She Feeds Me

I have been in a realtionship with this amazing woman for 4 years. She is married and so am I. We have been friends for years. We even work together. There is so much I could say about her and how we have become the amazing us that we are. I know that you will find this hard to believe, I do. We have engaged in over 4,000 sex acts in the last four years. We have sexual intercourse on average of 30 times a month and I get blowjobs at least twice a day. I know this sounds unreal but I keep an excel spreasheet that keeps track of our sexual activity by day. I also keep up with how and when her husband gets it and also how often she uses the toys I keep on hand for her. It is always so painful for me when she allows her husband to use her body. We have a spy camera in her bedroom so that I get to watch him fuck her when it happens. I also have a phone bug so that I can call in and listen to him rattle the bed springs with her. It drives me wild. She keeps a little pill bottle by her bed so that she can collect his cum and bring it to me. Somnetimes she pours it into my mouth. Sometimes I pour it between her legs or the cheecks of her ass and lick it out. One morning she brought some and we used a plastic seringe to squirt his cum deep into my urrethra. Then she took scotch tape and taped my penis shut so his cum would stay in me. This only scratches the surface. I just had to tell someone.

Wow, interesting, please continue. This is definitely not the usual story.

Yes. Please continue with your description of your activities

We had been aquaintances for a number of years and as fate woulf have it we found ourselves working at the same place. One day, there she was! I looked at here and we locked eyes, looking deep into each other's soul and we were never the same. We began to text continually. As we communicated the probing concerning sex did not take long. We began to talk when we had the opportunity to be alone. One day she told that I would not accept her if I new what she had done. I convinced her otherwise and she shared a deep dark secret with me. About a 10 on the taboo scale. It made my dick hard. I say all that to say this......complete disclosure. I had never inagined anyone in my life that I could tell my deepest darkets secrets to. It was amazing, she opened the door to the greatest level of permisteral trust and intimacy that could be known. Amazing. She told me that I could do ANYTHING to her body that I wanted. She reminds me to this day of my reply; "Be careful what you say for there are no boundaries to anything."

Our first sex act came one day at work when we were alone, she pushed her body into mine looking into my eyes and asked me so humbly; "Can I?" I knew what she meant. She slowly dropped to her knees unzipping my pants and began to nurture my hard dick so carefully, so softly. I came in someone's mouth for the first time in my life. Oh wow, and now she sucks me at least twice per day. One day at work I went to the bathroom and ejaculated in a spoon. I walked by her desk and you know what she did. She smiled and placed the spoon in her mouth enjoying every drop of cum I had presented to her. She loves it!

As time progressed I began to have the strangest feelings when she would fuck her husband. It drove me crazy, it would break my heart yet I would love the way it made me feel! He would fuck her a lot of times in the morning. She would text me and tell me all about it while she was getting ready to come to work. Paying close attention I learned that she always wore a tampon after he fucked her to soak up his cum. She did not want it in her. About 9:00 on those mornings she would go to the bathroom and dispose of the cum soaked tampon. One day I went in after she was finished and saw the paper towel in the trash can. I knew what was in it.....I picked it up and carefully unwrapped it......smelling it.....oh yes....I could smell his cum striaght from her pussy. I had to do it I just had to. I placed it in my mouth and began to suck it. I was sucking the cum soaked tampon. I could tast it smell it and I wanted it. I hated it but I wanted it. It was like healing to me. I told her what I was doing and as time progressed she would make sure that she would get all of his cum that could onto the tampon, knowing that I would be searcing for it in the bathroom trash can.

I have to go now but if you are interested I will continue maybe later in the day or in the morning. Thanks to you two so much for you interest. I want to tell you more but only if you are intested. Thanks!

What was the deep secret that rated a 10 on the taboo scale? Please tell more, and thanks for posting,

I feel that I should apologize for my reference to the taboo meter. I could be construed as being judgmental. I in no way intended that for I love freedom and diversity. What is taboo to one may be the norm to another. I only meant to refer to what might be considered such by many subsets of our current world culture and such respective societal expectations and restrictions.

What I referred to in my post as taboo is something that I have no problem with. The fact that she was a party to it only makes me love her, want her more. It set the stage for complete openness and that is an amazing experience in itself. I have learned that intimacy requires a great deal of trust. Trust in not only sharing something to be kept private but more importantly, much more importantly, is the trust that you will be loved and respected and recieved no matter what you lay on the table of disclosure about yourself. Even desired, longed for, lusted for in it! We have that, thanks to her. She has shared things with me that she has done that some people would shun her for. I have shared things with her about myself that people who say they love me would be disgusted in. Oh the wonder of having someone, someone who goes so far beyond acceptance at whatever you may feel, need, or be. I have found that in her and she in me. Our Journey has begun, the realization of us is underway!

My new friend popeye1, dare you guess what the deep secret might have been? Would you share with me. As Hannibel Lector told Agent Clarice Starling in Silence Of The Lambs; "quid pro qou?"

I shared with her early on my desires to see her fuck other men. I have always had such feelings but the closer we got emotionally the more those feelings filled me. I could not relax at night thinking of her being in her bed, her husband fucking her. Many of you reading here know how that feels. It is so hard describe but so so ohhhhh! As I said in my orignal post we put a cover spy camera in her bedroom so I could watch and then there was the phone. There is amazing technology out there folks. I could call her phone anytime and she would not know it. I could listen to everthing that was going on within speaker range of where her phone was sitting. She always leaves it on the headboard! I called one night and I will never forget that sound. The bed springs, the head board, the grunts, his deep moans as he emptied into her. It sounded like he was tearing the house down. I lay in my bed, unable to breath, squeezing my testicles and convulsing! You know the feeling, I loved it and still do!

