True Story-First Time, In Progress

Best story i read in a few month, maybe years. Keep us updated, please !

Hello Everyone,

Sorry I've not posted for a while, but there hasn't been much to post. Real life has a way of getting in the way of the fantasies, and so there hasn't been much to report.

John is out of the country right now on business for a while, and before that everyone's schedules just weren't working out for it.

One thing that was noteworthy happened Friday evening a couple weeks back when I was having an office bbq for a guy who is leaving. I was manning the grill, and was pretty busy with that. Kim told me on the phone that John was giving her a ride home, and that she'd meet me over at the party. The party was only a few blocks from our house, so the plan was that he'd drop her off, she'd get changed, and then walk over.

Well, she told me on the phone once she got to the house that it took a little longer to get home than expected, because she had given him head in the car before they got to the house. She hoped I wasn't mad, but said she couldn't resist.

When she got to the party, she gave me a deep kiss, and I was stunned. He didn't come in her mouth, so there wasn't really any noticeable taste in her mouth to speak of. Still, I don't know the words to describe how I felt when she powerd her tongue down my throat knowing she had had his cock in her mouth only 20 minutes earlier. Very submissive, a bit of grossed out, extremely turned on, and completely in awe of this woman. . .that's about as close as I can come to describing it.

Along the same lines, I've noticed that she doesn't seem all that interested in giving me her oral attention anymore. That used to be something she loved to do, but now she sees me more as someone who is there to please her in bed. She knows I'm going to come, and probably sooner than she'd like, so why speed things up? Instead she tries soak up as much pleasure as possible before I finish. Her being a selfish lover is not something I would have ever expected, but it's very hot. That's probably a slightly wierd statement to make though.

Other than that, he is out of the country for a few weeks, so there probably won't be much to report for a little while. I just thought I'd let you know that we haven't disappeared. Things are still proceeding, albeit very slowly.

-J

That is a beautiful description..

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This too....love to hear express her weakness for him.

Thanks for updating...can feel the experience with you...you express my feelings that i had with a past love so i feel it with you.

Well its ust great to know you are still kicking around. So many people begin to tell us their stories, whet our apetite, and then leave without a trace. Just know that we are as eager to hear the details as you are to progress your situation.
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Thanks for the update!

Hello again Everyone,

I'm a bit behind on some updates. Sorry to keep everyone waiting. Work has me running non-stop. . .

Well, John has been away to quite a few different countries in the past few weeks on business. He's coming back on Saturday apparently, although it sounds like he may have to leave again right away. I'm not sure if there will be time for any interesting new developments before he leaves again, but it sounds like he may need a break from the road for a bit. In that case, he'll postpone the next trip and stick around for a while. Who knows what may happen then.

As for us, Kim and I have done plenty of talking in the past couple weeks. One thing that she mentioned was that often, when they are messing around, he'll ask her if he can call me to ask if it's ok if they do X, Y, or Z. In response to this, I drafted an email to him trying to explain that Kim is in charge of this, and I trust her to not take things farther than I'm comfortable with. The point being, if she is ok with it, there is no reamister to ask for my permission. I don't really get a say in it.

She's always been a bit uncomfortable with contact between me and John. I get the impression she's still not sure how I'll react around him, or him around me.
In any case, after I showed it to her, she told me in no uncertain terms that I was not to send that email. I was surprised, and she basically explained that she has a difficult enough time turning down his advances until he wants to come over as it is. If he thought she was the only one he needed to convince to go farther, she might not be able to resist him.

She also got kind of pissed and told me that the whole notion of her being in charge was bullcuckolds brownie. She reminded me that if she had been in control, she would have had sex with him a long time. I was the one that put the brakes on things until we could arrange another chance for him to come over.

This got me thinking about things, and she really is right. I am kind of controlling the whole thing, instead of letting go and letting her decide when and where she wants to fuck him. I desperately want to be there for it, but I should not be trying to control it. I'm really turned on by being submissive to her, and I guess I can't have it both ways.
I haven't fully decided yet, but I'm thinking I may hand her the reins more fully soon. She knows how bad I want to be there, and I would hope she'll find a way to make this happen, at least eventually. It seems like my being there the first time might take a lot away from the experience for both of them, though. As scary as it is for her to be in complete control, it is ultimately my fantasy. I never envisioned her having a steady boyfriend, but I guess it's not really my choice if she is in charge. I'd have to say it's much hotter than my original fantasy of finding a one-nighter for her.

My big fear with all this is that they're sex life becomes too easy and routine, since they see eachother every day. I guess I'd be putting a lot of trust in her to control her emotions and keeping the activities in context.

I'd love to hear what you guys think about this. It turns me on like crazy and scares the hell out of me at the same time to relinquish control so fully. I do wonder if I'm thinking too much with the wrong head on this stuff, or if I've been too controlling up to this point.
I should mention though that I'm really not too worried about losing her to him in this. I met his wife at a concert they went to, and I can see how commited they are to eachother, despite the fact that they are not having sex (according to him). The way he talks about his family really makes me think there is little chance of him wanting anything more than sex down the road. What reassures me even more is his basic permisterality. Kim loves how dominating he is when they are making out or whatever, but he tends to order everyone around, even when you are just hanging out with him. On some days, she can't stand him at all. On other days, she can't wait to fuck him. I basically just can't see him as her type, and neither can she. Who knows though.

