A Womans thoughts on cuckolding

Hi guys,

My husband and I have loved this lifestyle for a while now. Its something we both fantasised about and its our biggest turn on.
He wants me to write something on here which really describes what I want, what I've done and what I fantasise about, so he can really get in my mind, and I suppose it would be amazing for him to see how I really feel inside.

Well I'm not sure how other women on here feel but these are my thoughts:-

There is nothing more exciting than cheating, it is the ultimate in taboos for me. I get a rush when I meet a new man and know I'm gonna have his big cock inside me. I love telling them I'm married, it just gets them going more.
My favourite time to fuck men is when my husband is out. He loves this too. I have brought quite a few guys back to our home and literally been fucked in every room, even the garden.

Occasionally I have had unprotected sex, this is a bit risky but I get caught up in the moment and my husband lies to see it too. The first time was with quite a sexy younger muscular guy who came over several times while he was back from the army. Once we'd done it once I wanted it like that every time! That was a HUGE turn on!! That was also what first got my husband into 'cleaning me up'. He'd always do it once my lover had left and then I'd kiss him after, just perfect!

I suppose my best moment would be a 3some with 2 men from my office. They are both married and have (apparantly) never told anyone else as they obviously don't want to get into trouble!!
A few of us had gone away overnight on a training course and we'd ended takein in the hotel bar. Then it was just the 3 of us and the bar was closing so we went up to one of thier rooms to take more wine. I was in the ensuite toilet with the door closed having a wee and I heard them both talking about how sexy I was and they joked about which end of me they would fuck (thier takesen whispers were very loud!) before i knew it i was touching my clit and imagining what they said. Then I felt so brave, I took off my skirt and unbuttoned my top to show them my cleavage (36G) and walked out in my heels.
The room was so quiet and for a split second I though Id made a mistake, but then one of my colleagues grabbed my bum and brought me in for a deep kiss.
I was guided to sit on the end of the bed and the suddenly had 2 good sized cocks right in front of me! I was like a woman possessed, sucking, licking, rubbing them over my face and spitting on them! Was so dirty!
After about an hour of sucking and even slapping me about, I was then subjected to such a hard fuck from both of them, I havnt been pounded like that before or since. I was so wet! They both took thier turns with me while the other watched and both takesenly came all over my tits. One of them left at that point but that was good cos now I was left with the young married trainee and I was still feeling hungry!
He started rubbing all that cum into my boobs as I wanked his wet cock back to life, then he became more aroused and started licking both thier cum off my tits, this got me soaking again! I pushed him onto his back and sat on his now throbbing cock, I fucked him hard while my cummy tits slapped him in the face and I ordered him to fill me up. He came hard again and I screamed as I orgasmed violently.
We never spoke about that night again, but my husband LOVES me telling him this story!

That just leaves my fantasy, what I would like to happen.
My BIGGEST fantasy is to have several (4 or more) big black men all to myself. and I want to be fucked by them for a whole weekend! Preferably in a swimming pool/jacuzzi setting! Then I'd be a spoilt girl!

Let me know your thoughts and fantasys, I'd love to know what other women think too.

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Thank you for sharing this. While this site is filled with wanna-be's, fakers, lurkers, do-er's....some good some bad...its always nice to hear from one of the ladies. I think there is a place for most on this forum, but always a special place for you ladies...because without you...this place could not exist.

Thanks again.

Allen
Thank you Allen, well I think we're all equally important! x

Thanks for sharing that with us. I agree with Allen, it's always welcome to get a feminine perspective on these things. I do get a few replies from women to things I've posted here - it always amazes me how similar our thoughts and desires seem to be, yet how differently we express them.
Thanks again.

Thanks Kerry for sharing your thoughts with us. I agree with Allen and strormydog completely in that getting inside the sexual mind of a woman is really the root of what cuckolding is about. I, for one, wish there were more real women who felt comfortable posting their thoughts and desires. Which brings me to my question. As a woman who I assume knows and has known other women, do you think that out of the percentage of women who cheat at some point during the course of their marriage (some studies have put the figure as high as 50 percent) many of these women would be open to a marriage such as yours for sexual gratification were it not for fear of society's negative attitude towards them? Generally speaking, I believe women are programmed to be secretive about their sexuality from birth. In my experience, women tend to lie about the number of partners they have had, the sexual acts they've performed etc out of fear of being labeled a whore. Never exaggeration...always minimalization. In my opinion, because girls are often brought up believing in the "one woman one man for life fairytale", the onset of sexual desires later in life to have new partners while married leaves them deeply conflicted. Given the option, do you believe many of these adulterous women would openly take lovers outside of their marriage (meaning the husband is aware) or is the guilt of thinking of themselves as "sluts" or not "good girls" really what drives their secrecy? Do you think keeping affairs secret is a crucial component for most wayward women? If so, is it because it makes it easier for them to lie to themselves and rationalize what they are doing? I suspect it is. What do you think?

Having said all that, i realize that not all the women that have affairs do so for sexual reamisters and also there are some enlightened women such as yourself who are completely free and at peace with who they are and their sexuality. Also, fear of discovery by her spouse is another reamister as i don't believe most adulterous women have entertained the thought that their husband might be into it. Quite the opposite. Can a woman programmed to believe in monogamy as the only respectable "image" of herself be "deprogrammed"? Notice I say image as their are obviously a lot of ladies out there fucking around. Thanks again and bravo to you and your husband...I am envious.

Kerry:

What a great story!!

You sound like an exciting woman and your hubby is one very lucky cucky.
Cuck who loves a creampie.