What i've (ex cuckold) become. ANYONE ELSE LIKE ME?

so was a cuckold (to two diff women in my life actually) and always would (sometimes made to) jack off at the adult theaters or porn booths. specifically in the last relationship while my ex was out flirting/takeing and possibly hooking up. she loved the offense of me while there, and loved me also NOT cumming but just edging for hours. all the while getting watched by other guys and basically objectified.

if you're like me you get submissive a bit when on edge and jacking (to hot girls and sex you ARENT getting).
so a lot of the times I've been at these places older guys have watched, got close, sometimes pulled down my pants to see better, slapped my cock on occasion, groped me, pulled up my shirt and tugged on my nipples. all things I can't stop them from doing cause I know thats my place. there jacking and edging to hot girls ill never fuck while they HAVE the thing they want..and wimpy good looking str8 guy thats shoots a lot right there..submissive in a theater or booth with glory holes.

so today I'm going back to the adult theater (for a LONG time) and edging while older guys come and go and check me out and maybe grope me as I push them away, but knowing thats all I have. thats my sex

while thinking of my ex's all have actual amazing sex and me there shooting another load on the ground of a porn theater or booth.

anyone like me? IM on yahoo othermike00 or message me here /post