Before I close, I should mention one other thing that has come to light. . .the first time she went down on him, she was a bit too caught up in the moment to pay much attention to comparing dick sizes. That first time, she thought we were about the same. Since then, she's gone down on him a couple more times, and she is quite certain now that he is considerably thicker than me. It's tough to describe in text, but when she wraps her hand around my dick, the tip of her middle fingernail touches the crease of the first digit of her thumb. She made a point to notice the last couple times she's had his dick out, and she said that she can't quite wrap her hand fully around his dick when he's hard. Length-wise she said we're pretty much the same, but she is un-equivocal now that he is definitely quite a bit thicker.

She now teases me quite a bit about being big enough for now, but maybe not after she's finally felt John inside her. She's also lost a lot of interest in clitoral stimulation, and prefers to get off through penetration. We've used her toys to get her off a lot more lately because of this. When I go down on her, she is always too impatient to let me finish before she wants me inside of her. I have a problem lasting long enough though, so I think she hasn't been cumming quite as often as she deserves lately. She does point out that it took John a very long time to cum when she went down on him though, so she's hoping she can get some proper loving soon.
This is much more intense than I had imagined, especially as drawn out as it has been.

More to follow. . .

Well Folks,

I'm kind of catching up on things here. I wrote that last post in MS Word a while back, but never got around to posting it. . .

After much talking with Kim about it, she basically decided that she didn't want full control, as she didn't want things to get too out of hand with John. She did basically tell me that for the first time though, I might not get to be there, depending on her and his mood. We've agreed that the rule is I don't have to be there for the fun, but I get to be there immediately after. This means no office sex, which he has tried to initiate a couple of times.

When the time comes, they may either end up at a hotel, or here at the house. If the latter happens she may tell me to find a good reamister to get out of the house before they get there. If it's the hotel, she doesn't think he'll want to spend the night, since his wife will wonder about him, so she said that I can come take advantage of the room with her once he leaves.

Now, if you fast forward to today. . . John has been back from his country hopping trip for a few days, and there hasn't been the slightest spark between them in the office. He's been really busy this week, and Kim was starting to wonder if he was still interested. I've been absolutely swamped with work as well, and really hadn't been thinking too much about it.

Today at lunch I was stressing like crazy about some work related stuff, when out of the blue, I get the following text:

"I'm going on a date with John tonight. Hope you can get home to take care of the dog."

I was sitting there with my colleague talking about work when I read that, and I just about dropped the phone. I'm sure my face got a bit flushed, my heart felt like it was going a million miles a minute, and my hands were shaking a little bit. I'm not sure if he noticed my sudden change in demeanor, but I didn't talk much for the rest of lunch.

Now I'm sitting here at the house, taking a break from cleaning the place up for them. They are out having dinner now, and I don't know where they'll end up. She said she hadn't told him about the new "rules" so to speak, because she wants to have an out if she decides the spark isn't there anymore.

I'm fairly calm so far, but I think I'll get progressively more amped up. She has my cock locked away in the CB-6000, so there's no chance I'm going to be able to start before she gets home. I'm hoping she comes here, as I'm pretty sure I can peak in the window without being seen. I'm not sure if it will work though.

Wish us luck. . .

-J

Wow! Very insightful discussion on "topping from the bottom." Your wife's response to getting "handed the reigns" was interesting as well.

I couldn't help but start touching myself when I was reading about her anticipating the better size and performance of John. Hot stuff!

I just love messages like this! As a long time cuck who has never had the opportunity to watch my wife, I can certainly say I feel for you. Nevertheless, I would warn you against upsetting the delicate balance that you have achieved. Let your wife continute to progress at her own pace and I think she will inevitably become more dominant toward you. Good luck!

Where the hell have I been? I am so very sorry I have been missing this post. You two have a great thing going on here. A lot of communication is going on, and that is what will go a long way to keeping this journey a healthy, loving, and successful journey. The communication you two have is something to never lose sight of.

What a great start to a journey that you should both love and enjoy for hopefully...a long time to come. Good luck and I look forward to reading your updates.

Just found this thread, as I haven't been on this website much since July. Am really enjoying reading all your posts; many thanks for posting all your experiences. Please do keep it up!

Hello Everyone,
 
Well, an update is in order after last night. . .
 
I was getting antsy waiting around, and texted her around 8:30 pm or so asking how things were going. . .here's what followed.
 
Me (8:39pm):  Do you have a second to let me know how things are going. . . What the plan is?  Hope I'm not interrupting
 
Kim (9:00pm):  Yeah good just leaving
 
Me (9:05pm):  Man you know how to leave a guy in suspense... Let me know where you're headed when you figure it out. . .please. . .(hands are shaking as I'm texting this)
 
Me(9:45pm):  Please have mercy and let me know what's going on when you have a second.  I can go run out to get groceries if you need the place. . .
 
By around this point, I was thinking that she probably wasn't having sex with him, and that they had decided to just make out in his car somewhere.  She's usually pretty good about keeping me in the loop, so I figured they were making out somewhere for a while to build up the mood or the courage to go through with it.  As long as it was taking them though, I figured it might just end with that, or they might just both walk through the front door at any minute.  Needless to say, I was going crazy wondering what was going on.
 
