I finally told my wife about my desire

HI
My name is Sebastien , I'm 32 years old I am living in Montreal. I discovered myself 13 years ago when I was 19 but I will get back to this part in a few.

I'm a Director in a huge company and I'm really successful in my job and respected. I really like the beauty of a woman and I love watching them with their sexy clothes and heels giving their body the perfect weapon to attrack men. In my life, I've been with a lot of woman and a lot means a lot. Being excited at the beginning like any men to discover their body and how they were in bed ... trying to get to know what they like and how open minded or honest they could be . But most of the time after only 1 fuck with one of them I was getting bored without really knowing why !! I was dumping them looking for something new over and over.

I'm so attracted to women that I cannot stop thinking about them being fucked. I love looking at them getting pound hard like real slut. Don't get me wrong !!! for me a real slut is an achievement in a woman life and it's not all of them who can reach this point. Over the last few years my life I've learned a few things about these beautiful creature who control this world without knowing it. When a woman is about to get fuck or about to have some pleasure many times they start thinking about stuff related to their self estime or body like : Am I good enough for him , I hope he like how I look if they are good enough for the guy they are about to have intercourse with. Most of them are afraid and not brave enough to let it go and really enjoy the moment.

Sex in 2011 should be something we enjoy the way we like it without taboo or being shy of what the others can say or think about us.

I'm one of the luckiest guy on earth since 3 years or so because I finally open up to my wife about my desire and how I really want my sex life to be with her. I've been sharing my life with her for the last 12 years and we are about to get marry. I'm not someone who can open up easily and doing it was one of the hardest thing I ever did in my life. It's very difficult for me to express myself and event worst when the subject is HI Darling, did you have a nice day ? By the way I would really like to see you get fuck by a monster cock !!!!. You can image how hard it could be and I'm sure I'm not the only one in this position.

I have a really strong character and I am really something to live with, when I want somethings to be done my way it's my way or I do not want it. My wife is Supergirl when it comes to that because she is so in love with me that other than starting a stupid fight she is strong enough to let it go.

I know It's wrong and since the time I decide to open up to her by telling her that in reality she is the one who has all the power and control in our relation she just doesnt know about it. I want her to take control of me and my sex life so much that sometimes I get mad at her because I am not sexually satisfied. She is amazing in bed. For me she's the most beautiful woman I ever had. Blonde 5.8 , slim .. an ass to die for, perfect breast and so sweet that as far as I can go I cannot find anyone who did not lover her since I'm with her. Everyone I know find her attractive and very sexual. About me well... I'mtall, normal type of guy not fat not slim ... just normal compare to her. I have an average cock 7" maybe a little more and I consider myself good in bed and very open minded. I have a very strong confidence in myself and I am not afraid of anything in regard of women . I do watch a lot of porn and I'm the real voyeur type of guy. I can jerk myself 10 times in a row if I watch and read something about cuckolding but at this point I will not tell you more about the cuckolding part since it's happening later in my life.

It all started when I decided to open up to my wife . I used to watch movies where girls get bang by many men at the same time and I was really enjoying that... watching them get use like real whore, fucked in every holes at the same time. I was even more excited when I was able to see them really enjoy being use like that. I like movie where you can see that it's not just for the money. Anyways, after a while I was not able to get hard anymore watching this type of movies. This started to make me think something what was maybe wrong with me......


Going back to the day I opened up to my wife ... We were partying and having fun with friends and for the first time in my life I agreed to take a speed ... something happen to me when I took that thing and looking back now I can say that this damn thing changed my life for what I can called today the dream life..... About an hour or so later I was starting to really enjoy the night, I stopped thinking about work .. life problems.. and really enjoy being with my wife at the party. I was in my own world looking at her telling to myself how lucky I am to have a beautiful girl like that. Looking at her dancing with her perfect curve, attracting every men in the club without knowing. One thing I know for sure is that when I see her dance it's like she's leaving our world for her own and start glowing like an angel. The way she move when she dance it's so slutty and sexy I could watch her for hours..... I think that it's her own way of telling to herself how much she love me. Showing me how beautifull she is. The way she look at me when she dance is like telling me you will be the lucky one who can fuck me any way you want tonight ... my cock get's hard all the time when I watch her dance and when I looked around and see all of those men in the bar who would like one chance in their life to be with a girl like that I'm telling myself wow.

She is like every other woman really love compliments coming from good looking guy . At this specific moment I had one of the craziest taugh in my head ... I started to imagine or dream of her having sex in an hotel showing me how good she is in bed and how slutty and dirty she likes to be. I was shocked and started to have the biggest hard on I ever got when this taught got to the point where I was dreaming of her having sex with a huge black man with the perfect body and the biggest cock I ever saw. I was kind of locked to a chair not capable of doing anything. Listening to her and watching her having fun with this big men... was incredible. At some point I kind of came back from this dream and she was still next to me dancing and having fun with our friends. We talked for hours and hours about how we have met and how much we love each other. I told her how I truly loved her that night and that she was the one I would like to spend my life with. That night I was finally minded and ready to share with her what I really want in my sex life and how I wanted her to be with me. I was ready to tell her what was wrong with me . I will get back to that part after I tell you how I found who I really am and how it happen.