She has stopped having sex with him now. Just cut him off. Cold winky, I mean cold turkey. No ryme, no reamister no pussy. She would fuck him if I asked her to but I won't. There has been so much between then and now so I am going to fast forward a bit........................

These days she is having regular "Text Sex" with a couple of guys. She has fucked one of them once. They send her pictures of their hard dicks and beg for her pussy as they masturbate. My spy phone allows me to see all of the correspondence. When I come in she runs to me so happy to share and show me what she has done. The other day we were looking at some pictures one of the guys had sent her and I watched her looking at his dick. She was so intent, "look at it she said, it is so hard....look at the veins in it, straining...purple...the head looks like it is going to explode." I did not say anything but I noticed the way she was coveting that cock with her eyes. It is the one she has had in her mouth, in her pussy. She wants it again I know. I can not wait to see!

She also has me training right now. Anal training. She has me "workout" every night and in the morning when we see each other she has me strip, bend over and spread them so she can evaluate my progress with her digital exams. I love her examinations, they often last 30 minutes. She wants to be thorough if you know what I mean. She says that I am makeing great progress. She tells me of the things that she has in mind for me, the things that she wants to see, the things that excite her. I practice hard so hard every night, sometimes twice a day so that I can be ready for her, to fulfill her desires! She is so good to me, I do not want to let her down!

Last night she texted me, wanted to know if I had been practicing. I told her yes and of course she wanted details so I told her that I had fucked myself with Old Yeller, a 8" standard hard plastic vibrator. It is about 4" in circumfrance. I told her how I wallowed it around in my hole, she likes that. After Old Yellow came the plug she has me use, it is approximately 6" in circumfernece in its thickest part. Oh when it pops in it takes my breath away. Anyway she was pleased with my report.

I had mentioned she has been sexting with a couple of guys. One of them has been begging to fuck her. He sent her a picture of his cock the other day, 9" long and thick! He masturbated for her. She told me last night that she was going to reward him by letting him finger her pussy. She asked me to confirm that he deserved a reward becuase he had sent the picture of his cock. I agreed.

She told me she wished she could fuck him in my bed. Wow! As fate would have it I am going to be out of town this Thursday night and Friday morning. She had told me that if she ever allows him to deposit his cum in her pussy that I would be required to clean it up. She asked me if I wanted that, she made me say yes. Plans are for her to have him come to my house Friday morning after I am back, him not knowing I am back, and she is going to fuck him in my bed. We will have the cameras set up so I can see the replay. I will also be made to listen from an open phone line while she takes the biggest cock she has ever had. After he is done I will be summonsed in from my hiding place for celeanup.

The last two things she texted me last night in parting; "I have to give my baby what he needs." and then; "Sweet dreams." I did not dream becasue I could not relax!

They texted all day. He sent her a picture of his dick again. She showed it to me and it is huge. She said it was pretty. She gazed at it smiling. They continued to text sex. He asked what she would want if they got together. She said she wanted to hold his big beautiful dick, feeling the skin move up and down on it , suck the head. Then lay back on her couch and watch him slowly push that big dick deep inside of her then fuck her hard. He got so horny he begged her to call so she did and talked to him while he beat his .meat and came on the floor. She told me it made her so wet and horny
It looks like they are planing a fuck meet friday morning. She is so excited. She has never touched a dick so big. She cant wait to get her hands and mouth on it and feel him fuck her as he can!

Last Wednesday she was so excited about getting to fuck him. We texted that night, when I asked her what she was doing she told me that she was lieing in her bed thinking of fucking him. She was masturbating with her hairspray bottle. She had gone to the store on her way home and purchased new razor blades and bath oils. She told me she was going to make sure that hers was the softest sweetest smoothest pussy he had ever touched! She was running scenario after scenario through her mind about Friday morning. She told me that she wanted it to be wild and hot for him! She wanted to make sure that it was something he would never forget. She was dripping wet with anticipation.

We met the next moring and she walked me through what she had planned for him. She touched me sucked me and fucked me just as she planned to do him. She called me by his name and begged for his big hard cock. It was a unique experience to say the least.

Later that morning she texted me and said, well it is off. He had gotten nervous and was going to back out. I could tell that she was hurt so I stepped out and called her to talk to her. She was upset and I felt so bad for her. I went to see her at lunch, we were alone in her office. She fell into my arms and wept. It was amazing, my love and desire in my arms sobbing. She came to me with her pain, wanting that big cock so bad and not getting it as she had planned. She wanted him to fuck her but it did not happen, she was hurt and she came to me. How amazing the intimacy the trust when the woman you love can come to you and cry when she did not get the dick she was so hungry for! I am a fortunate man!

He started texting her again yesterday. She has kept the tone of the conversation with him very nuetral to this point. He is telling her that he is sorry. I know that he is trying to work his way back into another shot at her sweet pussy. I honestly don't know what she will do. It will hurt if she does, knowing that he could make her cry like that and that she might spead her legs for him yet. If she does I just imagine that it will be to experience the huge cock hanging between his legs.

She still has me in training every night. I have stepped up to a nine inch dick shaped dildo. It is 6" around and I am able to handle that now. She has me fucking that every night now. It is amazing what a little practice will accomplish. I never dreamed I would be able to take that thing, and now....no problem.