Then, around 10:15, she walked in through the front door alone.  I was kind of bummed for a second, and then she apologized for not calling, but that they had ended up having sex in his office.  It didn't even register the first time, and I had to ask her to repeat herself to make sure I had heard her right. . .
 
Here's the rest of the story. . .
 
We had agreed ahead of time that she'd let me know where they were heading after dinner.  As she explained later, at dinner they didn't have a lot to talk about, but they both seemed to have the same thing on their minds.  She had explained the new "rules" so to speak, and he acted like he was against it.  His reamistering was that he was worried I'd change my mind and get pissed or whatever.
 
After they left dinner, Kim asked where they were headed now.  He replied that he guessed he would take her home.  She thought about it a minute and said "Why don't we just get it over with and go have sex.  We can go back to our place and I'll tell Jake to go find somewhere to go."
 
Instead, he suggested stopping by work and seeing if anyone was there.
 
I'm not sure what her response was to this, but that's where they went.  Kim said she was panicking and really turned on at the same time as they were walking in.  She was planning on sending me a text once they found out whether anyone was there or not, to let me know what was going on.
 
It turned out that no one was there, and she got as far as "Hold on I need to. . ." before he attack her.  She said she was just completely overwhelmed by him, as he picked her up and set her down on his desk and started kissing her passionately.
 
She said within seconds, he had her panties off and her dress hiked up, and was going down on her.  She said she has never come that fast from someone going down on her.  It felt like he was only down on her for a couple minutes.  She also said that whatever he was doing, his technique was awesome, and she wouldn't mind if I learned a thing or two from him.  (She's always had high praise for my s*******s in that department prior to this. . .)
 
Once she was done, he stood up, turned her around, bent her over the desk, and was inside her.  She said he felt absolutely huge, and it really hurt when he first put it in.  She also said she came literally within seconds after he was inside her. . . (I rarely get her off through sex, although I've been doing a little better lately since she's been fantasizing about him.)
 
He said he came at the same time she did, which he was kind of embarassed about.  She said they made out for a few more minutes, then she went down on him for a few seconds, and he was ready to go again.
 
The second time, he had her on her back on the desk, with her knees up spread and pushed up around her head.  He said he just pounded her in this position, and it was amazing.  When he finished, he came inside her again.  After they both caught their breath, she said they both just looked at each other and laughed about it.
 
They got dressed and started heading home.  She said that she didn't really clean up at all, but a lot of his cum leaked out of her as soon as she stood up.  She just put her panties on and they they left the office pretty quickly.
 
When she did get home and told me they had had sex, I was so stunned that it took me a few seconds to wrap my head around it.  I quickly took her into the bedroom, and laid her out on the bed.
 
I was thinking that there might not really be much evidence of it, after everything had leaked out and she had gotten dressed and rode home.  As soon as I took her panties off though, holy cuckolds brownie!  There wasn't really anything visibly different really, but the smell of sex was unmistakable.  I've smelled it a thousand times when after we have had sex, and I don't know that I ever really paid any attention to what it smelled like.  That smell will be burned into my brain from here on though.  It was very obvious that she had just had sex, and was not just telling me a story for my benefit.
 
She told me to get down on her and start cleaning her up, as he had made a mess earlier.  Her panties were completely soaked with what must have been both of their juices leaking out of her, but there wasn't anything visible on her pussy.
 
I went down on her and the taste was slightly different, but it's hard to put a finger on what the difference was.  I think it was more the musky sex aroma than anything else.
 
Then, as I was eating her out, I put a finger inside her and she was definitely still full of his juices.  It felt like I could feel a puddle of something inside of her.
 
She uses NuvaRing for birth control, and had put it back in after she had gotten done with John.  I normally pull it out with my finger as I'm going down on her before we have sex, and last night was no exception.  When I did though, it also pulled out a large glob of what was unmistakably another mans cum.  I was stunned by this, and just stared for a second at the mess that was now clinging to the outside of her pussy, I then cleaned it all up as is my duty.  The reality of that still hasn't registered, but I ate another man's come out of my wife's pussy, and a pretty large glob at that.
 
At first, she was really hesitating on whether she wanted to do anything with me at all.  She repeatedly told me to be careful, because she was very sore down there.  It had apparently been quite a vigorous fuck.
 
As I was going down on her and fingering her though she quickly warmed up and wanted me inside her.  At this point she told me where the key to my cage was, and I unlocked myself.  The thing was, I was still in shock about all the new information, that I didn't just pop to attention once my soldier was let out.  I asked her if she'd mind helping me out, so to speak, but she responded that "I've already had enough dick in my mouth for one night, I don't really feel like messing with that thing."  So she just kept talking about how great it was, and with a little manual stimulation from myself, I was soon ready for the job at hand.
 
Because she was so sore, I think she kind of clinched up when I first entered her.  Things felt just as tight as they always do when I enter.  After about one or two strokes though, I could feel her relax, and the feeling was incredible.  She was definitely looser, and much wetter inside than I've ever felt her before. . .well, except for the very rare occasion where I've managed to go for a second round.
 
