My Introduction Story II

I so agree with HotSailor, it's inevitable that you experience all those mixed emotions, but more than anything else, you won't be able to stop the next time happening, or even want to stop it, or the next, or the next........you're addicted already!

I think you have made a very positive step. Slow, steady pressure. Don't try and push too hard just because you made some progress.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Thanks for the advice! I agree. Small steps and no need to push things just because I made some very small progress. Slow and steady.....

Update -

The other night we had sex and I was about to cum very early so I grabbed her vibrator and suggested she use it. She didn't hesitate and took the vibrator from me and used it on herself while I continued to fuck her. She quickly came and then it was my turn. She mentioned how lucky I was to fuck someone as hot as her and that every guy probably fantasizes about her. I moaned in agreement and quickly came, A LOT. She commented on how much it was...

Later that night, several hours after having sex, she sort of randomly stated that, "I swear every guy at the gym stares at me." I told her of course, because she is so hot.

She replied, "Especially this trainer, I swear I could make him jizz in his pants if I wanted to. He is always starring at me."

I acknowledged and tried the jealousy angle a bit by being hesitant in responding.

Nothing more. Found it interesting that out of the blue and long after I know the heat of the moment had passed she mentioned this trainer guy.

She definitely has the hots for him, she'll fuck him, and taunt you with the fact.

Baby steps lead to full grown cuck steps. Steady. You are doing very well.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Thanks!

Update -

I do think progress has been made. Last night while having sex, she stopped in the middle of it and told me I wasn't hard enough and she grabbed her vibrator to assist in getting her off. Once she was done I laid there jacking off and she told me again that I wasn't hard enough and that it was pathetic of me that she had to use her toy to help her orgasm. She then said in a serious tone, "I should find a guy with a bigger dick than yours who can hold me up against the wall and fuck me right. One who will last longer and is bigger than you."

It sounded very very real, she most certainly has never been that descriptive before either. She continued in a serious tone, "I should find a guy who can fuck me good." I moaned no to her statement (trying that jealousy thing) and she responded, "I think I should. It would be easy to find a guy."

I exploded after that. She has said some of those things before to tease me, but it was the way she said it this time that felt real, almost like she meant it. Previously she would have a tone in her voice that you could tell she was playing along and just sexually teasing me. But there was a different tone in her voice last night, one that almost made me feel like she really meant it. when she said, "I think I should." I honestly felt she was going to start telling me about a specific guy she wanted. It was an odd feeling, super hot, but again the realism of how she said what she said made me excited and shocked at the same time.

I think the long journey is about to reach a milestone.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Thank you the advice guys and for following.

Update -

The other day I had this super hot dream about her...I was undressing her as she was getting ready to have a hot sexual session with another girl..I couldn't quite tell who the other girl was, but I know it was a girl and in my dream I was taking my wife's boots off and smelling them, she told me to go hump them and watch. Unfortunately, I woke up shortly after those commands.

Anyways, I sent her a text telling her that I had a really hot dream about her and she got excited and said something like I don't think naughty about her anymore...I then told her what the dream was about and she responded with, "hahahah....that's kinda hot!"

I was excited, I felt like this gave me a little bit of a direction, but also was a bit uncertain what she found hot. Was she finding that her playing with another female was hot? Me watching hot? I didn't know and instead of pushing the subject or digging more into it I somewhat left it alone. I figured, i'd rather be left guessing to myself all the possibilities of what that meant instead of asking and exploring it more only to realize it wouldn't happen.

So as the day went on I was getting occasional erections thinking about the possibilities and the thousand different paths that statement could go. I got home that night and we immediately had sex. When the goal was to pleasure her I took control and he orgasmed very loudly. There was no doubt she enjoyed it.....Then it was my turn...

I was getting ready to pull out and just jack myself off, but she pulled me back in and said, "no you fuck me." and I didn't argue I continued to thrust myself into her trying to hold back from cumming immediately to try and get some dirty talk out of her. My patience paid off....She told me how lucky I was to fuck someone as hot as her, saying the same stuff she usually says to tease me with D/s situation. But then she added a few things on her own that I found extremely hot and it sent me over the edge.

