jewcuck
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I am a single, 45 year-old man, never married and I take the train from the suburbs to NYC every weekday. The train gets crowded and people always have to stand in the aisles. Since I get on at the first stop, I always get a seat and I always sit in the same three-seat row, taking the aisle seat. By the time we get to the next stop, there is always one seat open in the middle (next to me). About three weeks ago, an atttactive blonde (on the shorter side) got on the train and asked to sit in the middle seat. I got up and let her sit there. Since there was no seat for her man, he stood. At some point a few minutes later, I realized that, as a cuck, I should have gotten up and offered him my seat. It bothered me the whole trip. When we got to the city and about to get off the train, I quietly apologized for not letting her man sit next to her. I don't think she really understood, so she said "don't worry about it". I then said that next time I will. Again, don't think she really thought about it. The whole rest of the day, I was really angry with myself for blowing it. I should have gotten up and given him my seat. It stayed with me and I vowed, from that day on, to always get to the station early to ENSURE I got my seat, so that I could give it up to him next time. About a week later, the same situation presented itself and I got up and told him he could sit next to her. He asked if I was sure and I said yes and thanked me (I wish he hadn't). Out of the corner of my eye I saw a couple of the people that I make small talk with on the train platform, look at me totally bewildered that I got up and gave my seat away to a man. I didn't look back at them and stood for the entire trip. I was relieved that I was able to make amends for screwing up the first time. When we got to the city, I let them in front of me as they left the aisle. I could see the girl give her man what looked like a cross between a smile and a laugh to her man.
That right there was my reward. Fast forward to this morning, the same situation presented itself. She asked to sit in the middle seat and there was her man. She looked at him. I didn't get up out of embarrassment for those other people I mentioned seeing me do this for a second time. He did get a seat right behind us, but I still felt shitty. I feel like not letting him sit next to her this time negated me letting him sit there last time. I actually typed "I wanted to let him sit next to you" on my phone and left it visible to her for the whole second half of the trip, but she never looked over. So I am again kicking myself, but I also don't want the embarrassment that comes along with such a cuck move. What do I do the next time?? Please help.
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cuckold4one
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Why would you give up your seat to a guy who there's NO cuck/bull play with? It's one thing to offer a seat to a lady or elderly person, but to just give your seat to some dude you have no sexual ties to is just stupid.
Cuck who loves a creampie.
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jewcuck
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Many cucks, myself included, are taught to give up their seat to an alpha male who needs one, especially when they are with a woman. While not in the literal sense, it's a form of being cucked in public.
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kennyboy82
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I think you made a good decision in giving up your seat to him, you showed respect, even though there is no direct cuckold relationship. You crave the public sneering and humi1iation that such an action receives, and that is your reward. Just ensure you show him respect in future and surrender your seat to him should the opportunity present itself.
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