I'll try to write more later as I think of things to add.  There are so many details that keep hitting me, I'm sure I'll have more to add as time goes on.  It still doesn't quite seem real.
 
Kim has said the same thing about it feeling like a dream, but she absolutely loved it.  She was thinking she would feel dirty and ashamed of herself, but instead she feels great about it.  She even said hooking up with other guys that she doesn't know as well sounds like fun too.  She had always really dragged her feet about corresponding with people on Adult Friendfinder or Swingers Date Club about meeting up, but now she sounds a lot more into the idea.
 
I guess I think I may have created a monster.  She loved it, and I highly doubt that will be the last time she cuckolds me, based on her reaction to it all.  This may be the beginning of a completely new stage in our relationship.  That's scary and incredibly arousing at the same time. . .
 
Hope you've enjoyed this as much as I have. 
 
Stay tuned. . .

WOW! I've been following this thread for a while, and enjoying the little details and the slow build-up. It's great for us and for you that we now have such a terrific pay-off - you are truly a cuckold now, and it sounds like that may be a state that continues for you for some time.

I will love to hear how his reaction to her, and her to him, now changes at work. He now has an employee that he will realise he can fuck whenever he wants to. Hopefully, he will use his power over her to make her dress more provocatively for him (and others?) and every day at work will be an adventure for her (and for you).

Thanks for sharing.

Rotter
Utter_Rotter
Writer and decadent

"I guess I think I may have created a monster."

That's what happened when my wife first started cucking me. She went on a sex spree that was both scary and incredibly exciting. When she realized that she could fuck whoever she wanted, whenever she wanted, she took full advantage of it. To say that I was completely comfortable with her promiscuity would be lying, but I'm glad I gave her her freedom and our marriage today is better for it. Good luck. It's quite a ride!

Great news! Thanks for filling us in. If you have time, I'd love to hear more detail about the dirty talk exchanged between the two of you after you got home. What was she saying to get you hard? Did a lot of the banter pertain to the difference in size?

I was getting hard while reading your latest update. Mostly when you described when your wife first got home...from there on out it reminded me of my first couple times. Congrats man, and enjoy this...it was for me one of the best times of my life. It brought my wife and I closer together.

Please tell your wife thank you as well, it could not be done without her! Love her, support her, and treat her as your queen. Carry on!

To find a woman like this is like winning the lottery.

Hi Guys,

Sorry I never responded after that last post. We're still here, although there hasn't been any more to report lately, although things have heated up quite a bit in the past two weeks.

Before i post that though, I'll respond to TedtheBellhop and others who were asking about more details on the evening.

I don't know if I explained what happened with them in blow by blow detail, but before Kim could text me to say that they were at the office, John just attacked her. She said that he had her up on his desk with her skirt up and panties down within seconds, and was eating out almost immediately. She was completely overwhelmed by him and it turned her on like crazy. She told me that she doesn't think she has ever come that fast before, especially from oral.

Once she had come, and had calmed down a bit, he turned her around and entered her from behind. She said it really hurt when he first enterered her, but then it felt incredible. She said that she was cumming again within a few strokes, and that much to his embarrassment, he lost it as well. She said that as she was losing it, she was actually stunned that she could cum from penetration so quickly. I won't say she never cums when we have sex, but it's pretty rare.

Anyway, he was embarrassed about losing it so quickly, although I can't blame him there. It's usually pretty hard to get her off, but the screaming and the siezure she goes through is too hot for me to hold back, ever.

Well, they went back to making out and she went down on him again, and she said that within 5 minutes or so, he was completely hard again. She was shocked again by this kind of rebound ability. On the very few occasion that I've managed to go for seconds with her, it has taken me at least 30 minutes before I'm ready.

This time, he had her laying on her back with her knees pressed up against her chest and her ass in the air. Kim said that he just pounded away in this position for a good 15 or twenty minutes, and that it was incredible. She said she's not sure if it was a bunch of small orgasms for her or one long one, but that it was intense.

To answer TedtheBellhop's question, when I didn't get hard immediately after being released from the cage she really did seem kind of annoyed about it. She refused to go down on me, and complained that I wasn't hard for her. She started taunted me that John was completely hard for her after he went down on her, and needed no help from him before he fucked her. She also taunted me that even after he had cum once, he really would have ready for more very quickly if she hadn't used her mouth on him. I think she also said that it might be better that I wasn't hard, because her pussy was really sore from such a hard pounding by something so much larger than she was used to.

Looking back on it, it's really shocking to me that I was masturbating myself as she told me this. She was even bothering to touch me. She has never wanted or let me masturbate in front of her before. She usually gets pretty annoyed if I even play with myself in her presence. She really did seem like a different woman that night.

I still find myself reliving that as I get myself off even months later. The mental image is better than any porn on the net.

Dec 11, 2010

Hello Everyone,

Sorry I haven't written in a while, but there hasn't been much to write about. John has been very busy, and out of the country a lot, and they haven't really found the time to get frisky.

I suspect part of the reamister may be an email I sent him explaining that I would really appreciate it if they would come to the house for their friskiness. I would like the door to be open, but it's ok if they keep it closed and just allow me to listen in if they prefered. I didn't say it as an absolute rule that it had to be that way, but I said that I would really prefer it.