As im doing my best to hold everything in she starts telling me, "Imagine another guy fucking me with his giant dick and you're just watching in the corner." Hearing this I moaned loud and my eyes fluttered, I know she could tell I was enjoying it, so she continued by saying, "You're pathetic." and continued some more by saying she could get any guy to fuck her...At this point I couldn't hold it anymore and moaned to her, "I want to see you fuck...." and I about ******. I unloaded a huge load inside her, there was no mistake on how much I enjoyed what she was telling me.

She laid there for awhile completely exhausted and satisfied. All she said was, "That was really good." and that was that for the rest of the night.

So today im on my way home and I get a text from her asking when I will be home and she says, "Last night was really fun."

I was thinking to myself "YES!!! Maybe she thought her verbal teasing and the subject of what she was telling me and seeing me get so excited made it fun" So I asked what she liked about it, unfortunately I didn't get the response I was hoping for. She said, "I liked how you took control."

Bummer. Probably the complete opposite of what I wanted to hear or intended. I was really hoping she would have said something about it was hot to see me get so excited with what she was telling me.

She's using you to get off. Give it time, slow and steady, she'll end up full of some lucky guy's cock, you'll get what you've been waiting for, so will she!

You are going to have highs and lows. Once again, stay steady.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Hold on a second. Let's review what's going on here....

....also, been following this thread since it's original one. Mule, you're an internet star....

...we shouldn't keep jumping to end game and we should also recognize what's been getting her going. Just because you're accepting of her half hearted role playing doesn't necessarily mean you're "meeting her in the middle" on this. She's giving what she's comfortable with, but it's not a driving power for her at the moment. You should definitely recognize what she's liking, take a breathe and re-evaluate what that could mean for you and her. What I'm speaking too is:

A) she likes it when your jealous

B) she likes it when you take control (or lose control ;) )

Could the concept of you being a jealous partner who has to punish her by having his way with her be a piece to this puzzle for you? Does the idea of her giving you something to be jealous about and you fucking her brains out for it to "reclaim her" appeal to you? It sounds like it might be something that would be tantalizing for her. Did she spend too much time chatting with the trainer at the gym? Was she being flirtatious in an email or a text to a friend of hers? Grab her by the ass and don't let go until she's been reminded just how much she's yours. Speak to her dirty and get at her like an natural for it.

I have a feeling she's going to be very responsive to this and it would be a nice shift in that it would be a bit of payback for all the indulgences she's given in being dominant. It would still be feeding the topic too and could even be a bridge way into light play and stroke a deeper fire for her.

Thank you all for the advice and ideas! We had sex the night after I posted our last time when she brought up the dirty talk of me watching her...and although I held out for as long as I could for more dirty talk it turned into a vanilla session. Nothing else has come up, I haven't pushed the topic nor has she.

aposable, I really like your ideas. I could definitely start off that way and blend it with the ideas HotSailor has given, after she gets comfortable with me getting jealous and in control, I start to put in the role play that I am someone else.

Also, to answer your questions about if she has ever talked to the trainer, I don't think she has, or if she has she hasn't told me...Sounds more like she notices him checking her out all the time and just knows what her looks are capable of. Also, don't think shes been texting any "friends" she doesn't have any friends of the opposite sex and from time to time I check her phone (hoping to see a male text or message) but the search always comes up empty.

One idea I've had for when I do take control, is for her to give me a BJ while I look at captions on here. I've longed fantasized about giving her oral as she checks out cuckoldplace, but maybe roles need to be reversed and one night I take control and sit down and look at captions. Like I've mentioned before, i'm becoming more comfortable and relaxed about the topic with her and since I feel she is too (Since she did surf here one night on her own) and she knows I come here, ive thought about leaving the site open when I leave. Knowing she will see it and maybe she will search on her own, but at the very least she knows I was looking at things.

I think you should spank her for letting the trainer look. I know when I get a spanking for a transgression, I tend to do something worse to get another one.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Good idea. I think next time she mentions anything regarding other guys looking at her I will express more jealousy. You guys are right, showing jealousy I think does more good than trying to show you're ok with it.

Be jealous and "make her yours again" (spank her, fuck her aggressively, be commanding). I've found woman love this.