1 year before opening up to her. I was home playing with my computer, looking at some porn sites on the internet. At some point I felt on a tube site where I saw the word cuckolding on a video showing has a title. Not aware about the meaning of this word or what it could be I started to watch the video of this wife telling her husband how boring he is in bed and that she is not satisfied since a long time with his small cock and she is at the point in her life where she needs a real Big hard Cock from now on.... and he better get used to it. The way she was talking to her husband and enjoying the monster black cock that she was about to have pleasure with ..... bang.... I was hard in an instant and started to jerk myself in less than 1 minute I was ready to cum .... It was a shock for me and I told myself damn that was quick but I told myself I was probably to much exited since my last intercourse was couple days ago. I can tell you I was wrong, the same day I've been able to cum 10 times in less than 1 minute after jerking off looking at this type of videos. I wanted more and more videos or stories about cuckolding and I reached the point where I was hurting myself jerking off to much, but something inside me was telling me keep looking for more and more.... So I figure out after some reading and after few days that a cuckold was probably what I was or more the life style I was looking for.

Going back in my past I was trying to remember all the crazy things I did sex related and after a few taught I was hard again thinking about one of the girl I've been with when I was 19 years old. Her name was Julie I met her one night when I was partying with some friends and she started to talked to me and telling me how badly her pussy was wet since she saw me walk-in. She than asked me if I wanted to go to her place to have some fun.... I was way younger than her by at least 10 years and I was shocked and confused to be hit like that by a women older than me. We talked for a while .. laughed and I started to tell myself that she was one crazy fucking whore I can tell you..... Telling me in all the way possible you can imagine that I will have the time of my life and that I will ask for more and start to be addict to her. I told her that I never saw someone be so direct requesting something . She than asked me to follow her outside by grabbing my hand not leaving me any other choice. The bar was inside an hotel with a huge pool surrounded by vegetation . I was following her checking her ass from behind telling myself why not.. I have nothing to lose, why not take the opportunity and fuck her. I was kind of afraid and intimidated because of her age and worry in some way if I will be able to satisfy her. She pushed me where no one was able to see us and then without any hesitation and in no time my pants where opened and my cock was deep inside her mouth ... I can tell you it was one of the best blowjob I ever got. I was kind of nervous to get caught by security but after 2-3 minutes the only things I wanted was her mouth on my cock and her tongue playing with my cock. Her eyes never stopped looking at me and after few minutes she started to asked questions with a dirty smile on her face, if I was loving it, if I wanted to drop my load in her mouth and then go back to her place and fuck the little ass that I was watching before we got here. All this talking was making me so excited it was like I was a toy for her and the only thing I had to do is follow her..... I was ready to explode in her mouth and I told her that she was about to make me cum she then start saying nonstop give it to me sexy ... give it to me sexy... I want your big load in my mouth.... seconds later I was cuming in her mouth one of the biggest load I ever made ... still hard from this amazing blowjob. She took the time to clean my cock with her mouth and stood up to give me a huge kiss, the kind of kiss you do when you know you will not see someone for a long time. She then stopped and asked me if I like how I taste. It was something strange but it happen so quick that I was went with her craziness and said yes. We talked about many things for few minutes and went back to the bar. Every time I was looking at her... images of her sucking me were coming back in my head. I was starting to get hard again and I wanted more of her. Walking to her direction I stopped and then asked her if the offer to go back to her place was still good.