John, for his part, seems very put off by my wanting to be there. At one point, it sounded like he might be ok with us double teaming Kim, but he seems very uneasy about having me just watch him perform. So much so in fact, that he never responded to my email. He keeps telling Kim that he wants to, and he just hasn't had the time to sit down and put his thoughts on paper. It's been a month since I wrote the email though, so I'm not expecting anything.

Kim has said that his turn-on with their relationship seems to be getting away with fucking a married woman, and he prefers to think of it as being behind my back, even though he knows she tells me everything.

Kim has gotten sick of the tug of war though, and has convinced me that if she is in charge, she should be allowed to have him whenever and where ever she pleases. I struggled with it for a while, but finally gave in and agreed that she was right. It has been a little hard for me to come to grips with, but I've managed I think. Come to think of it though, every time I've given in on something, I have been wearing the cage when I did. . .

My last hold-out has been that she not have sex with him while I'm out of the country. The angst of it possibly happening was more than I could bear at the beginning of all this. For those of you who have read this story from the beginning, you know what I'm talking about.

That brings us up to recent events. Currently, I'm in the US, about to help a friend sail his boat a few hundred miles to where he lives on it during the winter. Meanwhile, Kim is back in Singapore. She was supposed to be coming over with me, but she wasn't able to get the time off from work. Apparently this is genuinely due to work, but it was John that said he needed her to be there. December is apparently their busiest month though, so it does make sense.

Before I left, she promised a little begrudgingly that she wouldn't relax with John while I was gone. I told her the angst of not only not being there, but of being out of cell phone range for several days was too much stress for me to take. I must admit though, that I wasn't nearly as stressed about the whole thing as when this whole thing started started.

As soon as I got over here, she told me that at work that day, they had started making out in his office. This happens occasionally, although it rarely goes beyond kissing and perhaps fondling of her breasts. This time though, she was feeling feisty, and stripped him naked and got down on her knees and gave him a blowjob. I was surprised about this, but even more surprised when she told me that she decided to let him cum in her mouth. She never does that with me, and is pretty grossed out by semen in general. With John though, she said it really turned her on to swallow his load, something she has never done for me. Needless to say, I was wondering what else was going to happen while I was gone. I trust her completely though, and know that she won't cross the line and relax with him unless I'm ok with it.

Well, the next day she told me she was stressing out about the whole cuckolding thing and the stupid games where she is "in charge" but I get to decide when it's ok for her to be with him. She said she had had enough and was putting an end to her relationship with John. She also said that the whole stupid chastity game with the CB-6000 was going to stop too. She said she just wanted to be married to a real man and that I looked more like a woman with that thing on. She was sick of the whole dominance/presentation/cuckolding thing, and nothing I said could calm her down.

I talked to her again the next morning while she was at work, and she said that she had told him it was over first thing that morning. John was very gracious and understanding about it and said that it was fine. He also told her if she changed her mind, that that was ok too. The rest of the day he was apparently very nice and reminded her many times how hot he thought she was and how lucky I was to have her. She sent me a text later that day. . .

Kim: "I told him this morning that I don't want to do this anymore, and now I wanna have sex with him."

Me: "What happened?"

Kim: "I'm out buying food for everyone with him, and now I want to do him."

We talked that night, and she was insistent that I don't get to put a stop to things if she is the one in charge. I admitted that I wasn't quite as freaked out about everything as I was the first time I was gone, but that I still really hoped that she wouldn't have sex with him while I was gone. I did admit though that it scared me how persuasive she could be when she wanted something.

Then something changed in her voice, and she went into a different kind of bitch mode than the one she had been in the day before. She demanded that I put the CB-6000 on with a numbered lock and send her a picture right then. As soon as she said that, something sank in my gut and I knew there was no way I was going to win this. When she has me caged, she can get just about anything she wants out of me with very little effort, and the scary thing is she knows it.

She made me hang up the phone and go put it on, then text her a photo of it. Once I complied, I phoned her back, dreading what I was going to hear, but turned on as hell.

You all probably guessed it. . .Once we got on the phone, She explained that she was tired of trying to please me, and John, and never worrying about herself. From now on, she was getting what she wanted, and that I had better deal with it. I tried to reamister with and remind her that the chastity device grossed her out. She cooed sweetly that she loves that thing because she always gets what she wants when I'm in it. She may not understand why it turns me on, but she is happy to use it to her advantage.

I was surprised by such a complete 180 degree turn within 24 hours, but knowing her the way I do, I wasn't that surprised. I was very surprised though, that she was pushing the limits so far. I pleaded with her not to do anything while I was out of cell phone range, but she just said that she would do whatever she felt like. And if she felt like fucking him while I was out of range, then I had no right or ability to stop her. I wanted her to be in control, and that's what I was getting.