Update -

Last night I was tired and not in the mood, but she was. As I laid in bed, she teased me that she was going to use her vibrator and use it right next to me, since I couldn't take care of her needs and satisfy her. Well, this immediately got me in the mood and awake enough to do her. But she still used her toy, she got her vibrator our and started using it as I slipped inside her. I didn't say much as I could tell she was enjoying her vibrator and the assistance of my hard cock. She was extremely wet and came very easily. It made me wonder just exactly what she was thinking? Or WHO she may have been thinking about?

As it was my turn she laid there and told me I was pathetic and couldn't treat her right and that is why she had to use a toy, I moaned and she continued to tease me by telling me she could get any guy she wants and it would be so easy to pick a guy with a bigger dick up who could pleasure her better than I could. I moaned "no" before I was on the verge of exploding, I told her I was going to cum and she said, "good baby, you could only watch as he fucked me."

I moaned louder and within my moan told her that I would love to see her fuck someone and immediately shot a load. Once again there would be no mistake as to how hot I found that idea....

VERY shortly after we got done I started watching TV and an actor that she has expressed is hot in the past came on and she said, "OMG He's so hot, I want to fuck him." I was shocked as she said this very shortly after she had just orgasmed. Usually when she is done she isn't in the mood anymore or really wanting to stay on topic.

My plan here is to find out if she will admit to me what she was thinking about when she used her toy, because I could tell she was really enjoying it and I by no means was doing a great job. I was tired and really was just there for an accessory toy. My guess is even if she was thinking of someone else she wont admit it. But I do plan on asking the question what or who was behind the intense orgasm.

Update -

HotSailor, unfortunately no she never did tell me.

I've been extremely busy lately and haven't had much time with the wife, meaning we haven't had much sex recently. She has been pouting when I do see her that I don't appreciate her hotness. Even though I clearly clearly do, she will still say it when we see each other. It's hot because to me it feels like a tease. She starts bragging about herself and how hot she is and it just turns me on.

Anyways, since we haven't had time for sex she has become pretty horny, so I thought today I would capitalize on that and see if she was willing to be a little naughty. I asked her if she wanted to do something naughty and she asked what.

I told her that she should dress up in a sexy outfit of her choice, take a picture of her in the outfit and send it to me (while im not home) and then use a toy while in the outfit to orgasm, when she is done she puts the clothes in the spare room where I can play with the outfit, by smelling and licking it and look at the photos when I get home from work. She to my surprise agreed to doing this, but my worry was she wasn't going to follow through, as sometimes she agrees to these things but never ends up doing it.

But today was different. I got a chance to check my phone and I got a text that said when you come home the pictures are on my phone. (so the pics were on her phone) I never raced home so fast...Once I got home I immediately grabbed her phone and started searching her photos.

I found several pictures of her wearing a white corset looking top, white lace underwear, with white fishnet stockings attached my ribbons. And then black patent leather high heels. I immediately got a hard on and rushed to the extra room to see if the outfit was there for me. And indeed it was. Laid out waiting for me to enjoy..

So I plan on enjoying the scent of every inch of the outfit imagining that it was the outfit she wore while enjoying a bull.

You are progressing very well. I am happy for you as you seem to be moving toward your goal.

It's shouldn't be too much longer until your wife's pussy has a nice dessert for you.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

Thanks Donna. We will see. Sometimes I feel progress is being made, sometimes I feel like its another step back.

Update -

Today I randomly told her we had to go to a certain town because they had several adult shops. I really wasn't expecting it to go anywhere, I just happened to be in that town and came across two adult stores that looked like they had some interesting things inside. So I texted her and told her we should come here again and shop.

To my surprise she seemed to get a little excited. Texted back that she wanted new toys. I asked what and she told me her vibrator was getting old.

I was excited to hear that. I was also hoping she would ask me what I saw or was in the store and I would have told her I saw a bodysuit latex outfit and maybe a fetish latex mask. Just to see what her response would be. The store didn't have that, BUT if she showed interest in it I would find some place that did!

I got home and she was wearing very tight short spanky pants and although she looked super hot and her legs looked stunning I didn't say anything and she soon asked me about them and when I told her I liked them and thought she was hot she again said I didn't appreciate her hotness.

You response:

We need to find you a big cock that is capable of showing just how hot you are. Your sweet butt is truly big cock worthy.
Loving Wife, Mother, and Bryan's Slut

How's it going, Mule?

Also, had another question for you: what type of man do you want to see your wife with?