I am taking the time to talked and tell you more about this girl because she is the one who have made me do many crazy things regarding sex. She was unstoppable and always looking to have a cock between her legs. We did many 3 somes together. She made me watch her get fuck by other guys many times. She was calling me at work to tell me that a huge black cock was sliding inside her and that she was enjoying it, telling me to bad you are not home to see that. Unlike the other women I've been with she was unpredictable and I was getting hard jut listening to her telling me in details what she was doing when I was at work and how sad it was that I have to work . I knew she was getting fucked a lot and a many different men when I was not around and somehow I was loving it without really knowing why at the time. She is the one who make me sucked my first cock it started has an accident and I she got my ass fucked by 3 of her friends. One day I was coming back from work after a huge week and I was tired and exhausted but very happy that the week-end was finally there. When I got to our place something was wrong ... many cars where in the parking lot and none of them that I knew about. I walked-in slowly not sure what was going on and here was my first live gang bang. She was on her 4 getting pound by 1 guy... sucking another one and I was without a word. Not knowing what to say or do I was standing there watching her cumming all over asking for more and more... She then look at me and said hello sweetie your back I'm happy to see you. She stood up and then walked right over me and kiss me with her tongue in front of these 3 guys. She said tonight you are mine and I will make you do things that you cannot event imagine. They all look at me waiting for me to say something but nothing came out of my mouth ... she grabbed my hand and started to present me her close friends. She then told me to undress and get ready and left to roll a joint. I was starting to feel ok, I was talking to them about Julie and how crazy she is and they told me to wait that she is even more crazy you'll see. I was wearing only my boxer and sitting on the table. I was kind of overdress compare to them but looking at them I was not sure I wanted to remove my boxer at any time. We all started to smoked the huge joint that she did and about an hour later I was really stone and they all started to tell me that I should remove my boxer and get comfortable that we will soon start to have some fun . Stone and felling great my cock was getting hard looking at her going after each guys asking to be fuck again and again. She then stop next to me and asked me if I could get her ready and make her pussy wet so they can fuck her when I watched. It was not really a question but more a get on the floor and licked my pussy when I sucked each of them. She was asking me over and over if I was enjoying the view down there. I was receiving some spit on my face from her trying to deep throats their cocks , I was really horny watching her sucking and switching between them telling me to licked her faster and deeper and to not forget to lick her ass and make it wet very wet. I was trying to keep up to her demands doing my best and then she put her ass up I was there looking at this monster cock that she was about to have. Telling me to enjoy the view and see how much she love to get fuck like a real whore... the guy was pounding her very hard and she was squirting in my face asking me to licked her at the same time... I was amaze by the view and very excited. The situation was something weird but so intense I was really starting to enjoy my job licking her faster and deeper trying to make her cum even more. Looking at this huge peace of meet going inside her and than at some point when I was licking her his big fat cock fall out of her cunt and touched my tongue by accident. The guy started to tell Julie that I was trying to sucked his cock and that I was probably gay and to shy to tell her. She then turned around and looked at me and said I think it's time I start using you a little more now. She asked me to get on my 4 and when moving slowly behind me telling me how much she is happy that I am here and that she has something special for me tonight. I told her that I was happy to see her her reply was I want you to suck them for me. Asked them if you can suck their cocks... I was shocked and not looking to do any of that but again it was not about me asking it was more something that was about to happen. They walked in front of me looking at me, she was playing with my cock jerking me off from behind telling me I bet you will shoot your cum on the floor sucking their cocks. She asked me again to asked them if they would let me suck their cock squeezing my balls at the same time, telling me to hurry up. One of them put his dick near my noose and told me I'm sure you will suck me just fine... following those word I got haft of his dick in my mouth .. Julie was telling me... see it's not that bad ... I'm pretty sure you will be a very good cock sucker in no time, jerking me off so hard telling me to get the cock deeper in my mouth like she does and to look at them when I sucked their cocks. It was humiliating and the worst moment I ever had but to be honest after few minutes I was enjoying it. I wanted her to be happy and proub of me somehow . I am not gay or anything and I will never hit on a guy by myself but doing it for the girl I'm with because it's turning her on I told myself why not. The fact that she wanted me to be a kind of slave was really turning me on. I really tried to do my best and make them happy and then she surprise me putting 2 fingers in my ass ... so now I was getting my face fuck by huge black cock .. fucked in my ass by Julie and jerk off at the same time. You may think I am pushing it but it's the truth and I was loving all of it and Julie knew about it because my cock was getting harder and harder my ass was in pain because of her nails and my mouth was dry because of the joint we smoked. Julie stopped fingering my ass and then asked me if I would like to be ass fucked in front of her when she is being ass fucked to. I told her if it's what you want I will do it to please you... she moved in front of me on her 4 looking at me and then said I want you to get my friends cock in your ass and tell me you like it. He then start to push his cock in my ass it was hurting like hell but being her kind of slave excited me to the point where they could do anything they want to me. I was getting ass fucked in front of her I was humiliated the pain was going away slowly. We were both getting our ass pound like little slut in fornt of each other. The other guy told Julie that I was a good boy and I was asking him if I could suck his cock again it was a lie I never said anything but she went with it and told him to facefuck me so I can see how good is it to be fuck in every holes like she does. She than asked them to switch place so I can taste my ass and she said it's the least I can do with all the pleasure they are giving me . They stopped fucking her and concentrate on me. She was there looking at me telling them what to do with me... in his ass .. to his mouth.. next.. ass ... mouth...next I was getting fuckface , ass fucked by 3 big black cock and I was loving it. They finally all cum in my face and mouth and told me I was a good slut. She ordered me to clean their cock with my mouth and make sure I do not miss any drop they are offering me. She looked at me and told me you really enjoyed playing the slut for them look at that you cum all over the floor. I guess you are not done yet I want you to clean it and licked it from the floor. I started to eat and lick my own cum fromt he floor without hesitation. Few minutes later I was in the shower cleaning myself. After the shower I got dress and left the palce ... I never call or went back to her place after that. I was humiliated and shy.

So remembering all that now is telling me that I've been a cuckold for a long time I was just not aware about the word we use for that at the time.

So now that I know that and I am like that and I've been able to tell all that to my wife I can assure you everything changed between us and all for the best.

I will tell you more about what happen with my wife and how she is cuckolding me in the next chapter.

I'm french sorry for my poor english

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