I know this might not be that amazing compared to a lot of the stories on here, but it would be a lot more impressive if you knew my wife. This was the sweet girl who's virginity I took years ago, who was completely turned off and disturbed by anything even slightly kinky. She still considers the whole dominance thing some stupid game that I want her to play, which up until recently has never partaken in whatsoever. She simply does not normally enjoy being sadistic for my benefit, it's a serious turn-off for her. That makes all of this even hotter, because this is no game now. She is putting her foot down and taking charge because she wants him, and I don't get to say cuckolds brownie about it. It was really hot as a fantasy, but I can't describe how traumatic it is when it's completely real. It's even harder (no pun intended) to deal with when I'm locked up in my cage, out of cell phone range, and have nothing to do with my time but sit on a sail boat and think. All that being said though, I'm so turned I feel like I'm going to lose my mind if I can get myself off soon.

Fast-forwarding to today. . .

Well, I'm back in cell phone range now, and she told me very matter-of-factly that she had invited him to come over last night, but that they ended up having a bit of a fight while they were still at work and it didn't end up happening. It sounds minor though, so I suspect that they will definitely be fucking before I get back. I was hoping maybe she was just messing with my head a little bit before we were out of cell phone range, but I can tell from the way she's talking about it that that was wishful thinking on my part. She is definitely completely serious about fucking him before I get back. . .

One other defeat I experienced was in regards to deceiving him into coming to the house when I was around. Before I went out of cell range, I asked if she would lie and tell him that she wouldn't see me until she flew over to the states for Christmas. In actuality, I'm returning to Singapore on Thursday night, and then we'll both come back over to the states together for Christmas (working abroad makes for a lot of frequent flying miles.)

Anyway, the idea was that if he didn't know I was in the country, he wouldn't be so freaked out about coming over to the house to get freaky with her. I could then hide somewhere and at least listen in on it or peak through a window..

She initially agreed to go along with the story, as a bit of a consellation prize for conceding defeat on letting her fuck him while I was gone. Today when I talked to her though, she got offended and upset when I asked her about telling him the story. She wouldn't tell me what was wrong exactly, but just said that it stressed her out to do it, and that she was worried about the consequences if he found out that she had lied to him.

I tried to twist her arm, but she wasn't having it. She was just in a generally bad mood after that, and the conversation ended on a bad note.

Well, I've been locked up for a couple days now, and she quite literally has me by the balls. More to the point, she has me wrapped around her finger. . .After thinking about the conversation for a little while, I realized that her complete aversion to lying also carries over to lying to John. I realized the whole reamister our marriage can handle the cuckolding thing is because I know I can trust her completely. I know she is honest to a fault, so I'm not worried that her relationship with John will get out of hand behind my back. This works great for us, but I can't have my cake and eat it too (unlike her). I can't expect her to be incapable of lying to me while at the same time deceiving John when it suits us.

The long story short is that as bad as I'd like to be there, it sounds like we're at John's mercy. She's fine with it either way, but he seems very disturbed by the idea. I'm a bit perplexed as to why me even being in the house bothers him though. I've told her how bad I want to be there, but that I'm at her mercy. I'm hoping she can make it happen sooner or later, but I have no right to complain about not being there.

Stay tuned, I get the impression that things may start happening more regularly between her and him now that he knows he can fuck her without me being around or even in the house. I may not be getting any of the fresh home made creampies like I was hoping for, but I may have a steady diet of creampies delivered to my door as things move forward. What's a cuckold husband to do? Be happy with what he can get is the best I can do. It's a vicious cocktail of emotions, but what an incredible high.

Sunday, December 12.

Well, Kim is pretty annoyed with herself. Now that she's been given free rein to fuck him even while I'm gone, she really wants to take advantage of it. Unfortunately for her, she knew she was about to get her monthly visitor, and that I'd probably be home again by the time that was done.

She told me that yesterday at work he was so busy on the phone and with clients and other staff today that she hadn't had a chance to talk to him all day. She had decided that she wanted to fuck him that day no matter what, and that she was watching people come and go from his office, waiting for a break in traffic when she could walk in there, shut the door behind her, strip naked in front of him, then walk up and start making out with him and see where things went from there. Every time she looked into his office though, he was on the phone or had someone else in his office. She was biding her time to pounce until he got up and left early to meet with clients.

I couldn't believe that this was my wife talking like this, and I was pretty sure at first that she was exaggerating for my benefit. A story like that really didn't seem like something she'd think to make up though. The rest of the conversation though, was about how sad she was that she missed her chance to fuck him, because she had started her period late that evening.

When she got me to agree to having him while I'm overseas, I still thought that I'd probably be in the clear. She has never been one to be that forward and initiate things when it comes to sex, at least with me. What she was talking about doing in his office is a side of her that I've never seen and would never have thought she was capable of even dreaming up. For her to even consider being that assertive, it would have to be something she desperately wants. I really don't think that she's ever wanted sex from me that badly.

Monday, December 14.

Sorry to keep dragging this out, but every day there is something new to shock the cuckolds brownie out of me. Today on the phone, I was telling Kim how desperate I was to be let out of my cage, and how much I couldn't wait until Thursday night to make love to her again. She told me that if she wasn't done with her period that she might make me stay in my cage until she was done with her period. I wasn't that surprised by this, because she has taken to locking me up quite often when she is menstruating. She says that since she can't get any, it's only fair that I shouldn't either.

