my fantasy

My main fantasy revolves around a girl called Melanie who I was engaged to over 20 years ago. We were going to be married the following year when she dumped me for a black nigger guy called Wayne. At the time I felt so humiliated, especially when she went around telling everyone that I couldn’t satisfy her. Even wore she also told everyone that I liked to wear her undies when we had sex together, and that I often wore her stockings and suspenders when we went out together, under my trousers. I saw her lady Joan in town a week or so later, and she took enormous pleasure in telling me, if I had been more of a man we’d still be together.

As time went by and the more I began to think about what had happened, my feelings began to change. My sense of offense became one of lust. I use to wank everyday thinking of how I wasn’t man enough for Mel. Eventually when Mel and Wayne got married, I began to wish that I’d offered to become this sissified male maid.

Just think I could have spent 24/7 tending to their every need, cooking, cleaning etc whist dressed as a saucy French maid. Best of all I could have laid in bed each night listening to the woman I loved being pounded by his big black cock. Who knows I might have been “FORCED” to perform clean up duties on Mel’s spunk filled pussy using only my tongue. The same would also have gone for Wayne’s black cock.

Being dressed as a maid I would wear a corset and stockings at all times. Best of all I would me made to wear *******er high heels every waking hour. Imagine the agony doing the ironing for hours whist clad in 5 or 6 inch heels.

I would also except to be punished by Wayne, having my face bitch slapped would be nicely humiliating as Mel looked on smirking.

Eventually Mel and Wayne had 3 kids together before having a divorce. I’m sure I would have also made an excellent nanny to her nigger kids. Changing them, feeding them, and best of all nursing them whist they fucked upstairs.

I think I would have also liked to have served Joan in some way, as her pussy slave. Perhaps even more bizarrely I would have liked Wayne to have used my lady and sister as his sex toys as well. This would have added an extra offense for me seeing them used as a black man’s slut.

After the divorce, I could have stayed on continuing as Mel’s nanny as she went out in search of other men. Real men not wimps like myself.