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Hi Weslrobt. Thank you, that is very interesting. I have trained sissies before via the net, I always wondered if I could make money at it. I stopped doing it because it is a lot of work and if you do it for free people tend not to repsect that. Sissies who dont have a dominant wife or other in their physical life can be very flakey.

I can see how the friendship, confidances, and intimacy you share/d with her help make the cuckolding more real and visceral and less genitally oriented. That visceral sense is one of the benchmarks I strive for when Dominating a man or woman, to make the feelings part of their inner being. Sounds like your friend is a real pro and a neat Lady, you are luck to have found her, and she you!

Thanks oldbearswitch,

It really does make a lot of difference considering all of the feelings that we have for each other and the strong friendship. This isn't exactly "exciting stuff" but we have helped each other through a lot of difficult times over the last several years and so there is a connection there that makes the presentation that much more intense. It's funny that you picked up on that because my next section is really about exactly that. I hope you enjoy this too and thanks for reading.

weslrobt

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weslrobt

I am enjoying this narrative. I was a little skeptical at first, but you are an excellent writer and turned it into a very interesting story. I think what makes it work for me is that you and Mara became friends and developed a relationship that in many ways parallels a traditional submissive cuckold dominant hot wife marriage. Mara appears to care for you and you her. I firmly believe that cuckolding and domination without loving care and concern is nothing more than cheating and use.

Thank you for sharing this with us. I look forward to more.

GH

GH,

Thanks so much for the feedback. I have to say it's quite flattering to have your opinion on my work. I have admired so many of your stories and am so engrossed in Courtesan right now that I check back often to see what might be new.

I think this next section does talk a lot about the parallels between traditional and virtual cuckolding situations. I'm guessing that I'm not the only guy in my boat, but so far, I'm the only one I have seen write about it.

Thanks for your support and any and all thoughts or comments are always most welcome.

Weslrobt

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Great thread wes! It reminds me of a time long ago before pc's and webcams when phone sex was my only outlet for my kinks. There was a relationship I developed that is similar to yours. I only wish the visual element was available to me at the time. It was during my first marriage and phone sex was my only available outlet. One thought I had, not that you are asking, would be some sort of post-orgasm *** Mara could inflict upon you. Possibly a fleshlite or similar male masturbation device that she could make you use after you ejaculate and are quite sensitive. I have asked my wife to continue a hand job after I have cum to see how long I can take it. It can be excruciating. I want to think that Mara would have fun watching you squirm. Just a thought. Again I love the thread.

Very nice and it gives a great insight into your subbie mind. Thank you for sharing

weslrobt

This story is quirky and a little strange, but as I said before, very enjoyable. I think it might be the most honest story on this site.

Thank you for writing it. I look forward to every post.

GH

Thanks for the feedback guys. I really appreciate with the very real connection I have to the work.

monstrol - I definitely know what you mean about the phone sex stuff. I've had some of that in my past too although at that time for me, it was much more about female domination and offense than it was cuckolding. I don't think I even knew what cuckolding was then and if I did, I'm sure my male ego wasn't ready to accept it yet.

Timmy - Thanks for feedback and I'm glad you like it.

GH - Just curious, but what is "strange" for you? I imagine that its the concept of being cuckolded by someone who isn't physically present, which I definitely understand. But just curious what you're finding different. I really have tried to be very honest with both what has happened between Mara and I and also the many changes that we have been through. I'm glad to see that is coming across to the reader. Thanks again for the feedback.

Wes

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monstrol - I forgot to add that Mara read your comment and was very intrigued by it. She had never thought of it before but I think you've given her a definite idea of something to try. I will let you know what its like if and when she decides to put me through that.

weslrobt

I was certainly not trying to insult either you or your story when I used the word strange. You might also note that I said I was enjoying it and found it to be one of the most honest stories on this site.

I used the word strange, because you are describing a situation I have never before considered. You have been reading Courtesan and I hope you have noticed that I keep stating my belief that just because something is different it is not bad. It is just different.

I love reading about you and Mara. I continue to find your narrative to be incredibly refreshing and entertaining and I hope that you will continue writing it.

If I inadvertently insulted you or hurt your feelings, please excuse me, it was not my intention. I love this story.

GH

GH,

Sorry if I gave you the impression that I was insulted, because I wasn't at all. After reading so much of your work, I know how open you are to new ideas and lifestyles. I was seriously just curious about the aspects of the story that you found "strange" or maybe a better word would be different.

I guess my reamister for asking was really more of a curiosity about what others would find new and interesting about this situation. Maybe also answer questions or describe certain things in more detail.

I know this isn't a typical "story", and one of my goals with being so honest and open about my situation was to get feedback, describe how things are, etc... I will certainly still write certain reflections segments or current events, but I would also be happy to go into more detail or give opinions or answer questions for anybody that wished.

Wes

Wes,

great job. I think there are more guys like you out there than we think that keep the cam sites going. I've given it a try but it doesn't work that well with BDSM.

Just a thought and maybe you don't want to go there. Do you experience conflicting emotions after your sessions? Do you ask yourself if there is something wrong with you because you crave being a subbie especially after you apologized to the guy.

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Wes, thank you for opening up and answering my question. In many ways I'm in a similar boat but on a real time basis.

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Timmy - Thanks giving me something to write about. There is probably a lot more that I just haven't really put any thought to, but would be more than happy to with any prompting from the peanut gallery.

As you can see, I added a small addendum to the Conflicting Messages section. Hope that sheds a little more light on some stuff I accidentally left out.

Wes

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Conflicting Messages Part 3 is updated from the original in case you didn't notice. Sorry for the changes but... I posted the first part while I was still chatting to Mara. She really liked the idea that people would see how submissive I am to her. I decided to fill out the rest of this part of the conversation afterwards.

weslrobt

This is a wonderfully thought provoking narrative.

About all of our insecurities. If you are at this website you occasionally feel like pervert. It is inescapable. From the time we are born we are taught that there is only one acceptable sexual preference. Of course that is not true at all. Some people are attracted to others of their own sex. Some people love to be dominated. Some people love to dominate. Some people are attracted to fat people. Others are attracted to skinny people. Some people don't care for sex at all. Some of us like to give and others prefer to receive. The variations are endless and as long as they involve consenting adults who are not being injured it is all good.

Your story reminds us of that reality. Thank you for sharing it with us.

GH

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