She admitted that if she was still awake when I got home and was done with her period, she probably would give me some relief, but if she was done, she'd probably already be pretty worn out from fucking John that night. I laughed a bit at this and asked "You wouldn't really do him that night before I got home would you?", thinking that after two weeks apart we would both prefer some intimacy time together first.

She got serious and told me that if she did get done by Thursday, there was no maybe about it. . .she was definitely going to find a way to fuck him that night. I don't think I've heard her sound that determined about something since our wedding vows.

My head has been spinning the rest of today. Especially since I've been locked up, I'm desperate to get home to her and just feel her skin, kiss her, and make love to her. All of this other stuff is exciting, but it's not needed as soon as I walk in the door from a 28 hour flight. It sounds like even after two weeks apart from me, she is going to be more desperate to get stretched by her boss's thick cock again than she is to make love to me. It sounds like if I'm going to get anything at all from her when I get home from the airport, it's going to start with eating another man's come out of her.

I'm kind of disappointed that I won't have her all to myself that night, but I'm desperately hoping she does finish her period by Thursday. I would rather have sloppy seconds that night than to have to wait until she's done her period to have her to myself. I will admit that it's incredibly hot that she is more concerned about getting a good fucking from him than she is about romantic intimacy with me. Yet another reminder that her interest in this has far exceeded anything I could have imagined. . .

I had always fantasized about her cuckolding me, and thought that convincing her to go along with it would be a slow process that would take years. Thinking back though it was probably in March or April of this year when I first explained the fantasy to her and admitted that I might be ok with trying it some day down the road. Looking back now, I thought it was me twisting her arm into trying this out, but I'm wondering now how much of the twisting was done by her. When I fantasized about it, it was as a game we might play as a one night thing some day. I never envisioned her being in an ongoing relationship that I would have almost no say in whatsoever. The emotions involved are more intense than I can begin to explain, but it's also much hotter that my wildest fantasies. I hate to sound like a broken record, but. . . FUCK!! I can't believe this is the same woman I married!! I feel like I won a lottery that I never knew I was buying a ticket for. . .or that she has and evil twin that she switched with when we got married. My outlook alternates, but I'm am in awe and completely in love with her either way. Nah, screw it. . .this is so much better than any million dollar jackpot. . .I feel like the luckiest man alive.

Tuesday, December 14

Just a small update here. Kim says it is going to be a miracle if she is done with her period by Thursday. I'd say she missed her opportunity to fuck him while I'm out of the country. I have a feeling though that she will be fucking him again as soon as she is done though. It just won't be at our house most likely.

I also talked to her about sending another email to John to see if we could all go out for takes and discuss the boundaries of all of this, since they are completely different than what we had agreed to at the beginning. She got somewhat annoyed and asked me not to. He always seems to draw back from her for a while after I contact him, as though any contact with me freaks him out. She said she can explain everything herself, and that I need to butt out of their relationship. She'll talk to him about it, and if they want to meet with me she'll let me know. I'm basically no longer allowed to even ask to talk with him. It just gets on her nerves, and so she is exercising her newfound control of this and making sure that I butt out. I know she's right about it, but I do feel pretty helpless in all of this now. I guess I asked for it though.

Let me know if you guys are still interested in this. There hasn't been a whole lot of sex going on for two pages worth of text, so I don't know whether it's a spank worthy read. I'm hoping it's valuable reading for anyone else considering this though. It's also good to vent all of this to somebody.

Thanks for reading, I'm pretty sure things may be heating up soon, so stay tuned. . .

Wow! I definitely can't wait for updates. Very well written, I like the depth of detail. Keep us posted!

Sounds like you were trying to top from the bottom, and she put a stop to it. I think if my wife and I ever got serious about it, the same thing would happen to me. About six months ago we had a long car ride where we discussed how our "swinging" would go if it happened. Any time I tried to impose my will, she would calmly and politely tell me how she wanted it done. I would then just agree because if I wanted it to keep going it would have to be on her terms.

Good luck and let us know how it goes!

I've got some other stuff in typed up on word, but just a quick update from my iPhone. I missed a connecting flight and couldn't get back until this morning (Friday). I told Kim that I wasn't getting back till tonight though.

I've got all my stuff stashed away, and if I get the courage up, I'm going to hide in the closet in the guest room. I should be able to hear every thing. Just worried if she'll be pissed later though.

I think she just doesn't want to have to lie to John. If she doesn't know I'm here, she doesn't need to lie. On the other hand I really don't want her to be pissed about me sneaking around and risking getting caught. Not to mention the fact that I really feel bad about lying to her.

Oh, I forgot to mention the punch...She sent me a text earlier saying that she gave him a look that said 'fuck me!' when he walked in today. Five minutes later he called her into his office an asked if he could come over today. She went one better and suggested they do it at lunch. Not sure if it will be any time now or after work. I begged her to do it after work, hoping shed still be all amped up from fucking him when I get my chance. She said she doesn't want to wait that long and she's calling the shots. I pleaded otherwise, but she's not budging. She's gonna fuck him at the earliest opportunity... Stay tuned. My heart is racing and I'm still trying to decide whther to leave the house or hide in the closet. Feel free to offer advice. I don't want the wrong head to control things, but really want at least hear it.

Maybe too late now with time zones,but seems like hiding in the closet risks getting both him and her mad which may put a stop to any further participation on your part.
If you lie to her and him,it will not go down well,imho.
Good luck !

