a true life story

The cuckolding thing with my second wife was a natural progression. My first wife cheated on me but it was only years after we had experimented with threesomes and I do remember one particular time when we had arranged one of my pals to come round and I ended up having to do some urgent paperwork for my work in my office, which was a converted bedroom.

I had left my wife and friend in the living room and they had shut the door. We had many threesomes prior to this, so I wasn't really expecting them to just chat but I remember hearing them talking away and then it went quiet. It wasn't long before I could hear my wife softly whimpering. By this time I had slowly made my way to the corridor and I was totally taken with the noises she was making. She never made these noises with me and I could tell she was being fucked hard.

By this time I had my cock out and was slowly wanking and I came so fast with one of the most intense orgasms I've ever had. I think it was then I realised, listening to her fuck my friend was more erotic than playing together as a threesome.

My bi side was not really evident then and I had no desire to suck my friend's or any other guys cock at that time but I did find myself increasingly finding ways of setting things up where my wife would be alone with one of my friends, in the hope she would fuck. Sometimes I would call after arranging for one of our friends to come round, to say I was working late and then get home to find her in bed asleep. I'd look for the evidence and I would sometimes find a used condom in the trash. I was fascinated by this, touching it, smelling the sperm inside it, knowing this had been on my friends cock and he had cum, whilst buried deep in my wife's pussy. I found this strongly arrousing, they were always hidden deep down and we never talked about it in the morning. She seemed to like the idea that I might not know she had fucked my friend and if I'm being honest, that was also the start of me loosing her.

When I met my second wife, I had decided not to mess things up this time and I went into the relationship with her only having the knowledge that my previous wife had cheated on me. She never knew of the threesomes and still doesn't to this day. Sex with her was very different, she was much more controlling and this just seemed to make me want her more and more. I'd always loved using my tounge on a woman but her pussy was much more responsive than my first wife's and I was now addicted to the taste of her juices, which flowed into my mouth.

Cuckolding was never discussed and I don't even believe she had heard the word before. I however have always been a porn addict and I was often on sites which featured cuckold relationships. I was a regular on one site in particular called yuvutu.com where I came across some postings from a guy who's name was yukonjack. He had posted a video he made of himself and his friend Nelson, both fucking his wife. This was amateur recording and very close up. He never showed faces but his wife had a great figure and her husband loved recording Nelson's cock moving in and out of his wife. Nelson never said a word and the wife would only gasp at what was happening to her but Yulonjack loved telling Nelson to fuck her hard and he seemed obsessed with watching the action close up. I remember jacking of to his first posting but he later posted a few more, I think there were about five potsing in total and what happened progressed to him guideing Nelson's cock into his wife, to actually sucking Nelson's cock when he pulled out. To this day, these videos are still some of the most exciting things I have seen but he later removed them from the site and I've never come across them again. I think it's fair to say my interest in sucking a man's cock after it had been inside my wife, had started at that point but I couldn't bring myself to ever tell my wife that. We talked about swinging a few times but never got the courage to try it. After we split, I did say to her in joking terms "If we had been swingers, we might have stayed together". She actually agreed with that but it was too late.

I often suggest on our phone calls, she just has to say the word and I'll be round to lick her pussy. I think that is one thing she misses from me and doesn't get from her existing boyfriend, or certainly not in the way I did it. The boyfriend has since moved in, so the likelyhood of anything ever happening again is probably gone but I still fantasise about her most nights and wank to the memories in my head of what we did. I miss it terribly, even though I now have a partner who loves me to bits. I find it difficult to get hard unless I think of my ex and as you now know, my bi side has surfaced.
Jim_3