a wannabe's honest account

Hi,
I've been on this site for a while, and I'm very interested in this lifestyle. I'm a cuckold wannabe. My sex life has recently tanked, now that I have a kid, and a wife who's always tired. I had a good run. We fucked like rabbits in the beginning. I was good, gave her multiple orgasms. She told me I was the biggest of all of her boyfriends. I measured myself at about 7 1/4 inches (I cheated). I was feeling great, I passed up sex a lot. I had the upper hand. However, it cooled off after about 4 years. It became a little routine. Then, the power slowly shifted towards her. She wasn't in the mood, yatta yatta yatta, you know the story.
I told my wife about the cuckold fantasy about five years ago. At first, she liked the new spark in the sex life, she got to fantasize freely and try a little dirty talk for once.
We watched movies, tried a few toys - mostly dildos and vibrators. She hated the huge ones, but she was fond of the one 7 1/2 inch silicone one. I was pretty happy about watching that one go in and out. I became more obsessed with trying to shove things in her pussy. I loved the feeling of a worn in hole after she was finished with the toy. She always hopped back on mine to complete the orgasm. She also started being honest with me, like how she had another boyfriend who was bigger, and that she knows I'm not over 7 inches. I took a loss the night I challenged her on that. We looked up the proper way to measure, and I came in averaging around 6. One of the measurements was under 6. Shit, there goes my ego, but here came my hard-on. She didn't care, she claims size is only important if wasn't under 5 inches (which a few of her 4 other boyfriends had).
About two years ago, I was unable to give her consistent orgasms. She would have to masterbate in the shower first, then hop on my dick for the finish. As she lost interest in sex, she tried to counter it with always making sure my needs are met. So, since then I've been having pity sex. She just lets me fuck her. Sometimes she plays solitaire, sometimes she talks about her ex-boyfriends to turn me on. Now that we are in our 30s, I've noticed that her vagina feels much looser and wet. It feels fantastic to me, but she doesn't feel me as much. While this turns me on, I still do want her to be satisfied. I've told her that she could fuck somebody if she wants to. It's not something she wants to do. She just wants to relax all the time. So now, I go downstairs and beat off any chance I can get. That's my honest story, it's not super adventurous but it's nice to get of my chest.

Thanks for the honest account. When my wife Cassie and I decided to put our toes in the cuckold waters, we took the advice of an online friend, who suggested we take baby steps. So one night we got someone to watch our kid; she got dressed up, did her hair real pretty, and we went out to a bar with the idea that she was scouting out guys to fuck. It was all just fantasy, but it was also very real.

When guys checked her out, instead of ignoring them as usual, she gave them second glances. I saw her make eye contact with other men in "that" way on a few occasions that night, giving me my first taste of real-time humilation involving another man. It was indeed debasing to sit there while she checked out other guys, wondering what they must think of me; was it that obvious that I wasn't satisfying her sexually?

It was pretty intense. And after several years of Cassie being faithful and not putting out "the vibe" in social situations, she broke through a barrier the night we went to the bar. She was looking around the room to see if anyone was interested. And they were.

The next thing I knew, I was on my knees at the foot of a hotel room bed, watching my beloved wife get the cuckolds brownie fucked out of her by an old college friend. Ain't life grand?

Thanks again for sharing your experiences. Perhaps your wife will want to take another baby step. Whatever makes you both happy.

c.w.

thanks, not sure if that's ever gonna happen. She pretty dead set against fucking other men (chicken cuckolds brownie ). But I think there's something to be said about that. Deep down, I want her to get fucked hard and long to the point where she cums without worrying about anything in life. She's so stressed about little things like a clean house, school work, if the baby's eating the right cuckolds brownie, I think she could use a nice solid fucking to calm her down. I can't right now, I'm so psyched that I'm finally getting laid that I cum in minutes. I've offered to chow down on that box for hours, but she worries about how she looks down there. She thinks she's gross, I think she's a fucking goddess. Fuck. I need to get laid.