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Wow, it's been a while guys.  I'm really sorry about that.
 
I never followed up with what happened that evening, so I guess I should fill in the blanks there.  I ended up not hiding in the closet, but lurking outside instead.  It was a long wait that in the end didn't materialize into anything.  He ended up having a meeting with clients that kept him late. Kim said she wouldn't have been mad about me hiding in the closet, but it would have been too risky to do without her knowlege.  She would have ended up going into the closet for something while he was there and it would have been pretty awkward.
 
Since then, we went home for Christmas and after that, things have been a bit rocky for us.  I don't think the cuckolding thing has been the cause of it, but it's gotten thrown into the argument a few times.
 
Kim did say that she was tired of the constant tug of war between  me and John, as it was stressing her out too much.  I've decided that I'm fine with her controlling things, but it really pisses me off when he is the one controlling everything.  That's not something I'm ok with.  She's agreed with me, and we've agreed to call an end to things.
 
She has since spoken with him about it and they've both agreed that it should stop.  The only detail still remaining  is that they had been talking quite a bit about renting a hotel, leaving early in the afternoon from work, and using it all afternoon and evening before they both return to their respective spouses.
 
John has gone on at length prior to their ending it about all the things he'd do to her and how many times he can get it up.  This has made Kim crazy for it, and very disappointed that it didn't happen.
 
It's become obvious to me now how disturbingly good she's become at her job in sales though. A couple weeks ago, she had been teasing me nonchalantly and getting me aroused off and on for several days, but never when we had time to do anything.  Then her period started, which further hampered things.  This didn't stop her from continuing to turn me on with her innuendos and playful caressing of my equipment as we were in the shower together and going to bed. 
 
Finally, we were in bed together, and she was still doing this, when I asked her why she was being so evil.  She replied that she had been driven crazy thinking about an afternoon alone with him, and she really wanted one last time with him before they ended things permanently.... Talk about a salesman!!  
 
I was going crazy by this point, and moaned in frustration as I could see what she was up to.  After a bit more caressing, she rolled over like she was going to relax and told me that I better not go and jerk off.  She hates it when I do that, as she feels I should save it for her.  I started pleading with her, and waivered on putting a final stop to things.  I finally agreed that they could have an afternoon alone if she would take care of me. 
 
She got excited, and made me promise repeatedly that I was serious.  She made me swear that there was no going back on it, and that she could have one last time with him alone, and there was nothing more I could say about it.  I accepted, and she went to work on me.  Repeatedly telling me as she alternated between her hands and her mouth how much she couldn't wait to have him all day long in a bed, without me around.  She said she was going to be his complete slut and probably do all sorts of things with him that she wouldn't do with me.  He's apparently been pushing for a while to do her in the ass, which has always been off limits to me.  She said it's really turning her on to be submissive to him though.  I still can't believe this is the same woman I married.  I never would have believed this side existed in her even a year ago.   Needless to say, she didn't have to work at it very long before I lost it.
 
That brings us pretty much up to date, except for some stinging words she had when we were arguing about things a month or so ago.  I don't know what had started it, but she was mad about something else but attacked me for the fact that I had introduced her to the whole cuckolding thing, and how I had changed sex permanently for her.  She said that she felt guilty that monogamous sex with her husband no longer turned her on. 

She was mad at me, and so with as much spite as she could muster, she told me that she didn't want to put a stop to the games.  She told me that after John, I wasn't enough of a man for her and that she needed more.  She said she found that she loved being dominated, and that I could never do it the way John does so naturally.
 
When she calmed down, she apologized for saying things the way she did, and she told me that she loved me and would never consider leaving me.  She did say though that now that we had opened Pandora's box, she didn't think she could go back to a normal conventional marriage ever again.  She now needed more than any one man could give her, and that if I wanted her to be anything more than a cold, sex-less woman, I would have to agree to letting her continue fucking other men when she felt the need.  If she didn't have someone else to dominate her in the bedroom, she just wasn't that turned on by sex.  She admitted that she would never want to be with someone like that permanently,, but that she loved the way they treated her in the bedroom.  She also admitted that it turned her on like crazy to see how submissive and helpless I was when she came home from a night out with John.
 
In retrospect, it's both a kick in the gut and deeply arousing at the same time.  Be careful what you wish for is the moral of the story at this point, I guess.  What I had hoped would be an occasional one-time thing looks like it's going to be a permanent fixture in our marriage now, and I really have lost the control I used to have. 
 
As for John though, I think we've both gotten fed up with his lack of time for her, and his mixed signals about how he wants to handle things.
 
So, that's it for now.  I'll definitely post any further developments that happen with John.  It wouldn't surprise me if she takes advantage of her one last time with him, or if she never touches him again.  Either way though, I think she'll definitely find someone new to play with down the road, although she doesn't have any prospects at the moment.  I'll probably start a new thread if and when that happens. . .

Wow. I wish you the best of luck. I get the impression that John wants to have his cake and eat it too. He's not used to not getting his way. I think he wants your wife to leave you and be completely faithful to him, while he has no intention of leaving his own wife. That's my 2 cents anyway. Let us know how things go from here.